Today WDD lab was easy, done it like less than an hour, and was the first to get out of the lab. ~ Waited for the rest to come out, while waiting for honey to reach. Went AMK hub with honey to collect our bracelet, but he didn't see it. We went marina square to catch movie, been sometime since we last watch movie together. Caught Night of the Museum 2, meanwhile went Art Friend with him because he wants to get somethings.

Went usual place to slack after movie, was tired, stressed and worried about honey, hence I broke down ~ Sorry honey, to scared and shocked you with my sudden tearing. Thanks for wiping off those tears for me. And thanks for being there with me when I need you the most. It's glad I've made the right choice, and I'm lucky to found you.

School work like usual ~ I need to work doublely hard now because there is a lot of things for me to catch up. SEP assignment grades isn't bad, gotten a A and B- for it.

Get Well Soon honey, I'll be your good silly girl. =))

School was fine, rather stress and busy. Didn't get sufficient amount of sleep, and I'm getting more tired as days goes by. My regular friend, Headache is coming back to visit me. Well ~ Just let it be, but I doesn't want to consume too much of pain killer. Still sick? Guess so, flu is completely recovered, but not my cough ~ It'd been like the 4th week already. Yes, I've always sick that long. The previous time I fell sick, I sick for 1month. So it's like nothing special at all. Throat pain is coming back anytime, 'cause I can find the pain in it already. Good luck to me. ~ Sickness get away from me. Meeting as usual, it's never a topic that I would blog here. It's boring boring and still forever boring. Met Wendy before we went school for meeting, bought couple bracelet for honey and me for our 6th monthniversary next week. ~ Baobei chose it and it's superb nice, but I seriously hope honey will like it too. After meeting is boyfriend time, supposingly wednesday should spend time with honey, yet meeting occupy the time. Sad ~ Short meeting with honey, went Bugis and Suntec because I want to search for formal wear. Saw a ideal wear but was too expensive, drop the topic off. Usual slacking area with honey, had time spent there ~ Honey ilu. And I'm so looking forward for the 6th month, in like few days time.

Headache is here for visiting, and I'm going to bed, took medication and drowsiness is here. Goodbye

Anyway, mood had been very bad recently. Moody ~ Nothing much to update, because life been like usual. Moodswing everyday. Thanks honey, he always had the ability to make my mood really better, even it's just a hug from him. ilu baby ~

Friday, brought Elson out with honey to play bowling. Elson had fun playing, and he enjoyed. Dine at some coffeeshop and brought him to Pasir Ris Park to play. Little bro is cute enough that he doesn't allow honey to hold my hand, hug and even kiss me. LOL ~ Home sweet home then.

Saturday, met honey for few hours, because I'd to head home for steamboat. Sunday, head out to teach Jiaqi VB, yet I forgotten a lot. Then met honey before I head to grandma house for grandpa's birthday celebration. Home sweet home then.

Everyone are mentally drained. I'm mentally drained too ~ How long more can I hang there? Common test, Lab test, mini projects, final projects, presentations... All coming in ~ Studies, still cui-ed. I don't want my GPA to drop. Can I give up? iwanttogiveupnow.

나도 지쳐. 나는 너를, 자기~ 그러나 어디에 있는 거예요? 당신의 어깨에 메고 싶. 당신의 껴안고 싶습니다. 저를 좀 말씀의 지원. 나는 무지하게 우울했다. 나도 너무 지쳐서. 내가 얼마나 멀리 갈 수 있습니까? 나는 얼마나 오랫동안 지난해 수 있습니까? 나는 모르겠어. 나는 정말로 모르겠어. 나를 내버려 두지. 나는 혼자였습니다. ~

Spend time with honey today, it's great and always great.

Went home, hit my car while reversing. Good game, now my car back bumper got scratches and it's abit dented. Nice one, I need to own up to dad tomorrow. It's getting my mood damn bad.

Tomorrow, need to meet seniors with AJ. Isn't getting my mood any better.

IP lab didn't go well, I don't know why either. I need lab teacher's help seriously and badly.

Nothing much to say, I'm seriously pissed off today and actually vent out all my unhappiness towards this event. Yes, I hope all my unhappiness can be heard, because currently all we've done are SHIT! Thanks honey, keep my mood up. I simply love what you said in my car, it's sweet. =))

I'm still feeling tired, because I just took my medication. Double drowsiness, thanks to my flu and cough medication, BOO~ both causes drowsiness. I guess I'll drop dead soon.

