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29 Mar 2009 @ 13:34
Caught Confessions of a Shopaholic with love yesterday. Movie isn't bad, especially for those who love shopping, they should really watch this and stop being so spendthrift. =)) Earth hour yesterday, a lot of building switch off their electricity. Love surprise me with broccoli meal yesterday, I seriously love it. Thanks my love =))

In a super bad mood, try not to disturb me, or even bother to ask what happen. I need privacy, thanks.


I'm running out of ideas to games.
I can't think anymore.
My brain is locked up.


Friday's OGL off tag session was superb fun. Especially the "tai ji" they performed, damn hilarious. They did the tai ji for N times while waiting for Games Dept and Finale Dept to come out. And Finale Dept thought we're gonna throw them water bomb. Super funny. OGL let's work hard to make the coming FMO a success =))


26 Mar 2009 @ 22:33
Oh well, life's been hard this few days. Didn't get enough rest, and every single one of us are draining our brain juice like free. Having slight fever, cough gets better after taking the aixin cough syrup love bought for me. My eyes are closing but 25minutes more to love's off work time. Thus I'm waiting for him to finish work. It'd been my usual things to do whenever love work. =)) I miss the broccoli he cook for me, and we haven't get to try out our new way of cooking it. Why? No time. Whatever we'd planned had to be either push behind or cancel. Love still own me big big hug. =X I guess I'll recieve it this sunday =)) And by the way, I hate the word RESET and REJECT. The amount of time we got rejected this few days is more than the number of time we got rejected during confession. Saying about confession, I want to watch Confession of a shopaholic, but time doesn't allow. Even time allow, I'll be too dead to stay alive in cinema. Gotten quite a few movies from Xing Jie, and I haven't watch BBF yet.

Won't be blogging that often, because I'll be busy busy and busy. Get to blog when I'm free, or rather when my job load gets lesser. =)) Ciao people.

MIT OGL Games Department let's work hard. Endure, we can all do it. =))

My fellow Games Department team mate =))Boyfriend's artistic drawing on my car roof. I seriously love it.

23 Mar 2009 @ 21:06
I'm home from OGL planning. I'm tired seriously. But I can't rest, because the whole department gonna work until our proposal is done and compile and send it to Senior Ci Qing. I'm in the Games Department, together with my fellow OGLs Tiff, Aud, Xing Jie, Serena, Zubair, Suffian, Mitchell, Ruzaini and Fathur. 2 weeks of planning stage and I'll go MIA from blogging. Can't meet love up only on Saturday and Sunday. I seriously miss this boy of mine. =X Ciao, I need to get down with serious work.

22 Mar 2009 @ 20:07
Nothing much to update, love said I can post here that I've touch a white horse without paying money. Had a short meetup with love today at Pasir Ris, and we went Pasir Ris Park to slack. Wanted to play with the swing but well, it's sunday hence there's a lot of kids there. Wasn't in the right mood, therefore I kept quiet. Sorry love =)) He caught me coughing, and bought some cough syrup for me. Thanks, and I've taken it. I'm tired, back school for post-camp meeting tomorrow. =X=X I haven't been drinking coffee the past 2 days, just because I promise him I'll cut down from drinking. I'm a good girl. I'm counting down to our 4th monthniversary, because I'm bored at home. 12 more days sweetheart =))

- I'll make the possible impossible =)) no one's gonna leave anyone.

21 Mar 2009 @ 11:51
It's neither morning or afternoon now. Was out with love yesterday, caught Race to Witch Mountain at Marina Square. After movie we ate KFC, I guess love is craving for it. Ate and we went to our usual place to slack, and love being the great boyf of mine gave my aching arms a massage. I scream the hell out, damn painful. But love's massage indeed helps, the pain is less now. Love send me home, and I fallen asleep while we're on the way back. Slept all the way till now, and I'm feeling great. =)) Family dinner later at the night, therefore I can't spend time with him. Back to school next monday =)) Ciao, my lunch is waiting for me. I wanna eat love's broccoli meal. =X
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I'm home from our family dinner cum grandpa's birthday celebration dinner. Aunt book a table at Defu Lane's seafood restaurant, I forgotten the name anyway. The food there was nice, great should be the word. Especially the butter crab, delicious. Fried bun always my favourite when I'm out eating crab. =)) Took family photo and it's inside cousin Yi Jing's camera. Aunt will bring it to me when she come over. Yes I want a whole family photo, and I long for it since we seldom gathered together unless new year or wedding dinner. I love my family =))

DOTA = a game that steals the girlfriend's time.

