Saw from Audrey's blog, Ajoo darling is coming back with his first album. 3rd July ... This boy make nuna waited for so long. He changed, my boy cut his hair. It's totally from this single, totally impresseds me boy. =)) Nuna is waiting for your comeback, make your comeback good and impressive for me okay. Nuna have confident in you. Nuna knows my Ajoo can do it. =))

여로분, 안녕하세요. I'm trying to recap and practise my korean, trying not to get it rusty, but it is somehow getting. Doesn't speak, doesn't write therefore it gets from bad to worst and worst to rusty. Anyway, dad went out to his office. I think he went back to check on his project progress, or maybe get his car washed. So I've no chance to play with his car, sadded. It's darling birthday in 2 days time. Darling is getting older year after year, who cares. The older he is, the more mature he can be. But well, please don't keep jumping around like monkey, you're not young, becareful that you hurt yourself and break your bones. =))

I'm freaking clumpsy today please. See my exit link and you'll know why. I accidentally save my skin without copying my links over, so end up I lost all my links. Forget it then. Slept at 230am yesterday, and I woke up at 1pm today. First time in my life I get to sleep until to late without anyone disturbing me up. Eventually my mood wasn't very good today. I'm still quite tired. Been at home the whole day today. Actually wanted to go and find Junye and Disheng since they're working at AMK, but it's at 530pm so gave up. My free popcorn. =((.

Morning everyone. Both my shoulders are aching badly, it's the side effect after blading yesterday. But the feeling was freaking good. A big group of us blade together, just so wonderful please. Let's have more such outing. Enjoyable. Successfully finish sending Audrey the photos yesterday night with my laptop on for the entired night. And now I'm sending 面包超人 the photo that we took yesterday. The file is really really BIG. And we took a total of 112 photos. Great right. =))

Anyway, going to get myself prepare and back to school. =)) Have to get my english presentation done. Then going for trial test later and driving lesson. I can't book a driving slot with my dearest bestie buddy instructor tomorrow. He isn't working at the 105pm and 32opm slot. Damn him, maybe I should ask him later which slot is he working tomorrow. I can't book him and I wouldn't want to drive. =((. Anyway next tuesday I'll be seeing him again, it's a Wednesday and I'm driving at 105pm. It's school week with Computing Mathematics tutorial as the last lesson of the day, and I've to rush to SSDC after that, maybe I should ask lecturer to let me go off early because I've something important to attend.? Let me think of a excuse =))

Ciaos

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I'm home from SSDC. Was in school just now and went off to SSDC to do trial test. After that saw sister as she just ended her lesson. She went to book a early date for the TP, and I went off for my lesson. Was hm, somehow late. Because when I reach there, preparing to put down my stuffs, my bestie buddy instructor walked and check the car. Actually I wanted to tell him that that car looks very nice, but I didn't say. I wasn't as hyper like previous few lessons with him. I was too tired to actually joke around, scare him and talk to him. I kept on remaining silent until traffic light and he ask me why am I so quiet today. So I ask him am I always that noisy. =(( Sadded, bestie buddy think I should be hyper and noisy. I told him I'll try to start being noisy. Today isn't my day, and isn't his day too. Okay, I don't know why but he said that when I said today is not my day. I think bestie buddy is sick. I kept meeting red lights and get very pissed over it. Red light after red light I met, eventually I get very angry and till another junction, red light again. So I said "See, again!" in a very pek cek tone, and he just laughed. Did U Turn today. Turn and turn till I get very giddy. No I only feel giddy when he's demostrating the turning to me. But when I did it was pretty alright. Bestie buddy instructor accussed me from bullying him, sadded say I bully him. I was U turning and I turn back too late, and the car swing abit. And he goes "OHOHOH!", so like usual I just apologise, he laugh and said "Don't bully old man leh.". So I was like "WHAT! I where got bully you.". Quite a ridiculous conversation anyway. After that a small incident happened. Was going straight after the turning, and suddenly a lady dash out from the road, running after the bus. The bus had stop and waited for her, she saw me coming and think I'll stop for her to pass and she just dash over the road. I saw her, and she saw me, I slow down but see she stop there, and I speed up and suddenly she just dash out and across the road. I don't know what to do and just constantly pressing on the brake, bestie buddy was angry and horned her. I was in the shock that I don't remember what he told me to do at the turn, to right turn or U turn. Was doing U turn and there's a chevron marking(I don't know how to spell it), so he told me not to cross the marking. I was very concentrating and there was a army truck waiting to turn. By the SLR rule, he has the right to turn first, but he let me to turn first and so I went off because bestie buddy told me to go off since he let me off, and ta-dah, I cross the marking. I say OHOH and he asked why, so I told him I cross the marking but he didn't realise. So he told me, during test I cross the marking and tester didn't realise don't say out. So when I was doing my right turn, I turn and forget to check my blindspot, I didn't say out at first, but still I told him so. =)) I'm a honest trainee. Then went back to do circuit courses, did directional change and hoho, I didn't forget it. =)) And we'd this argument in the car over this particular instructor is looking at who. He said he's staring at me, but obviously he's staring at him. So the argument ended after the instructor went off. Quite lame. He brought me to try out the narrow courses, S course and Crank course. I did it.! Without mounting kerb. At first I don't want to go in, because he say he'll bring me to do it and I just shout don't want but yet I went in due to him asking me not to worry. He didn't bother to help me, just ask me to go forward and try it, and it's alright to mount the kerb. My mind aim is NOT to mount kerb yet he ask me to go mount. Of course I disappoint him, I didn't mount it. He claim that he saw Kelly Poon in training car 70, and ask me if I saw it. He wanted to bring me to search for car 70 but we ended up going back to parking. LOLs. =)) Just ended my driving like that. And thanks to whoever kind soul that bought my 555pm slot, if not I'll be driving again and don't know what argument I'll have with bestie buddy again. Anyway, sister saw me when she's on bus, and she saw my bestie buddy too. We've changed over and I'm adjusting my seats all that when she saw me. =))

And I finally remember what I wanted to post. I was doing this U turn that bestie buddy told me instructor called it "Macdonal U Turn", and for the first time did finish the U turn, I came down from the slope and did a left turn, 2 aunties were standing there and chatting. Fine, aunties loves gossiping. Second time I went to the "Macdonal U Turn" again, I overshot the turning point and did a wide turn without mounting kerb, then I go down the slope again and the 2 aunties is still there. So I told bestie buddy "Wah, the 2 aunties still here." because the interval when I went there the 2nd time was like quite long, and they're still at the same spot.

Not going driving tomorrow, was too tired to drive. I can't book slot that bestie buddy is working, so decided not to go. If I manage to book then I'll go for driving, and next week just drive 1 slot. If not, then I'll rest at home and complete my powerpoint. =)) I haven't try going for practical lesson on Saturday. I shall try it one day, when I'm too free and had nothing to do. By the way, SSDC got new instructor. =)) I saw them today.




소년 및 여아는 순전히 친구일 다만 수 없는가?

Title means and shows everything. I shall start my post now. Meet Junye and Wendy to East Coast Park to meet Louis, Audrey and Wilson. Oh Audrey's two friends was there too. =)) Had our lunch at Mac and went on to blade/cycle. Went cycling for like don't know how many hours and changed to blade. I fell down and landed on my stomach. How amazing right. Okay that's the joke for today. End blading at round 6plus and went off for dinner. Audrey, Wendy, Louis and me order a table full of foods. Louis send me and Audrey home. End of story, and I shall let photos continues on .... Let's go =)) By the way, I'm going to buy a blade.