Have a great day out with honey, simply just love spending time with him. Met him and his friends and went out with them. At night, went Pasir Ris Park to meet Wendy & Bf, Louis & Gf. I don't know why we meet also, was like OTOT. Didn't really bother, went to spend time with honey instead. Honey sent me home, it was like 1145pm when we caught our last bus and by the time, honey had no bus home already. Thanks a lot, for sending me home so late. I know you're really tired already. So sweet of you, thank you. I love you so much. =)) By the time I reach home, was ready half an hour past midnight. Showered and went to bed, just nice honey reached home. =))

I finally installed Visual Web Developer, afraid my laptop will crash again, I'll doing backup now. HDD running out of space soon, I need to get new HDD with bigger memory space, and also new Thumbdrive. BOO ~ So broke. Need to complete assignment, CMaths and IP lab. Always uses IIS in school, now need to use Filesystem to complete IP Lab, hopefully I can manage it. Still have to complete agenda for event. Gosh, drowsiness strikes. I need to hang on abit more then I'll get to rest.

I'm somehow finally getting better, but please don't worsen again! Honey I miss you now ~

Tank's new song is absoutely NICE~ 如果我變成回憶

I'm real tired, if I were given a chance again, I'll choose NOT to continue on. Never will I know this is going to be that tiring. This is all SHIT~ It's even worst than SHIT.

I'm still sick, very sick should be more approriate. Initially was only down with cough and sorethroat, now I'm adding flu into my sick list. Sorethroat seems to get worsen, it's getting more pain now.

I'm tired ~ I miss honey boy.

I asked honey yesterday, am I his best friend before we're together and he said yes. HAHA ~ Just random, because quiz said I suit best friend boy. I'm so glad I found you, my sweet honey boy.

We start off being best friend with each other.

14th May 09
I'd a completely bad day today. Was late for WPDP lab, thinking the lab was at 10am but actually was at 9am. Audrey called me then I realised I was late. Rush to school like nobody business, still I was an hour late. Did lab yet it didn't turn out well. Thanks classmate Marcus for the help somehow =)) And of course Aud, the most help given. Anyway went lunch, and crap before going to CMaths. CMaths quiz was alright, kept thinking that it was difficult but well, it's do-able in the end. Manage to finish the quiz fast enough. Had Marketing class after that. WPDP and WDD lecture after that, every week usual routine. DAH! Crap and stuffs. Send mass e-mails and stuffs. Gosh.- I can't take it anymore, I'm superb tired. My sickness had been with me for like 1week plus, yet no sight of recovery in me. Oh well, I did recover for like a day, and the next my sickness was back again. WHY? Not because my family doctor skill is bad, it's because I didn't get proper rest. You may said at night sleep is call rest, but this amount of rest isn't enough for me to get fully recovered. I'm getting very irritated with my sickness already. Please ~ I want rest.

Nothing goes on well for me, setting aside that I was late for class. Girl's monthly friend came visiting, and was like super pissed off because of my own sickness with not enough rest. Went home, spotted TP on the bridge, and I was going at 70km/h I supposed. Have to worried whether did I get caught speeding AGAIN. It's never gonna be a warning letter but a actual fine action taken. Was like damn it, what a day I'd been today. Told myself, after this event I'll leave MI Club.

13th May 09
Supposingly was a rest day at home from the night class the previous night, but well, Wednesday can never be a rest day for me from then on. There'll always be event meeting going on, which will take up my resting day. Anyway, had event meeting as mentioned. Brainstorm names for event and stuffs. Will not further elaborate the happening. Honey came over to meet me for our date, yup like mention before, no matter how busy I'm, I'll still find time to accompany him. WHY? Because this guy is someone I doesn't want to lost. BOO~ We went City Hall and had dinner at Pasta de Waraku, a Japanese Pasta Restaurant. He'd always wanted to eat it, and just nice I'm craving for pasta and he agreed to have it. Shopped around Suntec, supposingly to get some item as planned but failed. Headed to our usual slacking place but atmosphere was totally spoiled by some sick freako, OLD UNCLE. He stop and stare at couple who're hugging and kissing. Initially, he was staring at us because we're taking pictures together. Honey felt something weird and he decided to change a place for some private time. =X And this ah pek just followed us, meanwhile he spotted another couple who're kissing. He just sat at the intersection point where this couple and us are seating, so to get a clearer view of both parties. The couple saw him and walk off, and he start staring at us. For awhile later, he followed the couple. He seems to be more interested in them then us and he just went to look for them when they disappear. I was so pekcek with it already. 30minutes and I'm trying to be alert where this freako is instead of enjoying myself with honey. Thanks to this freako, I lost my concentration skill and learnt alert skill. For future usage, I maybe able to concentrate and stay alert at the same time. BOO SICK! The only enjoyment I'd was the time spend when he's sending me home, that's all for yesterday trip.