19 Mar 2009 @ 12:59
I'm back from training camp. Overall for this camp was fun even though was tiring, seriously tiring because it drain off all my energy and tested my limits. Know more fellow MIT mates, coming together as one big team and complete all the given mission. =)) During the camp night, I barely slept for an hour plus only, I kept turning around because of the hard floor. And woke up at 630am for the morning exercise at 8am. After camp, showered and went dinner @ AMK's Botak Jones. Reached home at 10plus, unpack my stuffs, apply lotion on my aching muscles and I went to bed. Slept all the way from 11pm to 12am today. But I'm still feeling tired. It's daddy birthday today. =)) My results are out. =)) Well, my GPA for 2nd semester is 3.25. I guess I do improve but like abit? Because my 1st semester GPA is also 3.2. Overall GPA is 3.258. I was really worried that I can't hit GPA 3 & above for my average GPA for Year 1. Really happy =)) Majority of my modules are B+ and B, that stupid CCT gotten a C. Anyway, we mark the end of Year 1, and there comes Year 2 soon =)) Let's work hard MIT0803 classmates.

Happy Birthday, Daddy!


17 Mar 2009 @ 07:18
Good morning, first time waking up so early. Guess I didn't had enough sleep, since I slept at 130am yesterday and woke up at 7am today, just 5hours 30mins of sleep. Anyway, showering and leaving for school to have breakfast with polymates because we report to the camp. And I'll be away for 2days, be back on tomorrow hmm most probably night? I don't know also. Results ain't out YET, have check earlier on. It's a scam, lecturer scam us. =X Alright, get prepared. I don't look forward for this training camp, let's just hope everything end soon. And shit, I'm having cough now. Sickening cold + cold = SHITTY. I miss you love, and your yummy broccoli meal. =)) Cook for me again please.

16 Mar 2009 @ 18:10
I was bored just now after packing my bag for tomorrow's camp, so I played with piggy and love's xiaoqigui. =)) Chiang chiang, piggy and xiaoqigui in couple suit. Cute right. I log in into love's account and give him a makeover. HOHOHO. Somemore it's love's favourite color.

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Hello. I'm home after a day out with love. =)) Initially he was having off today, but because his workplace is shortage of manpower, he'd to go back and work at 5pm. Let's talk about yesterday instead. =X Met love out after his church, we headed to airport to have my Popeyes craving. I weigh myself at airport, can't believe my weight actually dropped. I'm only 44kg now, gosh something must be very wrong with me. While love gain weight =)) Because I've stuffing him food that I can't finish, see I'm feeding him very well. =)) We headed to Marina, planning to watch Dragonball but well, there's some kind of human jam up at City Hall. So we walked one damn big round to get to Convention Hall, under the rain. We're both drenched, well love the worst because I'd my cardigan over my head as he ordered so just because I've caught a cold days ago. Anyway, when we reach Marina Square, was already over the movie time. Plan off, and love went to find his friends. Slack there awhile, and both of us headed to Marina Barrage. =)) Was early when we're there, walked around and we saw Mr. Lee Kuan Yew. =)) I always saw him from social studies textbook, but I never thought I can see him in real. Ok that's not the point, we slack there until 8pm and we headed to Esplanade. Marina Barrage is a nice place to slack. Love said we're going there to fly kite next time. LOL but I don't know when the next time is. =X I believe he'll make things come true yay. Slack at esplanade and he got a call from work. He knew I wasn't happy yet he tries to keep me happy =)) Was quite upset until he received at call that he'll start work at 5pm the next day. Love send me home after that =)) Slept all the way until morning, as I want to follow him to bowling. I drove there, and watches him play 5 games. =)) We headed NTUC and bought Broccoli and corns, and love drove to his place. He cook lunch and BROCCOLI. Yummy broccoli seriously, I LOVE IT. =)) Watch transformer and love drove to work. And I drove back home. Thanks love, the broccoli are really NICE. And of course yesterday date, because it'd been quite sometime we dated like that.