Quite small, it's me wendy junye and wilson on our bike.

Fine, I was doing the "dong gan chao ren" pose. =))

The MIT0803 people.

with Wilson, Junye and Wendy.

with Audrey and Wendy on our blade.

Holding hands with my baobei. =))

And I fell down, sitting on the ground and Louis took this.

Group photo......

Firstly, Wilson's head got blocked by Audrey.. So we retook again.

Then, Louis went missing because he's the photographer.

And chiang chiang... Finally we get a full group photo with everyone in.
Junye, Wilson, Wendy, Me, Audrey, Marcus(aud's friend), Shondy(aud's friend) and Louis.

Blahs. Woke up at 9am today, my phone alarm seems to ring damn loudly today. Supposing to be burning midnight oil for today's paper yesterday night. Fine, I did burn till 12plus midnight, and I can't stand my sweet bed calling me to lay on it, so I shut my laptop down, close my lecture notes and went to bed. Burning midnight oil therefore came to an end. That's bad. Okay, watch some interesting animated movie from HBO family just now, that's was pretty interesting that I even forgotten to have my breakfast moving when I was watching. Monster House, that's the movie's name. =)) Then I'm now in my room, hiding myself in my room preparing to study for later's paper. But guess what, I switch on my laptop. Log on to MSN and click into Internet Explorer. Was now blogging happily with my lecture note open next to me, and doesn't even bother to take a look at it. How sad life can be. I'm trying to memorise stuffs, bit by bit, but I failed doing so. I'm trying to hard to remember it, but I guess it's limited. Anyway, I'll try my best to rememeber what I can.

Can't someone just invent some memory chips that enable us to store all this freaking notes into it and inject it into our brain. My brain cells are being KILLED. Poor brain cells. =((

Off to study, I don't have much time left.

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Back from school. DMD paper was hmmmmm, simply no words can explain it. Neither is it too hard nor it's too easy.

Anyway, I somehow gave up on the paper. Louis is damn fast please, he finished the paper 30minutes later. I took almost an hour to finish the paper. But my paper is filled with craps, I think lecturer will vomit blood when he's going through my paper.

Anyway, had dinner at koufu and I nearly vomit out. Due to some unlistenable conversation from Junye. *PUKES* Blading with them tomorrow. LOUIS.!! I treat you ice cream tomorrow lah, don't get angry over ONE number please. >.< Meeting Junye and Wendy up tomorrow to go ECP together. =)) Looking forward. Examination free for the moment,enjoy tomorrow to the fullest.

Try sell my thursday 555pm slot away and bought a 320pm slot with my instructor fixed again. Now I doesn't need to get worry over my night vision obstructing me to do U Turns, afraid that I'll go mount the kerb, make my instructor go OH EH AH inside the car. And I'm going to make him talk alot and STOP being so quiet while I'm driving even I would like to concentrate without distraction, but the atmosphere is rather weird when both you and the instructor keep quiet especially, during RED LIGHT. Worst of the worst please. And ya, I'll make sure I tell him my next lesson is the day after thursday and he'll be taking me before he asked me when is my next lesson =)). Hey, he's my dearest bestie buddy instructor leh. =)) Imagine how much I wanted to fixed him during ALL my lessons.
Fine, I did study in school before Louis and Junye came. They simply just distract us with their CS

Good morning people. I don't know what to update either. Might as well don't update. Going back to school to have Computing Mathematics paper =)). Fighting Sihui, Fighting everybody =)).

Schedule of this week :-
Monday - Computing Mathematic Common Test Paper [11am - 12.30pm], Final Theory Trial Test [1.05pm]
Tuesday - Digital Media & Design Common Test Paper [4.30pm - 6pm]
Wednesday - Skating with classmates
Thursday - Driving Lesson with fixed instructor [5.55pm - 7.55pm]
Friday - Reserved for driving lesson with fixed instructor [NOT YET BOOK]

Ciaos, I'm hungry

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I'm home from both Computing Maths paper and trial test. =)) Maths paper was hmm rather easy, I'm not expecting high grade, but at least a pass shouldn't be a problem. Tomorrow last paper, and I think it is going to be a killer paper. Digital Media & Design, what a theory paper for this module. Was late for trial test, anyway, it's a TRIAL TEST. I failed it, like expected actually, I wasn't in good terms with clutch, instead I'm in good terms with gears, finally. =)) I got 42 out of 50 questions and the passing is 45 out of 50. LOLs. Book another trial test. No harm going for more test when I want first attempt pass right. Anyway I saw my airenguo instructor when I'm on my way down to first floor. He was going up, and met him on the staircase. He saw me, and give me that "EH" face, so I took the initiative and say HELLO to him. =)) See I so hyper and remember all my instructor faces, and instructor remember me too. He thought I was here for FTT, but I told him I was here for trial test, so he asked if I've pass. So I told him I failed it, and he said "Wah you still can laugh until so happy.". LOLs.

Saw uhem at koufu just now when I was having lunch with wenn and peeps. Anyway wenn should know who I'm talking about here =)) I mention it to her before, and finally show her today. LOLs. I just simply can't stop laughing when I saw him, it was like back to secondary school days, whenever I saw him I'll start laughing non stop. That was past already, and we've start anew =)). Anyway, nothing happened between us also. We're just schoolmates and classmates. Okay fine, he's still the same. Never changed beside the status of his. His "eyeliner" is still there forever, hence I laugh. We never say HI to each other, he just stare at me. Maybe he's recalling that this person looks familiar. I never notice him at first, and until I notice, intended to approach him and greet him. Gave up and walk off, didn't even bother to smile to him. =)) The feeling is so great when I wouldn't feel embarrassed anymore upon seeing him. =))

Anyway I'm feeling tired, getting some rest and chiong for tomorrow's last paper.

Woke up at 11plus, still feeling uber tired. Granny wake me up at 7plus, and ask to me sleep at parents' room and look after Elson as she's going out with her friends. So I went over to sleep and I think an hour later, parents' came home. Daddy wake me up to have my wanton noodle, but I ignore him completely, because I think sleep is more important then food. Later on, Mommy wake me up, and I can't stand the noise made by them, finally defeated and wake up. Ate my wanton noodle and went back to bed. My very own bed not parents' ones. Daddy can't stand me and he just look at me and shake his head. Because his daughter is LAZY. Not going anywhere today as I thought daddy won't be working and he'll bring us out for shopping but he's working, so no more shopping trip for me today. Raining after so many days of unbearable heat. This feeling is totally awesome, and making me feeling super duper tired, and doesn't want to study for tomorrow common test. Time flies, 2 weeks of term break is coming to an end. We're going back to school again, lectures after lectures, tutorial after tutorials. I missed and loved it. At least I won't be slacking at home and do nothing. I hate presentations. That's all. Never love it, but sisters says I'll get use to it as time goes by. Did I mention time flies? Ya, I did. This 30th June will be me having to learn my practical lessons for driving for 1 month. How fast right, and I've complete 2 stages and 22 subjects. That's really very fast, but uncle thinks I'm slow. But well after I said that to him, he said I'm real fast.

When is Rui coming back.!!!???

Was out with Jiaqi yesterday as I mention on my previous post, but I forget to mention this. She told me about Super Junior's concert in Thailand, and was held on 11th July. Few weeks from now. She was telling me what if she'd extra ticket and will I go. If she'd got extra ticket and it doesn't fall on 11th July, I'll definitely accompany her over. But that's bad and sad it falls on 11th July. One, is a schooling day for me. Second, I've book and fixed my instructor on that day. So it is so so impossible for me to go. I do want to go to their concert badly, that was one of my wishlist item. But time doesn't allow, no fate with it. Doesn't matter right, there's still Malaysia ones.

