school was normal.
bunch of us got mark absent for OOP lab.
well, didn't know whether he got unmark it.
but still, was our fault, so can't blame the lecture for marking us.
i look like a real granny in school today.
holding my back and waist while walking.
and louis is trying to imitate the way i laugh with both my hand on my waist. KNS please.
louis is never a kind guy. =P
anyway.
raining in AMK now.
first driving lesson in my entire 19 life later.
excited about it. uncle and dad both told me to be relax. =))
some gathering tomorrow.
with kind of weird feeling for it.
quite amazed by it too.
last korean lesson on sunday, kind of feeling down.
gonna get seperated. some might continue on, some will continue later on. but i'm not gonna continue anymore, till i graduated.
going korean restaurant with the classmates and teacher after class.
quite looking forward, yet i have this tired feeling from going.
i'm dying from stress-ness.
java lab test next week, giving me huge pressure over it.
well, holiday coming soon. but will be thrown with presentations and projects to prepare. wtf.
grandpa's birthday next wednesday.

update again
back from driving.
i simply can't believe i'm actually driving a car.
i was actually quite nervous at first.
so the instructor drove one round, warming the car up and show me the circuit.
i freak out when he said "okay, let's change over and it's your turn to drive."
now i truely believe just a little harder on the accelerator will make the car accelerate alot.
this is automatic car right..
so my first stage.. move the vehicle forward and backward in the parking lot.
moving front was alright for me, but reversing was a NONO for me.
later on, he told me to go out to the circuit.
first round goes on smoothly without accelerator. after it, he told me to step on the accelerator.
freak off please.. but slowly i'm doing fine. he said so too.. =))
he asked me to increase my speed to 30km/h.. =S
fearing to knock onto the kerb, i keep doing badly for my right turning. left turning was fine..
and he said i need more practise for my right turning. no fear for kerb.
that instructor was a nice one. =)
kept asking me to calm down, have confident in myself. and repeating saying i'm doing well.
at least this motivates me and make me feel less nervous .
but actually i wasn't really nervous after feel rounds on turning in the circuit.
and this instructor was asking me why i didn't take mannual car,
so i said my dad told me to take automatic car because he thinks i'll get confused over the gear and crutch thing.
and seriously and frank i feel that, automatic car suits more for me.
at least, i just need to pull the level to D, release my footbreak and handbreak, accelerate and move off the car. =)) simple as ABC. but the speed is not really easy to control.
anyway.. my training vehicle is 104. my birthday right. October 4th. great number love it.
got a driving slot next thursday, let's just hope i get back the same instructor again =))



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lightening this wordy post with photo

with wenn..

school ended early again with some stupid lab quiz.
went to play badminton after that.
in a large group.
me and wenn ended up going for a run at the track.
she ran 5 continous round and i only ran 3 round with 2 resting. =))
went back to the sport complex and find them.
played badminton till 530pm and left for dinner with wenn, wilson and junye.
we invented some lamey ..
VOLLEY-MINTON. combination of volleyball and badminton. wth-
gotten my leg, back and waist hurt. it's freaking pain now.
and holy shit, i've a deep cut on my toe. wtf please.
driving lesson tomorrow.
and i'm wondering how can i manage to step on the pedal with my aching legs.
told dad about my driving tomorrow,
and he told me to be bold tomorrow while driving.
DAD i'm scared please.
and hurray, dad is paying for my entire driving fee. =))
i'm gonna get dad a good meal treat for daddy's day.

29042008, minho oppa left us.
29052008, he left us for 1month.
it took me 3days to accept the fact he's gone forever.
now oppa lives in heaven, a better place for him.

i miss seconday school days.
had a secondary school friends conference yesterday night.
brought back alot of good memories.
i missed those old days. crapping around in class while teacher is teaching.
laughing at some lame cold jokes.
at least, it's lots more stress-free in secondary school then in polytechnic.?
no projects, no presentations only common tests, end year examinations and major examinations.
secondary school life just so amazing right.
i missed every single one of you.. BADLY

ciaos.
i'm very tired.
dead corpse.
ignoring oop homework



//*開始不懂愛　到現在才明白　戀愛中的人都像個小孩

thanks for everyone's concern today.
i'm okay and fine already.
everything is settled.
i won't be disappearing from earth/school anymore.
thanks wenn for the accompany today. =))
thanks aud for telling the lecturer to excuse us when we went to the clinic.
thanks every single ones that ask me not to cry.