Results out tonight, after midnight which consider as tomorrow. OGL training camp tomorrow and wednesday. I'm gonna be away for 2 days. And I'm gonna miss love a lot, just because I won't know when will I get to see him again. =X


14 Mar 2009 @ 12:59
안녕안녕안녕! Starting to speak in my broken Korean Language again. Well, because I become a fangirl of Suju again. =X Anyway, yesterday went back to school for OGL camp briefing. Camp is held next tuesday and wednesday in NYP campus, it's a overnight camp. Results out next tuesday, was told that everyone cleared their IAD, DE and CCT. Thanks baobei for being my listening ear yesterday, felt better saying it out. It's always been glad that everything went back to normal. Tomorrow is boyfriend day. And today is SUPER JUNIOR day. And I love making breakfast for love.

12 Mar 2009 @ 14:45
She's unhappy.
She lost her reason to stay happy for time being.
If crying do helps in getting her unhappiness away, she'll tear. But there's no tears in her, hence she's feeling terrible.
Someone, please bring & chase her unhappiness away. Far away.


It'd been quite sometime that we last went to slack at Esplanade. I miss that place. I miss that time.~~ I wanta go there again.

Results out next tuesday, prepared for the worst that I can't hit GPA 3.0 and above for this semester, which eventually can't get at least a GPA 3.0 for my first year in MIT. Anyway, it would be just glad that I doesn't repeat any modules, and successfully cleared first year and proceed to second year. =))

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Super Junior boys are finally back with their 3rd full-length album. Yes tempted to buy, and I'll definitely save up for their album =)) Know what? My PARK EETEUK angel is back. Downloading their album now. And I'll change my blog song to SJ's album =)) And my wallpaper is SJ =)). SUPER JUNIOR! From today onwards, I'll be a fangirl again.

11 Mar 2009 @ 22:33
Went sentosa today with polymates and we'd picnic day. Like expected, I was thrown into the sea by the guys. And thank god love asked me to bring extra clothing along because I don't have the intention initially. We played beach volleyball in the rain, and was damn cool. And because of this, I kept sneezing now, guess I caught a cold. Anyway, had a fun day there. Pictures taken as usual and I'll post up after I got them. Dine at VivoCity Terra Cafe, and I find the food there not bad. Shall go there with love someday when he's off. My body is aching, from head to toe. My gosh, I'm weak. I'm seriously tired. Muscles aching badly, I want massage. =X I need a superb good rest. Bought piggybank for us, it's a cute little pink PIG piggybank. I'm not feeling well, having thoart irritation now that somehow will turns into sore thoart. Damn ass, this feeling suck to the maximum. Friday OGL briefing.