And ciao, I shall be going to do my revision after lunch. =))

Audi A6. Daddy, I want this car =))

I guess something is very wrong with me somehow. I kept eating nonstop yesterday. After dinning at 6plus and went to meet sister to pass her her birthday present, and bought a Mac Chicken home to eat while studying. I ate it immediately I reached home, and was not even 7pm. I ate instant noodle again at 11pm and was craving for more food. The symptoms is back again. I eat a lot when I'm under stress. I remember back during 'O' Level period, I kept on eating fast food at airport while studying, ended up I gain few kilograms. But thanks god my weight went back to how it should be after everything ended. I'm craving for foods. Black Pepper Steak, Stingray again, Steamboat, Sushi with wasabi. OH MY GOD. How crazy can I be.

TAN JUN YE. Can't you just stop disturbing me up early in the morning. I was in my sweet dream and he just spoil it. EKs. =))

Going out with Jiaqi later for shopping, thanks for accompanying me my dear dongsaeng. I'll be getting bags and hmm maybe clothes and pants too. Mom will sure be nagging at me when i'm home. . I felt so satisfied after getting Computing Mathematics ready prepared. Not being relax, I'll be re-doing tutorial questions again.

Was home from shopping, mission accomplished. =)). Spend quite a lot today, bought 2 tees, 1 shirt, 1 short and 1 bag. Seriously, once my shopping feel comes, I've no idea how to stop it. Girls' are all like that right. I can shop longer, buy more stuffs but thank god I don't have enough cash with me, therefore shopping trip comes to an end. Went to buy Korean Pancake home to eat, 진짜 맛있다!!! Was studying DMD just now, almost finishing studying everything. But I guess I need to re-study it again. I'm yet to make good friends with them. Just like I'm trying to make good friends with the clutch and gears of manual transmission car. =)). English presentative products invention was settle, thanks sister for her great help. She's my brain. Anyway will be having my craving with her on next Thursday. Dad doesn't want to give me allowance for next week, just because I'm only going back to school two days for papers. =(( How sad, dad is bad. He's just kidding anyway.

SIHUI FIGHTING!!!


超感人MV: 在痛苦中給出愛(眼淚笑了)
Delicated to the people that are affected by the earthquakes in China. Really touching.





誰都以為不聽不看也就沒感覺 一轉身 才發現空氣裡面 依舊飄散著記憶的氣味

Not going out to any places today. Initially wanting to book driving slot for today, book a 320pm slot so that I can pass sister thing to her since she's driving then, but there isn't my fixed instructor so I try sell it away. Only 1030am slot will have my fixed instructor, very tempted to book but gave up in the end. Getting plenty of rest and studying today. Will have my driving lessons continue next week Thursday and maybe Friday. Since I'll be doing U Turns on next Thursday, and if I get to book Friday as well, will be emergency brake, three point turn and narrow courses.

Meeting sister up later after her driving to pass her her thing =)). I want to go bugis to buy bag, anyone want to go with me? Contact me via SMS or phone call please. Most prefer Saturday, as in tomorrow. Just go there and buy bag, end of story. LOLs. Found Jiaqi to accompany me to Bugis tomorrow to hunt for bags. End of story, job done.

Ching ching's baby girl full month celebration this Sunday, she invited me to go over to her place. But sad to say I wasn't free to go, told her about it and she said she understand it. I really want to take a look at her baby girl. So told her after I finish my test and I'll find time to visit her at her place.

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Had been seriously studying for the past 2 hours with my earphone pluck in without any noise pollution from Elson. Did 2 papers for Computing Mathematics and the outcome isn't bad. Just may this outcome continue till the paper ended. Resting for awhile more and will get back to study for Computing Mathematics again. I haven't even touch DMD yet. And my english presentation scripts, I'VE NO IDEA HOW TO START. Screw my brain.

Sometimes, kids attitudes just simply sucks. They just yell right into your face thinking they rule this world, and they just don't see themselves as a KID. They think they're fully grown up, they think adults should listen and obey them because they're a kid. Com'on, you're just a kid. Never try to shout and scream right into my face and think I should listen and obey what you said. You've simply rude in doing this. I said I love babies, but not kids.

Happy 19th Birthday to my dearest sister whom I've been knowing her since Secondary One. =)) Sister, happy birthday.!!

Went back to school to study today, actually the study isn't done in school. Audrey sms me to tell us not to wait for her, so I was like are we suppose to be meeting today. She told me we're going to study, and so I sms Junye to ask about it. He claim he told me but he didn't. Then got myself ready in a rush time and get out of the place. Reach in time but everyone was late. Called Tiffany and she's still on her way, waited and waited finally she came and Lam too. Went to buy DMD lecture note with them, then went koufu and ate. Louis was there too =)) and waited for Junye and Audrey to come. We went AMK hub's nebo to study. Did study there =)).

Then went Compass Point with Lam to get sister birthday present. And my internet explorer can finally be used. Maybe something is wrong with the connection or what, uncle had fixed it for us. Anyway, I'm trying to book slot for driving tomorrow, and make sure there's my instructor for me to fixed. =))

I really hates it. My mood is somehow being affected by it. Firstly, I shouldn't have done that. I thought it would be nice if both parties meets, but who knows I was left out by them. Maybe they didn't, but they seems to be closer than I'm expecting, treating me like transparent. Maybe I should just ignore them right. Now I finally see clearly what kind of person you are. Freaking DISGUSTING.

"The more you horned me, the slower I'll go."

Went driving today, initially I thought I was late. I step out from my house at 945am, and I missed 2 bus 70. So I think of the last solution, bus 72 come and I'll just board it and walk a longer distance to SSDC. I waited and waited for like 5minutes, bus 72 didn't come and that's when I get real panic. Bus 70 came and finally I board it. I reach my destination like 15minutes later, and reached SSDC before 1015am. Check my training vehicle and went for a seat. Drank plently of water and went to the washroom before I proceed to the car. Sat inside the car and I was sweating like mad, just feel like climbing over to the driver seat and start the engine myself before my instructor come. I kept using my training record book to fan myself. Instructor came in and start the engine, and he ask me a very good question - "how come everytime I see you you always feel so hot.". How would I know the sun will be so strong right. Haha. Did directional change again, and done it pretty well. I manage to find back my turning point without plucking out the head cushion again. But I become a transformer today, well that's said by instructor. He attempt to sabo me to mount kerb today. Just because I don't trust him, I kept on stepping on my brake, and eventually I gave up and let him control the whole car. He show me some techniques. And thank god I DIDN'T MOUNT THE KERB even he purposely make me mount the kerb. Did the directional change that tester loves to bring trainee to, and this indian girl was doing her directional change, I was waiting for her to reverse in so that I can go in, but she kept on mounting the car and moving the car forward and adjust again and again and mount the kerb again when she's reversing. I waited and waited and eventually complain to the instructor how come she can take so long to do this. And all the while and foot was on the brake pedal, imaging I'm stepping the brake for like 5minutes and more, and she's still not done. I told instructor my leg is very tiring and he said he know it. And he help me to press the brake using his very own brake and let my leg take some rest. Less then 2minutes and instructor said his leg is tired and my turn to press the brake for him. See how evil this instructor can be. Did my directional change really fast and get off from that stupid place. Went outside the road to do my right turns. I was at the T junction preparing to turn right, and was the red light. Instructor told me to directly turn and stop only when there's predestrians crossing the road because no cars will be coming out from the trees. So I said "you wouldn't know, maybe later you suddenly saw a car chiong out from there". That was a joke, and told me not to scared him. So timid please =)), and I enjoy scaring him. I was on a slope and trying to overtake the a stopping vehicle infront of me, and I accidentally step too hard on the accelerator and the car went very fast, eventually I didn't get scared but my instructor instead. He's too afraid I'll kill him. Was then back to the circuit and wanted to do slope, but the queue so too long and he ask me to move off. So unhappy as I thought I can do slope and scare him again. Then he said next lesson he'll give me the entire 2 hours to play with that slope, okay fine NO thanks. So he ask me if next lesson another instructor will be taking me or he'll be taking me. So I told him he'll be taking me again, he said very good will be doing U turns and I said good too I can scare him again. =)) . Oh ya, I kepton going right to left, and left to right like a crazy lady driving a car. I did my right turn into the right lane, and because of lane discipline I've to change to left lane, I change and suddenly instructor said "junction ahead turn right", I knew he'll say that and I aiyoh and did what he said and at the junction waiting to turn he laughed, and i said "I knew you're asking me to do this. I knew it.". I did my turn and instructor ask me to stay in the right lane, supposing I must go left, and go right again to make the right turn ahead, but istructor is afraid of me scolding his crazy again, he let me stay in this lane. =)) Went for my Final Theory Trial Practise. Eventually the clutch thing, gear thing is making me pissed. I kept getting those practise question wrong.