went to apply for my PDL today.
booked my final theory test as well as the practical lesson.
costing me SGD200+ today.
have my first practical lesson this coming friday.
rest will be in July. no slot at all. pathetic.
too many people booking for automatic cars slot. i'm leave with nothing. =((

doomsday in 2012..
truth?craps?
whatever.
at least i've gotten a driving liscence and a diploma.
but what, i haven't get married yet LOL

nothing is happier then a PASSED .
having retaking three times, failing twice, i finally passed it after going for 2 theory lessons and booking 2 theory trial testes.
all this helps right, especially for a dummy like me =))

presentation was fine today.
everyone dress up smartly, with some formally. that doesn't actually matters.
school like normal as usual.
database test today, was okay with it.
nyp admin office called me up, with the reason that they haven't receive my medical report.
i was so freaky angry upon hearing this.
i told them the clinic says they'll send it over.
and they insist that they didn't receive it, and ask me to get down to the clinic and ask them why isn't my report sent.
i was so pissed off and just spoit my entire mood.
really extremely PISSED.
so went down to the clinic after the test, but it was CLOSED..
so mom told me to call them up tomorrow morning and ask them WHY is that so.

let's just forget about what happened yesterday.
bad things isn't supposed to be remembered.

i'm nervous.
i'm panic.
i'm so freak up about tomorrow presentation sharing.
i can't talk, i can't present.
i should just pray to god for everything to be fine and smoothly done right.
i'm not a religious person, count that out.
out with sis, sharon and crystal.
ate at cafe cartel.
bringing daddy there for fathers' day treat.
went Singapore Flyer there first.
it's tempting me to go and have a ride.
but i'll sure freak out over the height. only the base and the top is covered. rest of them are transparent.
means what? you can see how high you're currently at.
NO LIKES.. but i think it's worth giving a challenge to myself against heights right.

is the world really coming to an end.?
if so, i should really live my life to the fullest.
does whatever stuffs i wanted to do before the world ended.
before regrets comes. =))
best of life.? to be in love. =D


October Babies :-
OCTOBER : Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

went out with rui to study today.
later while received junye sms to study database.
ended up was cancelled.
then went chinatown point to collect my items from shinhwa changjo.
ended up studying with her at chinatown point.
went vivo city after that to search for some korean books.
and went back to hougang.
spend quite alot today. just on bus concession cost me 52bucks. wtf

ciao.
need to rush for scripts.

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is kihyunie being forced to left the group?
or he left the group because he thinks he's dragging the group?
no one knows what he's thinking inside his brain.
i really don't know how to continue giving support to battle when kihyunie is already out of the group.
i bought their 2 singles, with 6 members. having the name "2nd generation of shinhwa"
be it what.. battle to me equals 6 members ..
KIHYUN, CHRIS, HWICHAN, TAEHWA, RYU AND LIO.
even kihyunie left, he'll still be a member of battle, at least to me.

not in mood.
for those friends that are with me just now.
i'm sorry. and don't feel guilty.
at least this let me know i don't suit such places.

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kihyunie left battle.
it'll never be the battle i use to know.
i'll still support battle, and kihyun in any fields he's going to.
and never call battle the 2nd generation of shinhwa.

school like normal.
ended rather early then expected.
COS was our last lesson of the day, supposing to be ending at 3pm.
yet it ended at 130pm. our lesson is at 1pm, and we step in 30minutes, did some stupid worksheet that hold 10% of our grades(i suppose so) and walked out.
actually, we're discussing and copying.
we planned to go chomp chomp for our stingray dinner.
but was too early, and we ended up going AMK for Kpool.
pool till 4+ and set off to chomp chomp.
we rotated. so seet, steph, wilson and junye took louis car and me, wenn, aud and yap took bus.
we'd a great meal in chomp chomp. a table filled with food.
thanks for the rest to accompany me for the stingray meal.
i was craving for it, and gotten 8 friends to eat with me.. GOOD LA
louis is bad enough to actually MMS our food to lam. LOL
had some sort of rest at the garden, and soon later it rains..
miraclely and finally it rains after so many days of HEAT...
seet, steph and aud took bus home.
louis send wenn, yap, junye and wilson to YCK station..
and i'm always the last he send. =)) thanks lah.. didn't torture me. haha

i'm off to complete that 2 java assignments.
before that.
uploading photos..
ciaos



tuesday.. while waiting for CM lecture

with tiff, look at that wenn behind.

with wenn, disheng and junye

nice pose disheng!

thursday .. at KPool

with wenn.

with steph..

with steph, seet and wenn



thursday again.. at chomp chomp


FOOD... STINGRAY, the main of today.

soon.. the plates are EMPTY.!

group photo. it's a nice photo, just too bad that half of junye head got block by that damn stupid pillar.