-i don't know why, but i'd a weird feeling...-

@ 00:29
Granny was nagging me in the morning that I kept going out and coming home late, and she's unhappy with my act. Well, granny that's youngster life. I know granny cares for my safely and stuffs, that's why I kept quiet when she nag instead of talking back. Taught Elson his school work, prepared myself and went out to love's place. First time going up to his place, love pick me up from the bus stop. Ate few mouth of love's porridge that he cook himself, it's delicious. We watched DVD and love's dad came home. I guess my first impression was good. LOL. I asked love to play dota for me to see, because I don't know what dota was. He start playing and I was BORED TO DEATH because I don't understand what he's playing. I was hugging his MianBaoChaoRen, sitting beside him and I fell asleep. Love attempt to capture my sleeping photo but he fail due to his flash light, but awhile more he succeed. I hug that MianBaoChaoRen until he got my smell, and I asked love to hug him to bed tonight. HAHAHA. After knowing that MiaoBaoChaoRen soft toy was given to love by some unknown girl, I was really jealous. REALLY no kidding, my face totally changed.! Know what, I'm gonna also buy a chao ren soft toy for love and make him hug it to sleep every night.! I'm gonna save for it. Anyway, headed to Changi Village to had the yummy Nasi Lemak there and then we went to Changi Beach for some romantic walk. Eventually, romantic walk was spoit by 2 random cockroaches that I happened to saw that was crawling and the railing that's right beside me. Headed to bus home, and the bus service actually ended. Love piggyback me back to the opposite side and there's strangers staring at us. Who cares, that's my sweet piggyback ride. =X Bus home myself and I once again assure him I can be home safely without having him to send me home too =)) OH YA, we came up with this piggybank thing that whoever scold vulgarity will have to feed the bank with a dollar for one vulgarity scolded. And right now, piggybank had got two dollars because I scolded vulgarity twice yesterday. And we're gonna feed this piggybank for a year, and we'll use the money saved to buy us ring. That's what love said. And I'm gonna feed this bank and make sure it'd got a lot of money. =)) Thanks love for the dinner, and fulfilling my wish to play swing with you. =)) And I've yet fulfil my wish to blow bubbles with him.

Anyway, I've been shortlisted for MIT OGL. Briefing this coming friday, and training camp next tuesday and wednesday. Daddy's birthday next thursday. And night safari trip with love next week too. =)) Get going, I'm tired. Sentosa trip with polymates tomorrow. Goodnight.

ilu love. =)

Ben&Jerry's Double Belgian Waffle @ VivoCity.With love's MianBaoChaoRen =))

9 Mar 2009 @ 23:59
Met Louis, Lam, Junye and Tiff at VivoCity in the noon for lunch and shop around for stuffs. Walked around until love came to meet me and Louis's gf came to meet him and had dinner with us before we headed to Henderson Waves. Before that love scam me that he's home. And I'm freaking angry with it because I've waited so long and he told me he's still home. The rest saw my reaction. First reaction was "Fuck la, he's not coming.", awhile later I received another sms and I said "Fuck la, he scam me". Damn funny. Took pictures there and there're all inside Junye's cammie tan, waiting for him to send. I'd lots of screaming session today, on the Henderson Waves and Forest Walk. We went to climb mountain, Mount Faber. After Henderson Waves, 3 couples headed to Alexandra Arch. Meanwhile, we'll pass by Forest Walk before we reach there. Walked walked walked, it's creepy and we reached Forest Walk. Junye said if I manage to finish the whole walk with my eyes wide open, he's gonna buy me drink. Yes, I manage to finish the whole walk with my eyes open but I was really afraid. So Junye own me the bubble tea at Louis's place. Well, it's really freaking high up and it's beyond my limits. Thank god, love was there with me for me to grab and calm me down. Yes I grab him super tight and love kept calming me down. Scenery was really nice, and obviously the walk was romantic with the dim lights and it's drizzling at that time. The 2 couples walk rather fast, and me & love were slowly crawling behind due to my fear. I need to overcome my fear. Anyway, I simply just do enjoyed today with love & gang =))

Tomorrow another day out with love. Haha, I'm the most happiest girl on earth =X Wednesday out to sentosa with polymates. =))

Photos to be update after I took it from Junye.

--------------------------Happy 20th Birthday to Girls' Generation Dorky Leader KIM TAE YEON.
The girl whom caught my attention the first time I saw the nine girls, the girl whom never fail to make me laugh along with her dorky action and her laughter. The girl whom never fail to make me fall in love with her voice. Taeyeon wifey, stay healthy and stay happy. TAEYEON JJANG!! Saranghaeyo Taeyeon sshi =)