After that went AMK library to study with JasLam, Audrey and Junye. So surprising Louis was there too when he said he doesn't want to come yesterday night. =)) Anyway I guess the study was failed, to me at least. I didn't really study but only do like 2 questions. Actually we're going East Coast Park for blading and cycling, but due to Audrey had to go home so was cancel. Next time we shall go again =))

Ciao, I'm feeling real tired. Family are coming back later. =))
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Family are back, and I hug Elson like mad when I saw him. Jiejie miss you so badly please. There's some problem with either SSDC website or may laptop, it's kind of lag when I'm trying to access it and book/check some slot for driving. Anyway, I'm trying to be a good girl wanting to study for my Computing Mathematics module. But I'm stuck in this proving questions on Sets Theory, and even I ask Audrey for the laws she uses, I'm yet still stuck. I don't understand where my problem lies. And I'm getting very pissed off over this question, but I still have to solve it no matter what. I'm getting very stress up. English elective presentation itself is making me very stress up. How am I suppose to create some products, and what products can I actually create? Guys tell me, give me some ideas. My mind is shutting down, I told instructor what I wanted to invent in future, and that's all CRAPS. Why am I making myself so unnecessary busy? Why can't I just get some rest. Eventually I don't have the time to let myself rest. Those are craps, and my mood isn't any better this few days. Try not to provoke me somehow =))

Home Alone Day 2

Another morning without mom waking me up, switching off my air-conditional and switching on my fan. I'd a great night yesterday, despite brother's friend called at 12 past midnight which eventually pissed me off. Didn't brother told his friend that he'll be away from Singapore. Anyway, Gary sms me few days back asking us to meet up and chill. Eventually I told him to count me out as I wouldn't be free. It's a korean language classmates meet up after we ended our korean basic class. I missed them, the fun we'd during our classes. But seriously I'm too packed up recently to actually find time for them. Hope you guys understand me. =)) Let's meet and chill out some other day. Louis and gang going East Coast Park for blading today. Junye informed me last night when my schedule for today are nicely planned. If only this was informed beforehand, I wouldn't plan anything after driving and wouldn't have changed my driving slot. =)) Let's go some other day, my friends.

I shall get myself prepared, and will be going back to school to meet sister up for lunch. And will go driving with her =))

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I'm finally back from driving and dinning with sister, our dinner is rather early. Anyway, i make joke again infront of my instructor again. Let me just describe what I did today before I said the joke i made. Was out on the road today for around 1hour 30minutes, I did lane changing today. Did like 2 rounds of lane changing on the same stretch of road till then, my instructor said he'll bring me to a road with more traffic, just because the road I'm in doesn't have a lot of cars, that's why I did my lane changing pretty well. He bought me to upper thomas road, and I did my lane changing with a lot of cars there. In the beginning when I did the lane change, it disappoint him because they isn't a lot of cars, NO, is there isn't any cars. So he said "eyah, why no cars one.". Of course I felt happy, no cars means I don't need to worry about the lane changing and speed. But when I need to change from right lane to left lane, HAHAHA, that's when my instructor gets real happy. A LOT OF CARS. But thank god I didn't disappoint him, I did the lane changing with a lot of cars pretty well too. =)) And when I can chiong over the amber light, I attempted to stop, when I can stop at the amber light, I chiong over it. I saw amber light and I wanted to brake, but my instructor said it's okay and I can still drive over because I'm over the stopping line. Then second time, I saw amber light and I just went over and instructor look at me and say "you can actually stop.". Then I was like "eh, but I pass already.". Of course you can't expect me to reverse back right. HAHAHA. Saw sister training car when I'm on the road, she's doing right turn and I'm going straight. So I told instructor that's my friend's car, and he told me to tell her she turn into the wrong lane, that was a joke of course, sister got into the right lane. =)) And instructor told me she saw sister before, but I don't remember myself showing sister to him before and I only remember I told him before I've a friend learning in SSDC only. Whatever it is, I think he saw her anyway. Instructor bought me back into the circuit, and I saw sister doing her I think was parking, and he bombed me with a news that I'll be doing directional change NOW. I stunned and WHAT loudly, so I went to do directional change. Done it pretty alright, and holy god, I mount kerb twice today. The instructor was talking to me and I mount the kerb, and he said "I believe your friend isn't good in doing this", and there goes my rear wheel up the kerb. And here is the joke. Remember me mentioning before I pluck out the whole rear mirror of my previous training car, this time know what I pluck out again. I was doing directional change for the second time, because I can't view my turning point, I pull up my head cushion abit, still I can't see it, so I push it further up and eventually I pluck the whole thing out. I "omg" and the instructor said "aiyo so violent, you don't like the car isit.". I can't stop laughing and eventually that directional change isn't nicely done and I mount kerb straight after I turn out. One thing I can't focus is because when I turn and see my turning point, I'll see my instructor hand trying to put that head cushion back for me. LOL really very funny. First, i pluck out the rear mirror. Second, i pluck out the head cushion. And I told sister, maybe third I'll pluck out the entire steering wheel or the handbreak. And oh ya, some qualified driver under P plate tailgate me. Wtf is inside that driver mind, tailgate me till so near. And some aunty just can't be patient with L plate learner, she horn me and I got horn couple of time today. Instructor told me "the more they horn you, the slower you'll go.", then I was like "yayaya, they horn me, I get panic, then I will forget to accelerate.".

Driving tomorrow and I'll be doing directional change again. =)) Instructor said he'll help me to complete my stage fast, I'll make sure he see me every lesson till he's scare of me. =))

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I guess my friends circle is getting smaller and smaller. I'm just being random. And I dislike your attitude, it sucks. Friendship is something scary right. Somehow I regretted over certain things, I didn't know that's the outcome. But I'm actually too late to regret it now, I'd went too far, too far to actually pull it back and rewind it.

나는 당신과 가진 일반적인 친구가 있는 것을 싫어한다. 나는 당신에 나의 친구를 소개하는 것을 있으면 안된다. 당신은, 한다 당신을 그녀를 잘 아는 것을 보인다? 나는 나가 당신을 싫어하는 것을 시작하고 있다는 것을 생각한다. 나는 유감스럽다, 그러나 나는 당신을 미워하기에서 도와서 수 있지 않는다.