nice pose. =))

wasn't in the mood for updates.
went kpool today.
chomp chomp tomorrow.
mom is says i kept on going out, freak off i'm going to school and home late.
this is the life please.
sad news from sis.
sinlay's dad passed away.
i don't know what to say.
human life is unpredictable.
and.
is the world coming to an end.?
natural disaster after one another.
earthquakes, floods.. kills one life after another.
especially the earthquakes in china.
kill so many innocent young lifes.
parent lost their only kid, kid lost their parents and become orphans. this is upsetting.

i'm not emo-ing.
i'm just stating facts.

more much to update.
went gym today after school with tiff, wenn, ahlam, ahyap, disheng and junye.
did some running, damn tired.
then went pool with louis, wilson and junye. seet join in later.
play from 7pm till 10pm.
thanks louis for the ride home.
1 test and 1 quiz tomorrow.
database and computing mathematics.
i'm off to study.
and thanks junye for the otah. =)) nice, but cold already la
update the photos taken today next time.

attempted communication skills eAssessment again.
i passed the 2nd attempt, but result was worst then 1st attempt.
10 out of 20, how great can my comm skills be.
실어요.실어요.실어요.!!!!!

went out with dad and mom today.
went temple first, and went AMK hub for lunch.

i've nothing else to blog on.
i'm VERY tired.
school tomorrow.
driving special lesson tomorrow too.
i'm so packed..!!!

some good news.
Battle official homepage is update.
and that shows that battle is coming back soon with their full length album.
really can't wait to see their comeback,
they've been away for like countless months,
saying to be back after 8months of suspension. they're really coming back..
another.
Wonder Girls is making their comeback soon too.
YOOBIN.....
SM is crazy.
debuting a new boy group, consisting of 5 young boys.
youngest of age 14, and eldest of age 19.
i eyed on one of them.. minho, and he's only 17..
mixture of big bang and ft island. what a saying right.
anyway, i'm quite looking forward for their debuting.
SJ and SNSD are in US now.
i saw the hollywood bowl concert photo.
angel eeteuk is back with his angel wings, and dorky taeyeon looks beautiful.

8th korean lesson today.

나의 친구를, 너무 고맙워요, 사랑해요.
나 정말 행복해다.

i think i'm clearing my camera photos,
buying a new cute pounch for it.
and i'll bring it to school.
to capture all happening in school. =))

葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。

//*爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要

peeps.
don't add tvxq-fullhouse_eunjung @ hotmail.com to your friendster account.
i remembered i did open that friendster account, but initially i forgotten my password.
so no use adding me. i can't log in to accept too.
and i don't play friendster anymore.
so don't bother to add me. it's useless ...
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im home.
driving theory lesson later.
blogging at my living room.
look forward for next week exercise and maybe pool-ing too.
next sem gonna bring stupid laptop to school. and this gonna kills.
i've 1week and 2days left to prepare myself for the upcoming presentation.
and.. i actually know how to write java scripting code. how amazing.
update more when i'm home from driving lesson later.

i'm back home again, from my theory lesson.
lesson was fine, i was somehow late because when i walk in, the instructor had actually started talking.
the instructor look rather fierce, by look but actually he's quite entertaining.
saturday tomorrow, and trust me i WANNA get a good rest.
pack up my room, tidy up my wardrode and shelf.
i guess i'm catching cold somehow, i kept on squeezing. maybe someone miss me too much. a joke.
getting some nap after bathing and dinning.
wake up and rush those undone homework, revise some modules and sort out the presentation scripts or whatever thing.
seriously now i understand how sis felt, i truely understand.
i shouldn't have blame her for being too busy over her projects, presentations and studies and asked her to hang out with me.
SORRY lahs... i understand it now.
maybe i should just go for jogging in school every twice a week.
to keep myself healthy, since i've found exercise partner. hhahs.
i think i've nothing more to post.
i need some REST !

okay lastly.
i love the lyrics by some chance.
期待 期待你發現我的愛
無所不在 我自然而然的關懷
妳的存在 心靈感應的方向
我一眼就看出來
是因為愛
我猜 你早已發現我的愛
繞幾個彎 越靠近越明白
不要走開
幸福的開始 就是放手去愛

fun day in school arhs.
and this uncle told me "nanyang is near but it's not a good school..."
wtf.

blogging in school with wendy.

school like usual...

DSP Entertainment proudly presents us A'ST1

one picture shows everything.
it even win over thousand of words i've typed.
still feeling the same. down, unhappy, emo -
trying to stay happy. i'm trying.
my <3 isn't feeling any better. sour sour feeling.
can anyone please tell me what's that all about.

mission failed today.

common topic.
i don't like it. I DON'T!

driving lesson starting off next week.
it's another busy week for me.
i've to pass my theory test.