8 Mar 2009 @ 00:30
Tadah.- A day out with love to Henderson Waves Bridge, that's our new slacking place with beautiful night scenery as compared to Esplanade. We meet at Hougang Interchange and love went to buy hairband, and I gave him my aixin breakfast which eventually turns into a lunch actually. We then headed to VivoCity, wanting to catch a movie but well, majority of them all fully taken up. Hence we drop the idea off and went to slack around. We dine at Barcelos, it's a grilled chicken restaurant I suppose so. It's the second time we ate this and it's really nice. Love on the treat but I paid 5bucks for the drink because I insist. We slack awhile at arcade and we headed to Waves Bridge. Took bus over and finally reached our destination. Henderson Waves Bridge is awesomely beautiful. I'd a hard time climbing up the steps, eventually exhausted when I reached the bridge. It's freaking high up from the ground, which ends up getting me nervous because I'm scare of heights, yet I went up. Gets better after staying up there for awhile. Headed home after that because love had church and work tomorrow. =)) Might be meeting love up tomorrow to get PSP from him to ease my lonliness when he can't accompany me. =X And we're meeting next tuesday, it's 2 more days which is equivalent to 48hours when I can hug love again. =)) LOVE, I wanna go Henderson Waves again. Rashes getting better. Going for MIT0803 outing to Sentosa next wednesday. My PG mall bags are here.

It's photo time now. =))
This is the awesomely beautiful HENDERSON WAVES BRIDGE.
The steps we took before reaching the bridge. I climb until I nearly fainted and roll back to the starting point. LOL.Collage of the photos at the bridge. Love took them =)) Credits to him.

And this is random. The freaking patch of rashes gathering.


{{一顆心 需要暖 一雙手 需要牽
故事要有美好結局 需要兩雙手來寫}}

6 Mar 2009 @ 22:16
It's 7:30pm now. 3hours 30minutes more to love offwork. And I'm seeing him tomorrow. =)) Gosh I'm missing him damn lot. I want hugss.....

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It's 10:16pm now. Another 44minutes to 11:00pm when love officially finish off his work. Like usual being a silly, waiting for his sms. =X I'd wash myself up, ready for bed. I'm freaking tired, due to that monthly friend that visited me today. Whenever she visits me, my appetite gets really bad and there goes my mood too. Cramps are coming along too. Sucks. Anyway, granny applied lotion again on my patch of rashes gathering and she said it's getting better. Uncle asked me why I never consult the doctor regarding my rashes and granny said there isn't a need to because it's getting better. Must be some magical lotion that makes it gets better, if not I really have the intention of consulting my family doctor. I guess I'm really bored at home, having to update my blog everyday unlike last time. Fine fine fine. I'm being tempted to buy books. Yes books collection. =X Oh oh, did I mention this? Love promise to bring me to night safari. =)) OH yes today, went back to school for OGL selection interview. Thank goodness I wasn't interviewed by eye candy(eye candy are good for eyes only LOL) because I knew I'll stun there. Did manicure for baobei in school, headed to Louis's place to play Indian Dices =)) Luck were on our side at times, HOHO. Just purely games with the forfeit of drinking 1 cup of water for every 15bucks lost. We didn't play money but just chips. =))

5 Mar 2009 @ 14:48

It's another lonely day ....

Junye asked to go out, intially wanted to go. But we've no where to go, hence ended up nua-ing at home. Showered, and apply cream on that patch of rashes that's having wonderful gathering on my left thigh. It's itchy and reddish, hence mom warn me not to touch it. Boring day at home, packed my shelf and it looks neater now. Changed my blogskin AGAIN. Yes again because I've nothing better to do. Remove my nail polish, and it's ready for another new color. Wanted to be a fangirl by watching Boys Before Flowers and Hong Gil Dong, but the mood wasn't there. Sky turning dark, and I'm craving for KFC. =X I'm growing fat soon. I can't believe I'm gonna be like that until school reopen, can't school just start faster. Results gonna be out on 17th March, and I'm praying hard that I doesn't repeat any modules. I'm jobless and I'm bored. I'm dying from boredness. And because I'm so bored at home, moodswings are coming to me NOW. GOSH, horrible feeling. ihateit.- Moodswings gets better after taking a nap in the noon, sms love to apologise for my misbehave because he's worried. I'm going to NTUC to buy ingredient for the aixin stuffs I'm making for love to eat this Saturday. More outing please. ~~ There're so many things I wanna do.
  • Go zoological garden
  • Go night safari (love promise to bring me there during his off <3)
  • Go skating
  • Go sentosa
  • Play tennis
  • Etc...
imissthepast...