Parents are coming back tomorrow. I will no longer be a abandon kid. =))

Home Alone Day 1.
Elson attempted to wake me up early in the morning at 7plus, and I just shouted right into his baby face that I'm not going along with them. Who knows this little baby doesn't get my idea, few minutes later, he came into my room and wake me up again. Successfully I went back to my dreamland, but mom called me up. Sooner or later, I can't sleep. Wake up and watch television and had my breakfast bought my granny before she left. Now I'm all alone at home. Feeling so unsecure without dad and mom at home, I felt like a kid being abandon. How sad life can be. Just endure it with 3 days and they'll be back.

Book my driving slot for next next week, having driving lesson on 26th June at 555pm. Because I don't have enought fund at my student balance, I can only book the lesson but not my fixed instructor. Going SSDC later to book more slot, so I've enough fund to book him. Later going Louis's place again. =))

Driving tomorrow.

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Dad called me up just now, at least this make me put my worries down. Dad and family had reached their destination safely.

Went SSDC just now, and book more driving slot. And I'm attempting to catch some eye on my instructor. Eventually I didn't saw him there. Seeing people driving there makes me feel like driving too =)). Meet wenn, junye, yap and wenting up at yck station to louis's place. Ate packed lunch at his place and proceed with project. Attempting to disturbing wenn junye yap and wenting while they're doing their english elective presentation discussion, yet I guess I failed disturbing them. They don't even bother to hiu me. So I went to do database, and it actually kills most of my brain cells. Did almost half of it and audrey says we just need to complete question 1 2 and 4 for it. And knew what, I've already done the whole question with some unsolved bullets. And my goodness, I've to redo it just because I can't hand in the one with wrong questions to lecturer. Done it and send it to wenn as she will be doing the ER diagram. And I still got like 4 more bullets to solve and it'll be job done for database project. I'm left with OOPP project and english elective presentation to crack my brain. And also DMD and Computing Math to study for test. Eventually I knew I'll flung my DMD, just because it's a theory test NOT practical test. Obviously I knew nothing about digital media and design, of course we need to memories the theory, but the worst thing on earth is that I don't even understand what I'm memorising. World is coming to an end. And I've decided not to die outside Zahil's house, I should die outside Wenting's house, since she's scared of died stuffs. =))

Database is killing me, eventually I'm stuck somewhere and I can't proceed with it. =))

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Finally change my tomorrow driving slot from 1030am to 105pm, at least I won't feel damn sleepy while I'm on the road right. Thanks for whoever that bought my try sell, you got a fix instructor =)). Wednesday got driving too, at 1030am with fix instructor and trial test at 105pm. I'm making myself being busy.

Anyway, I'm missing dad and mom. Granny and my 2 brothers already.

Dad called just now to "spy" on me. He called to ask if I've eaten my dinner and have I gotten home. Eventually I lied to him that I've taken my dinner. I did eat abit, stealing fries from junye, wenting and onion ring from louis's friend and need to "pay" him 2 dollars. Mom told me to wash clothes when she know I doesn't know how to function a washing machine. She even ask me to keep the clothes, and I attempted to fold it, but gave up. Because I know mom will tease me for my bad folding skills.

\Went grandma's house today. Was rather a boring day. Brought my DMD notes there, attempted to study, yes I did study for like 3/4 of the chapter one and Elson came disturbing me, hence I can't concentrate. Went CK for "shopping", bought 2 Silky Girl perfume and 1 adidas pefrume, total costing me a bomb. Went back and read the final theory questions and answers book that I've bought. The clutch thing and engaging into which gear is driving me nuts. I'm clueless please.


Saying about clutch thing, I was on the bus to grandma house, and the bus did passby the outside of SSDC. Sunday there is still driving lesson, and when that bus passby, I saw 3 SSDC training vehicles. 2 manual and 1 automatic. Being curious I look at them, and saw my instructor. He's in the automatic car, driving my favourite 104 vehicle, with his favourite sunglass. LOL.


Will be home alone for 3 days. Schedule for this 3 days are fully planned. Dad ask me to eat daily, and never try to skip my meals. Dad, trust me I'll skip either my lunch or dinner. =)) And he told me not to get home too late.


I never know today is Daddys' day until I heard from the television greeting all daddy on earth a happy daddys' day. I even promise to bring Dad out for a great meal, yet I failed.! Sorry Dad, I'll make it up when you're back =)) Happy Daddys' Day, my dearest fiercy daddy. Daddy is the best of earth after mommy right. He gets me whatever I want, even he wouldn't buy it for me on the spot, but few days later he'll bring me back to get it. Just because I'm nagging non stop for it, and he can't stand me, so he brought me there to buy and eventually I'll keep my mouth shut. Daddy dotes alot of me, because I'm his only daughter, yet I always make him worried or even angry. Sometimes I found daddy real nagging and overboard, phone-ing me and ask me my locations, gets real mad when I'm home late without informing. But that's how daddy shows his concern to me, isn't it. Daddy will even offer to fetch me home when it's too late and he feel unsafe to let me home myself. Daddy said that he'll stop bothering about me when I turn 18, but eventually that was a lie. Daddy never stop bothering me, he still bothered alot on me. Even I turn 21, daddy will still treat me like a little girl of his. =)) That's why, I rely alot of him. I always make daddy upset over my poor results, he's blaming himself for not coaching me well. I always ask what daddy wants for him birthday, he'll always says the same thing "I don't want anything but a good results from you and you being good girl of mine. That's what I ask from you". Whenever I hear those thing, I'll feel very sour inside my heart. I want to do daddy proud and I've to do him proud.I want to be a daughter that my daddy can be proud of when he mention me to his colleague and boss. HAPPY DADDYS' DAY, DADDY I LOVE YOU

I was camwhoring with Elson at grandma's house. With photoshop editing, this is the outcome.

With my beloved brother Elson.

THE POWER OF NINE will stand and shine ever. It's the GIRLS' GENERATION now. Seriously I've no idea what actually happened during the Dream Concert, and I've no interest in knowing what'd happen. But we can't reverse what'd happen right, why are people still bringing this thing up? I don't understand. Can't they just forgive and forget. Whatever happen now will make the girls stand stronger, the fan of the girls will always stand by there for them and always think they didn't make any mistake. What's so wrong with my girls? Have they done anything wrong that offended you guys? Whatever it is. Always believe in the power of nine. Saw it somewhere :- One day, the pink river will turn into a pink ocean. =))

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Good morning darlings, dears, babies. Had a great sleep. It's saturday today, not going anywhere today. I shall start at home, study and pack my messy room. There's music bank today I suppose so, shall watch it since I haven't been watching for like ages.

I kept having weird dreams lately, something is very wrong with my mind.

Can't some kind soul of SSDC, driving auto tranmission car try sell one of their next week driving practical slot to me? Hahas, I just need one more practical slot of next week and of course 555pm and 810pm slot also doesn't matter. I'll be doing reversing and directional change, best I can book my fix instructor. That's all and what I'm requesting for. Next tuesday is fix instructor and I'll be doing lane changing. Told you I want to book my fix instructor already, for U turns, three point turn and emergencies brake. =)) spongebob instructor is favourite =p

I love my new blog song. =))
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Was packing my messy room as mention just now. And now I'm off to study DMD =))


Pack and saw this. 6 Hougean's School Magazine I've "collected" being a Hougean for 5 years.