Haha. Went chompchomp with Dad, Mom and Elson for our dinner, coincidentally bump into my family doctor there. Rest awhile and headed out to honey's place along with Elson to deliever Kimbap to him, and he gave me food also. Like exchanging food, LOL ~ Headed to Pasir Ris Park with them, brought Elson to play and he'd fun with honey. Naughty Elson caught me and honey kissing and he went back and told mommy bout it. Well, it's normal that couple kiss right. =X

Tomorrow school, while Kindergarden, Secondary School and Primary School and maybe even Junior College are having holiday. How great, why Polytechnic don't have this? Polytechnic students and ITE students are not students huh?

LOL saw people who took my quiz. A lot of them thought I don't take Bitter Gourd, but the fact was I don't take Bird Nest, and I can never take bird nest. Because once I took bird nest, I'll vomit out. Don't ask me why? I don't know either, my stomach or gastric just cannot take bird nest, and eventually it'll all be vomitted out. Since young, whenever mommy feed me bird nest, she said I'll always vomit out. Till now, I never dare to eat bird nest. It's disgusting to me, even others think that it's good for skin.

Just some random post. Because I'm effing bored at home. Came home after having family dinner, big feast. Had shark fin, my all-time favourite. Woo ~ Came back home, update my window with service pack 1 and installed CS4. Finally I've got my photoshop and stuffs to use. I'm so not use to NOT having all this. Bored to death, I randomly click here and there. Lame shit!

It's sister Ruiling's 20th Birthday today. Happy Birthday girl. I miss the time we'd in Secondary School. Do really meet up oftenly yay, even we're really busy recently. Had Ajisen with the birthday girl along with yihui and rosalind. Then head to her place and learn how to bake simple cake from her, I'd fun while helping her. =))

Tomorrow home alone day, daddy gonna bring mommy out, and grandparent are away to Malaysia. I'll be all alone at home, making my sushi for honey, family, friends and sisters. =)) YAY!

Almighty Mommy Day tomorrow. In advance, Happy Mommy Day mommy, I love you superb duperb much. Happy Mommy day to honey's mommy too. =))

School was fine, SEP lecture was bored like usual, WDD lab was average. Join pub meeting after school, was happy with how they're progressing. Anyway, I've faith in you guys. Jiayou!

Today was a waste of time. Went shopping like finally, but my shopping trip was not like what I've expected. Bought a shoe and a slipper at Cotton On at SGD$19.95 for both. Cheap isn't it. Thanks for sending me home. In fact, my mood was totally spoiled while having my dinner. I've nothing else to say about, because I don't feel like talking already. Spoiled mood, what else more can I say besides those harsh words right. Keep it to myself in fact.

I'm finally going out with my girls tomorrow, shall enjoy myself with them tomorrow, to the MAX!

I'm so feeling boiled at home. ~ I wanna go out NOW, maybe for a spin. Any volunteers to go along with me? Hopefully dad didn't drive my baby out. Boo ~ Forget about going out now, dad drove baby out. I've no car and I never top up my ezlink card. Just not my day today. !@#$%^&*()

School was quite boring today, setting aside marketing lecture was kind of fun. Next week had to go lecture prepared. Anyway after school went to pick honey up to changi village for dinner. Supposingly was to eat the yummy nasi lemak there, but surprisingly they didn't open store. BOO ~ waste my time. Had stingray and egg for dinner, bloated from it. Usual slack, spend time together. Honey "bite" me but he make it up by piggybacking me. Boo ~ Honey best =))

I'm so going to go on shopping trip tomorrow. My hands are getting itchy and my pocket are having holes. LOL. Haven't been going on shopping recently. I'm being a good girl from not spending money on clothes n stuffs. Boo ~ I controlled myself that honey also felt surprised. LOL. BUT I STILL WANT SHOPPING! And I don't care, I'm dragging honey with me to shopping tomorrow. It's boyfriend day tomorrow. Don't disturb me. I'm so going to spend all the honey suger time I'd with him before I really get down with serious business with the upcoming event planning. Because I know I'm gonna lost time with him. I don't like it, and I know he don't like it too. Boo ~ Tell you a secret, I'm so looking forward for 3rd June. Know why? Honey and Sugar are together for half a year. LOL ~ I'm crazy and I'm too high.