4 Mar 2009 @ 21:49
PICNIC.

Well, life went back normal for me when love went back to work and I'm back to lonely life again. I've to wait for 2 miserable days, equivalent to 48 long damn hours to get to see love again. Holiday get superb boring and no life without love's accompany. But well, I still have my wonderful group of E3 mates to plan great outing trips to fill my holiday with colors. 6 of us went to Pasir Ris Park for picnic today. I prepare Korean Sushi for the picnic, Junye and Tiff prepare sandwiches and Spagetti, Louis bought drinks, Wendy bought Tibits and Ray bought Ice. LOL. Find a spot by the beach, settle down and start of picnic. After picnic we went to take swing. YES I finally sat on the swing and swing. WHOOO. The first time I went Pasir Ris Park with love, and I didn't get to swing. The next time I wanted to go, it's was having downpour. And the next time, I gonna get love go to the swing with me. =X Awhile later it rains, and we hide at the shelter. Have poker game, and the loser will have to do forfeit. And the forfeits are, clearing off all the edible food(leftover sushi and sandwiches) and only winner gets to drink. Was a interesting game. Teaming up with Louis, Wendy with Ray and the couple group. Was really enjoyable. Seeing couple makes me misses love so much. =X We left Pasir Ris Park at around 5plus and move off. Dropping the rest off and I headed home. Good weather, and I feel like sleeping. But silly me is waiting for love's offwork sms =)) 1more hour to go. =X

Unbearable Hugs & Kisses. IMY dearly... ~~

3 Mar 2009 @ 23:59

Happy sweet 3rd Monthniversary Dear =))
Thanks dear for everything today. =)) iloveyou.
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Hello, I'm home after a day out with love and his friends. =)) Wake up early in the morning to meet love for his dental appointment at SGH, because there's some communication breakdown between us, we took quite sometime to find each other. After his dental appointment, we went nearby place to grab a bite. Headed to VivoCity to buy tickets for our movie. Caught Marley & Me, a great movie that makes me tear in the end. Well I never really cry out but I tear when Marley was at the edge of death. I was wiping off my tear silently and dare not let love know I was tearing. So funny. Slack around at Vivo, had dinner with his friends, played some arcade game well not me but love with his friends. Then we headed to have some lonely time together. Ya we do need some lonely time together right, since it's our monthniversary today. LOL. We sat awhile at Vivo, called baobei up because of the bridge she told me. We wanted to walk there, it was 11 traffic lights away from VivoCity. We started walking and walking, at the 2nd traffic light, love went to ask a motorist uncle about the bridge, and uncle told him it's superb far from our current location. Hence, love and I decided to give up on the thought of going there. Headed to Harbour Front Interchange and took Bus 80 back home. I tried to chased love home when we drop off at Macpherson ITE because he said Bus 28 goes to Tampines and he's like real tired. But he insist of sending me home, well he's stubborn. He send me home, and I waited for Bus 72 with him. And for that very first time, I hope Bus 72 don't come and so I can hug him longer. Unbearable goodbye hugs and kisses. =X I'm starting to miss love now. And I only gets to see him this saturday, 3 days of torture. ARGH. Thanks love for the multi treats today, my movie ticket, my dinner and the ben&jerry's double belgian waffle =)) Thank you, you really make my day. Friday, gonna go back to school for that stupid OGL interview. Sickening. =X But at least I doesn't need to rot at home. LOL.Yesterday's OGL briefing @ LT Q7.

1 Mar 2009 @ 14:02
I'm bored at home. No one asked me out, boyf went church and got work later. I'm a lonely girl. I'm poor and dare not ask daddy for allowance. =X=X No guts. I shall try to ask daddy for it tonight, because I'm seriously BROKE with no job. Sadded. After being super sweet to boyf yesterday, he rewarded me with good news. LOL He's gonna be free this coming tuesday. Woohoo, having to hide in darkness over the past few days and I finally see light. Just imagine love can't be free on tuesday when I see this day so importantly, gonna be real emo. Thanks dear!