Being random and went to play with photoshop. And I photoshop the pictures I took on NYP newly renovated toilet. =))

It's friday, the 13th today. Human beings said it's a black friday, yet i'm dressing so colorfully now. That's not the main point upon a black friday and dressing up colorfully. Had a post earlier on, but I removed it. =)). Finally I doesn't need to go driving school, but I saw a driving slot in the morning at 105pm, and make me having the urge to book it. But having me feeling physically well and mentally tired, i chose not to book it.

Went out to meet sis at 11am, but I was late for 15minutes. I missed one bus, and it took nearly 15minutes or more for another 156 to arrive. Board the bus, but this bus uncle drove freaking slow. Fine, uncle obey traffic rules. He has the chance to pass the amber light, but he chose to sudden brake, he can make the right turn with green light and no oncoming traffic, but he chose to wait till the green arrow to appear. wtf is in this bus uncle mind. Went there and took the shoe we've ordered and lunch there too. The lunch wasn't really plesent, this particular unknown aunty spoilt sis's appetite. Took the shoe, white in color and it's comfortable which allows me to wear it for future driving lesson. After that went back to school, sis went for her attachment and I went back to buy the DMD lecture note, got a copy for wenn too =)).

Went home after that, supposingly to be doing the database project. But having myself, NO it's my body and mind feeling tired, i went for a nap. Woke up at 4plus and went online. Uncle was asking me about my driving, and ask me how i feel upon driving a Honda Civic. Okay, i find it cool and powerful. It's spacious, and I'm sort of being used to driving a Honda Civic. But dad's is driving a Mitsubishi Lancer. =)) Met sis again after her attachment, pass her the shoe i bought home for her.

Database is half complete, but there's still some part that I don't really get what they're asking. I'll be home alone for 3 days. Have to lead 3 unhealthy lifestyle without mom's cooking. Even grandpa is not going for the trip, we'll be living in our own world. Neither grandpa or me can do the cooking, alright fine, I know how to cook eggs and instant noodle. UNHEALTHY. Mom promise to buy hoodies tee back since she know I favourite it.

Anyway, off to play with photoshop. I'm going to create my Girls' Generation girls wallpaper. The power of Nine.

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나는 진짜로 우리는 함께 다는 것을 사람들이 생각하는지 왜 이해하지 않는다.
우리는 함께 진짜로 이지 않는다. 우리는 다만 좋은 친구이다
만약에 우리가의 앞에 함께 껴안으면 잘, 이렇게 무엇, 전에 키스. 저것은 다만 우리가 함께 나갔기 때문에 우리가, 바르게 날짜를 기입하고 있다는 것을 의미하지 않는다.
아무도는 나가 말한 무슨과, 그 밖으로 그리고 분명히 서 있어야 한다 다만 저를 위해 그것 바르게 믿을 것이다.
1 남자 및 1 여자는 순전히 친구일 다만 수 없다?
나는 진짜로 인간다운 마음을 이해하지 않는다.......

went driving in the morning with sis.
as usual everything went like what it should be going.
my training vehicle is 130.
obviously is a car that i've never drive before.
like usual, we walk to our respective car area and search for our car.
i went searching at the automatic car area but yet can't find my car.
sis help me to find, and ask me to go opposite, which is the manual car area.
i scan through, and only saw one automatic car there, but it wasn't my training car.
so i went to find other instructor to help.
i told instructor A that i can't find my car and told him my car number, he said to help me find my instructor.
then instructor A told me to find instructor B, he'll help me to find.
before that i pass by and saw my malay instructor.
he look at me and say "taking my car today?"
i stare at him aimlessly and shake my head replied him "i'm finding my car."
he didn't help me but just say "then byebye" and start laughing. he's bad =((
i walk and walk saw my airenguo instructor.
he EH at me and ask me what i'm doing here.
so i said "i'm looking for my car" and he asked me what number.
so i tod him the number and he said he can't help me. =(( another bad instructor of mine before.
then i went opposite to the manual side to find.
one instructor told me to wait here for them to warm up one round and they'll return.
then he walk off and suddenly shout "girl, your car is here"
so being so malu, i ran to my training car and the instructor is inside.
i threw my bag at the passenger seat behind and quickly went inside the front passenger seat.
so paiseh till i didn't dare to look at my instructor.
then when i settle down and he start moving off, he said "this car very hard to find right." and started laughing.
so i was complaining to him how hard i went finding this stupid vehicle.
so he told me next time if i got a car of hundred and thirty something, the location will be either at the test car area or at the manual car area.
so embarrassing. >.<
he drove out and we exchange outside.
he told me to do the necessary stuffs and when i was fixing my rear mirror.
i accidentally pluke off the whole mirror.
there's one more mirror behind of course.
then he laugh and say "aiyo, how come you so violent."
damn paiseh and just say "is not that i'm violent, is the mirror is too fragile."
so he direct me around AMK area.
drive drive drive, stop stop stop.
he brought me to the road beside jingshan primary school.
and there's a roadwork going on, i panic upon seeing the queue line.
so i join into the queue line with his help.
then he told me to park my car at the kerbside, my weakest point - parking at kerbside.
and ask me to find a shade to park. so i park and we got down the car.
he walk to my side and say "i thought you said there's no sun".
eh, so how am i suppose to reply him back.
he explain the car to me, the engine and stuffs, explain explain and look at me "i know girls are not interested in it, but i still have to explain even thought it's not tested."
i laugh lah, and he continue talking. and i kept nobbing my head.
he demo once and how to open up the bonnet, how to open the oil tank and boot.
and told me to do it once slowly. i manage to open up the bonnet with his help, but very well done, i failed to close the bonnet, i've no strength. instructor realise i take care of car well, duh. - i've to take care of the car i'm driving right. =))
even today's car is like, the engine is damn noisy.
but it's a test car going for TP today. good luck to whoever driving this car.
my eyesight is damn bad today.
the sun is soo freaking bright that i can't figure out where the hump is when i saw "hump ahead". i look so careful that the instructor start laughing and ask if i'm okay.
and i can't even figure out if that lorry is moving or stopping at the road side, because i need to change lane if it's stopping there.
so i change my lane and the instructor laugh again and with that "are you okay. are you sure you're okay" again =((
then i passby 2 amber traffic light today.
i saw it was green and when i pass by it, look up and saw it's AMBER. and it "OH!"
the second time i "OH" he goes "you see amber light will automatically OH one ah". speechless again.
then then when i'm driving back to the circuit.
a public bus is beside me, and the driver signal that he wanted to change into the lane i'm in.
so i was driving and i keep turning to see the bus beside me.
instructor laugh again and says "you're afraid of the bus ah".
then i was like "ya, so near me please."
was doing right turn back to the school, and the green arrow was there for turning. but the traffic isn't moving.
suddenly the instructor break the silence and say "when you see that the green arrow is there, and the traffic is conjested. do you know what it means? it means that there's a SSDC car infront." and start laughing again.
so i was like "eh, okay i just saw a SSDC manual car doing his U turning."
back to the circuit and instructor asked when is my next lesson, so i told him next tuesday with fixed instructor.
fine, and he'll be seeing me again next week. =))
booking spongebob instructor as my fixed instructor in future till i get my licence.
and instructor.. WHERE IS MY CHOP FOR STAGE 1 COMPLETION.
i told him the previous instructor didn't chop, he still okay and say maybe forget.
now he also forget to help me CHOP.
i must pester him to chop next tuesday.
if not i'll NOT drive him back to the school. =))
just joking, i still need this instruction.

after driving met junye to IT show.
he wanted to see laptop and i went to help sis to buy her thumbdrive.
went to find audrey, seet and disheng. they're working under toshiba. =))
then went lunching. and split way.
went to meet sisters up for dinner.
and i think i'm too obsess into driving.
a indian lady just cut infront of me,
and i told sis she cut my lane without signaling.
wtf.