Goodnight sweethearts, there's still school tomorrow. Took my medication and drowsiness strikes. Boo ~ I misses E3 so damn much. Rui's birthday this coming saturday, family dinner at night this saturday. It's mommy day this sunday, I shall bring mommy out for good food isn't it. Lemme plan about it. Ciao

Our very famous 2359hrs is back again. Stress is also coming back. 2 new event coming up for MI Club, the Design event and also Talent event. I'm in the Talent event, job post as Program Manager which is also the Overall-In-Charge of the whole event. All the best to me. =)) Hope I do a good job, able to lead the whole committee well along with AJ, the other Overall-In-Charge also Stage Manager. Anyway, went back school for MI Club meeting. Boo and got to know our post and event.

Anyway, I'm tired. Boo. Was caught in a traffic jam on the way home from Tampines. There's a major traffic accident at somewhere before the turn to Old Tampines Road. The accident seems kind of serious, as both vehicles involved are like badly damage. Bought my ingredients for sushi, and will like make them when I've the time. Anyway sorry honey for my moodswing just now. I love you honey!!

Oh ya, I was caught speeding last monday by 2 brilliant TP stationed at the overhead bridge right outside the turn to Expo. The road speed limit was 60km/h, and I'm going at 72km/h as stated by the warning letter sent to my house. Dad questioned on me why I speed, and I explained to him that I didn't see the 2 TP until I was like approaching the bridge. I tried to slow down but obviously I was too late for it. Dad said this time round they just issued warning letter to me, if ever I got caught again, it'll be a fine of S$130 and 4 dermit points. Dad also warned me that don't lend the car for others to drive. Boo, I'm so unlucky.

Boo honey, i love you & i miss my honey boy. ♥

I'm seriously feeling superb tired recently, and I seriously have no idea why am I so. Perhaps it's because of my medication. Still under medication which has been like days, coughing seems to gets better but not sorethoart. Damnit, I'm feeling terrible. There's so many yummy food outside that I can't even consume because of my sickness. Boo, I'm pissed off. Temper gets so uncontrollable recently, maybe it's because girl's monthly friend is coming to visit. Shit it!

Doing Comm Skill games reflection now, and I think it's a waste of time. Ridiculous and I'm sick and tired of writing stuffs like this. Reflection, seems to be like a report.! Gosh ~ Pardon my words. Anyway, there's OGL meeting in school tomorrow. Seems like every wednesday, even though I'm off but I still have to return back to school. Shooo .-

Took my medication and I'll go to bed soon. Annyong. ~

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I'm suddenly got the urge to rewatch Full House. =X I think I... is attracted me. OMG ~ I want to watch again . ~

그럴리 없다고 아닐꺼라고 믿었죠~ um-
내가 그댈 사랑한단 이말도 안되죠~ um-
괜한 질투일꺼라고 내가 외로운가보다고
자신을 속여봤지만 이제 더는 난 감출수가없는걸요-

I Think I Love You~ 그런가봐요-
Cause I Miss You~ 그대만 없으면
난 아무것도 못하고
자꾸생각나고
이런걸 보면 아무래도-
I`m Falling For You~
난 몰랐지만- Now I Need You~
어느샌가 내 맘 깊은곳에
아주 크게 자리잡은 그대의 모습을 이젠 보아요~

우린 안어울린다고 친구 그게 딱 좋다고-um-
하나부터 열개 도대체 뭐 한개라도 맞는게 없는데-
어떻게사귈 수있냐고 말도안돼는얘기라고
말하며 둘러 댔지만 이제더는 난 그러기가싫은걸요-

왜 몰랐죠 그대라는걸Woo~
왜 못봤죠 바로 앞인데~~Hoo~ye-
그 동안 이렇게 바로 내곁에 있었는데

Thoart hurts like mad. =X Still sick, not really on my recovery way. Had early lesson today, NYP starts taking temperature today, and we need to tap into canteens. Like WTH lor. Anyway, was very very tired today. Fell asleep during SEP make up lecture, and we're asked to write a comment or what so ever for that stupid article that we've done. Ridiculous, I'm actually writing things that I doesn't even understand. Not even ONE! Tomorrow there'll be night class, i'm so shag!

Photos on our 5th month are ready for post, whereas photos of MIT OGL at ECP and FMO will be delay. Ciao =)) Restaurant City yoooo