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You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

went driving today.
supposing to have my fixed instructor today.
but turn out my instructor isn't here, so i got replace with another instructor.
this particular instructor is damn talkative.
and he has his favourite phrase today.
"a car is just like a computer"
wtf is with this sentence.
saw sis while i'm driving,
and she was smiling to me.
and i drive pass her car butt for so many times.
she was doing her parking. =))
and ya, sis got him as her instructor twice, no wonder she said good luck to me when she saw him.
and i remember, this instructor keep repeating telling me treat the school circuit as your home, and know where is the danger point, where is the yellow box area.
and repeating telling me that he wouldn't let me bang the car. wtf.
quek join me and wenn later on, junye disheng seet and steph went louis's place.
thanks quek for the database thing. =)) and helping to figure out the problem.

and while i'm typing this.
junye and disheng are LOOKING at me.
damn .........!!!!!

driving tomorrow.
with fix instructor. =))
next tuesday driving with fix instructor too =))
i finally complete stage 1, stage 2 now =)

DISHENG, STOP LOOKING !!!

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and i'm not damn fed up over the database project.
getting somehow insane.
i need enough sleep....

don't be too shock by the time post.
it's now 8.47am.
i was being wake up by my human alarm.
TAN JUNYE!!! holiday leh, can't you just sleep longer.
why must you wake me up at almost the same time. *poke*
i'm not going to missed out nice things on earth early in the morning.
THANK YOU! =X

driving later without fix instructor.
going louis house later for project.
ciao

-update-
back from louis's place.
thanks for that ride home. =))
anyway, did communication skills presentation.
wenn did her part for dmd, and the rest will be done by me tomorrow.
hope i don't ruin it up. =))
as for driving.
gotten back the same training vehicle and same driving instructor.
did some right turning and slopes.
he told me i'm fine for everything i've done today, just that i shouldn't ask for instruction.
i don't know why but i've the tendency to ask for instruction, whether to turn right or turn left or to go straight.
i shall and should keep this bad habit before the instructor get irritated by me.
then met wenn up and proceed to louis's place.
was having fun at louis's place.
anyway, this is poly life right. =))

projects/presentations left .-
- digital media & design (half done)
- object-oriented programming project
- database fundamental
- english elective presentation

don't be too shock to see me blogging in such a early morning.
it's 930am by the way.
i woke up at 8plus in the morning.
i never intend to wake up so early, but all thanks to junye.
sms me early in the morning with a photo supposing i'm drunk and just to tell me he's horned by a L plate car. -_-
i've a very nice friend right. =))
anyway, a big thanks for disturbing me up.
if not i doubt i'll wake up in time, prepare myself, meet sis and go for driving.
currently 16th to 18th is reserved up for classmates, to study.
make arrangement with me if you wanna date me out =)
can some kind soul just try sell their 19th practical slot at 1.05pm.!!!

-updated-
at last i'm home.
was almost late for driving today.
my instructor wasn't doing my shift for today and tomorrow, so i can't book him.
anyway, i saw teresa's name on the screen when i'm waiting for my name.
saw seet and her boyfriend.
she stop me when i'm rushing to my vehicle waiting area.
i was shock to see her there, was like "eh why are you here, so is you want to get licence or your boyfriend."
so she told me both of them are getting licence.
i think so la, because i was rushing for time therefore didn't really chat with her.
instructor brought me out to the road for the entire 2 hours today.
real tiring please. driving NON stop. excluding red traffic lights. =))
enjoying and he thought i've done private driving before.
he praise my driving was good, just that my car kept moving to the left kerbside.
that's the only point i've to take note of. =))
instructor got sense of humor.
he told me "every car got different feeling, so now get the right feeling for this car.".
one thing i don't like about this car 96, the braking engine can be heard.
i still like car 104, even thought the steering wheel is quite hard to turn.
i've more feeling for that car =))
i'm now waiting for people to try sell their final theory slot.
JUNE or early JULY please..
sis is in the same driving slot as me from tomorrow till thursday.
i'll make sure i caught her sight in the circuit or road.

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i was being tagged by Crystal. did the quiz yesterday but i removed it. here it goes with the quiz. with additional questions.

Rules of the Taggy Quiz:
A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Here are my answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
i think i'll stunned for awhile, then get very hurt and slowly get reacted and ask myself why did he betray me. maybe he don't suit me or i don't suit him. that's all.

#2. If you can have a dream comes true, what would it be ?
stop being childish and think dream do come true, this is not a fairytale. IF, i want to get my driving licence before my birthday.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like ?
dream wedding, a white wedding at the seaside, with my dad holding me and hand it over to my husband, and with relatives and friends of his and mine giving us all the blessings.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
sometimes i do. sometimes when i'm alone, i'll tend to think of what can i become in future with my current course. it doesn't really matters now, i'll find a way out of it. =)

#5. What's your ideal lover like ?
i guess feeling and impression is more important than anything. best of all, he MUST have a driving licence, a class 3/3A but not class 2 licence. he can't expect me to drive him around right. be sweet to me at times, understand me and care for me. most importantly, he need to let me feel that i'm safe and protect with him around me. able to lend me his shoulder to cry when i need it, able to cheer me and make me laugh when i'm down, and can tolerant my temper.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
being loved by someone. will you ever feel blessed when you love someone and in turn the person you love don't love you back.?

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love ?
i waited 3 years before, but the outcome was bad. he doesn't love me at all and we just turn out to be friends afterall. having to think out that, i feel damn stupid for doing this.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
i guess i'll feel uber upset and hurt at first, but it's his choice, and i'll give him all my blessing.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
few days ago with regards to my driving. i didn't performance well up to my own expectations and my instructor expectations. and i just forget to check my blindspot.

#10. What do you want most in life ?
to be able to live life till fullest.

#11. Is being in college fun ?
yup. it's a brand new start of my life. meeting different kind of people from different school and of different age. and we came together to form a class. MIT0803. i love you guys =))

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
TEN years time, i'll be 29. i think i'll be working in some company, getting married already =)) i plan and want to get married before 27. =p

#13. Who is the current most important person to you ?
my family members .- they're always there for me whenever i need them, and be it what, they're always the closest people in my life.
my friends .- they always lend their ears to me and listen to my words. accompany me when i'm down. laugh with me when i'm happy.
my driving instructor .- without him i doubt i can't get my driving licence, so see how important he play a part in my life =))

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
a friend that i can gossip celebrity with. a friend who i can't read her mind easily. maybe i don't have the capability to read someone's mind.

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
married but poor. i wanted to earn money together with my husband.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
a dog, i've it when i was young but because i've asthma, i didn't really get to play with it. a dog is human's best and loyal friend.

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do ?
all this lame tags.

#18. What kind of person do u think u are ?
if you asked me, i'll say i'm a kind-hearted person. ask my friend this question. i think i'm a easy-going person, a very talkable person, a joke-able person, but once you go off my limit, i can be very evil and mean. so don't try it.

#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
a bad day is when things doesn't go the way you want.

#20. If you have to choose between love (as in boy-girl relationships) and friendship, what would it be ?
friendship. one guy and one girl can also have good friendship =))

#21. what is the first thing you do every morning?
turn off my handphone alarm, drag myself up from my bed and brush myself up.

#22. would you give in all to a relationship?
depend on what things is it for my to give in. i gave in too much for my pervious relationship, and i should learn not to give in too much.

#23. if you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously, what would you do?
falling in love with 2 person.? that will be IMPOSSIBLE.

#24. what type of friends do you like?
the current friends i've got. friends that can joke with me at the right time, right spot and right moment. can understand my current mood and feeling just by seeing my face.

#25. if give the chance to turn back time, will you?
turn back to 2006, hit myself damn hard on my head and study harder for Os.

#26. if something were to happen, what is the last thing you would do before you die?
as long as you're human beings, you'll have to leave this miserable, some find it wonderful world one day. so there's no fear for leaving. =)) i'll just feel unbearable, but i'll spend all my leftover time with my family and friends. and tour the world.

#27. when is the happiest day of your life?
for current, was the moment i passed my basic theory test, because i took it 3 times that i almost lost confident in it.
and in future, when i get my qualified driving licence and become a qualified driver. =))

the 8 people tag: just anyone

my left knee got a blue black,
it hurts.!!! but thank god it wasn't hurt on my right knee.
whole family will be going on vacation on 16th to 18th June,
so i'll be home alone with grandpa.
friends and darlings please date me out from 16th to 18th June.
i don't wanna be kept home ALONE, that's gonna be real boring.
date me out for shopping or studies.. =))
ordered 3 items from Chailin.
mom gonna killed me soon when she saw that,
my previous sprees is arriving my doorstep soon too.
OMO.-

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cut my hair real short.
i look like a little boy now.
driving tomorrow.

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watched We Got Married.
Andy & Solbi and also Alex & Shin Ae.
i like this two couple.
andy being so sweet to solbi, alex being so sweet to shinae.
does this kind of guy really exist in reality beside this two celebrity.?


*home alone : 16th June - 18th June*

make a new wallpaper for my laptop.

when you drink, don't drive.
when you drive, don't drink ...
this 2 sentences make sense right.
i suddenly remember what i wanted to post yesterday.
i thank god man, that my driving lesson was before i entered the Kbox.
if it's after the Kbox, how am i going to drive when i drink and is actually drunk. right.
that's why i made a right choice for coming to kbox later after my driving.
then i won't have the title of "drink driving"
thank god please =))

i'm real tired.
my head is still pain and giddy.
side effects from drinking too much.

don't date me out today and tomorrow.
i want to get some good rest after being so busy for 5days.
just let me get some good rest before getting busy again next week. =))

was talking to weijie,
and he said i change alot to him after he met me few weeks back at downtown with liangtai and gang.
maybe he didn't see me since i graduated from school, that's why to him i change alot, maybe in terms of looks and character.
thanks for praising me la, my dearest friend. =))
i never been so hyper in secondary school, and i look like a nerd back then.
he changes too, i can't recognise him if i think liangtai or chunkiat didn't stop and say hi to him.
we're fair and equal kaes.
and i missed the time he called me "siao char bo" =))
secondary school lifes is missed...
maybe because i failed once in life, that's why i treasure what i've got so much now.
doing badly in Os back in 2006, going as a private student for 9months and retake Os again 2007, getting a results that wasn't of my expectations, but at least i made it into a Polytechnic, with a course that i don't like it, yet i'm somehow loving it now because of the bunch of classmates/friends i've, brightening up my boring lifes and make me love them so much =))
once you fell down, then you'll know the importance of life right.
do i sound emo? fine people will come asking me not to emo. I'M NOT EMO-ING ! =P

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林宥嘉 - 神秘嘉宾 MV (完整版)


Super Junior new sub-group "Super Junior-Happy"
야,강특couple 왔어요!!!!
은혁이 오빠 정말 멋있어요..
특이 오빠 너무 귀여다, 정말 멋있어요.. 사랑해요

intended to skip OOPP today for driving.
but being a good girl, i decided not to skip, went to the lesson and told the lecture i've to leave 15minutes earlier.
instead, the lesson ended 20minutes later.
i've enough time to walk over to the driving school, check my training vehicle and take a seat
before i proceed to my vehicle.
i got a fixed instructor today. =))
he brought me out to the public road.
and again, taxi overtake me again. wtf is in taxi driver's mind.
went back to the circuit, i drove back and he assisted me.
did some sharp left and right turning in the circuit using stopping line and kerb.
did filter lane turning also, and he bring me out to the public road again.
i like this instructor, as in the way he instruct me. =))
anyway i book him again as my fix instructor on next wednesday and thursday driving.
by the way, i'm going too fast for my driving now
i'll complete my stage 1 driving next week.
and i think i'll take a break first or slow down my driving lesson.
since i've no more earliest slot for final theory test.

had java practical test today.
study like mad but turns out to be peanuts.
wasn't that difficul like what we thought.
finish the 2 questions in 30minutes.


went Kbox plaza to find classmates..
called junye to come and bring me over. lols, i din't know the way there.
went there, didn't sing much, play 1 game of pool.
sat there and drink carlsberg.
and wtf, i got drunk after 2 half cup of it.
can't walk straight, and need the help of lam to go to the washroom.
we played some daring games. =))
come'on, now i know, i'll do daring things when i'm drunk ...


anyway, congrats junye from getting a strawberry lollipop from.
a reward for not smoking for a day .. good job friend. =))

my arms hurts


with wenn @ kbox

with junye and wenn @ kbox

wtf is wrong with me today.
went driving just now.
i'm damn piss off and fucking angry with myself.
i forget to check my blind spot when i'm turning off from the kerbside.
i signal the wrong signal. i was suppose to signal left, fine my car was on the left lane yet i signal right. wtf is with me
and i do my turning slowly on public road when my speed is fast,
do my turning fast in circuit when my speed is slow.
didn't realise a motorbike is beside me when i'm turning out, if i knock into him, is my fault because i fail to check my blind spot.
i got back my previous instructor anyway.
and i feel that he's damn pekcek over my performance today.
feel only, maybe he isn't.
pointed out my mistake and problem, motivates me just because i told him i need motivation to do well.
was quite piss over the car wiper . wtf, the wiper sucks. i can't see the road clearly after it wipe.
and worst, i hate today. it rains so heavy halfway i drive.
and wtf is wrong with taxi uncles/aunties ?
can't they just give way to trainee drivers.?
a taxi just overtake me right before i do lane changing.
kns, i already signal out and he still insist in overtaking me just because i'm under L plate.
and he thinks i'm obstructing his way and time for earning more money.

driving again tomorrow.
just hope i don't make the same mistake again.

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next week schedule .-
9th June ; driving lesson @ 105pm.
10th June ; driving lesson @ 1030am, project discussion in school.
11th June ; driving lesson @ 1030am, project discussion in school.
12th June ; driving lesson @ 1030am, final theory trial practise @ 105pm, meet up with sisters.

so guys, i'm only free on friday, saturday and sunday for time being. =))

came home from grandparent's house.
was grandpa's 80th birthday.
happy birthday grandpa. =))
i was really tired there.
and kept on grumbling that i wanted to go home,
just because i wante to complete the stupid OOPP homework.
intended to do it at grandparent's house, but was too noisy to do so.
i think mom told my cousins and aunts that i'm doing driving.
and they came asking me about my driving stuffs.
few cousins said that i'm stupid enough to actually go driving before i actually pass my final theory.
ehh... okay fine, i'm stupid.
but it's my own choice right. so i was like why are you guys so panic over it.
and my aunt ask me am i scared driving, because her son is enrolling for basic theory test.

anyway,
i'm off to complete my homeworks....


i'm sorry dad and uncle.


driving tomorrow and friday

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what the fuck.
i actually hurt my back today at my grandparent's house.
holy shit, now i need a supporting back seat to ease the pain.