我跟你說 一個人 其實也沒有什麼不好
to be updated again

i don't know why, but just feel like getting this random post separated from the previous one.
seriously, i've no idea why am i feeling that emo recently.
it'd been three days.
i'm trying to stay happy, trying to smile but i can't.
i thought no one can see that i'm behaving in such a abnormal way.
but i'm absolutely wrong.
i said i'm absolutely, prefectly fine, it's all lies. i'm not fine.
don't ask me why. i don't know why.
it's not that i don't want to share out what's happening to me.
i really have no idea where is the problem lying.
maybe i've keep too much things inside. and it's overflowing.
constant headache is really annoying me. unbearable.
you know what.
i just feel like giving myself a good crying session,
perhaps i'll feel better. and i guess i'll.
anyway junye thanks. =))
i'll try to be happy soon, i hope i can.
really sorry friends/classmates.
i didn't mean to be emo or ignore you guys.
i really can't help it.

school like normal.

原來…心疼是這種感覺

나는 이런여자에요

i'm home .
didn't take my meal today.
thursday blues.
camwhore-ing while waiting for COS lecture to come for lab lesson.
took lots of pictures.
disheng and louis playing with my phone.
and now my phone is filled with disheng's face.
trust me, i'm going to post his face up on my blog.
promote him ma.

posting up the photos later.
quite emo today,
don't ask me why.
i don't know either.
school is fine.

i'm off to study ...
movie with sister tomorrow.
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emo-ing .. ah lam took this

oops! ah lam caught us photo-ing

junye trying to run off my camera. why are you hiding man.

caught tiffany & disheng photo-ing.

with disheng. his solo picture save it for next time.

with wendy .

and this is how i pass my poly life ....

school and everything like normal.
extra CM lecture today.
5 classes in 1 lecture hall .
one word ... "NOISY".
who the hell can study in such a noisy environment.
was trying to stay focus and concentrate, but hell noise just break my focus and concentration off.
lecture call off a day at 4plus ..
wendy, ah lam and audrey are rushing for time, thus went off first.
was with them at first and realise i wasn't rushing for time, and went back to find tiffany.
walk off with tiffany,ah yap, junye and disheng to mrt station.
and thanks disheng =))
accompany me wait for bus .. less then 10minutes ..
friday friday.
catching movie with sister before she gets to collect the cookie stuffs.
so long didn't watch movie with her.
saturday.
study day with sisters.
stressing please.
and rui, take care please.
drink more water, see the doctor if you're really unwell.
and eventually i forget what i wanted to post.

driving lessons starting off next week.
it's gonna be a busy week for me.
constant headache is hitting me again.
unbearable.
stupid weather, unnecessary stress, insufficient sleep/rest.
really cannot take it.
as if my head is exploding anytime from now.

i was certainly annoyed by some sms-es ..
if you happen to see this. i'm very sorry .
but i'm really being annoyed and disturbed by your constant sms-es .
i know you mean no harm and it's just concern ..
thanks for it, i take it seriously to heart. but it's just getting me more pissed upon it . sorry -

weather freaking cold today please .
i'm shivering entering the lecture hall .
i nearly fell asleep during COS lecture today ..
a nice weather to fall asleep ...
break after that and ate some "not so nice" chicken rice ..
i'm a big chicken rice freak, but that doesn't taste nice at all. maybe to me only ..
i've high expectation on chicken rice ... and i mean the rice only, i don't take chicken meat somehow.
south canteen isn't the environment that i'll stay long .
just freak me out with the cleaniness ..
then we've our Comm Skill ICA ...
watching some really boring video and applies the stuffs we learn on it .
seriously bored .. and the video is so not up to sense ..
so handed in the assignment/test with some not to sense answers ...
then we went for our CM lecture ..
constantly went off to toilet..
and the weather is cold .. raining ..!

and now i'm home !!
tomorrow .... extra CM lecture ..
boring, but i won't want to miss it ...

and finally now i know ...
the first class doesn't mean they're the best ..
they're just freaking noisy ..
and all of the sudden i felt that MIT0803 is so quiet ..
i thought we're always very noisy and chatty ..
but nope, i'm wrong .. 01 & 02 is even more noisy and chatty then us ...
we're good student lorhs .. =))
and junye said i wore the right tee today .. "little miss chatterbox" ..
knew why.? because he said i'm very chatty ... wth
nevermind, i admit it. brighten up polytechnic life please . - haha ..

i'm still struggling to continue to immediate korean class after basic korean anot ..
seriously .. i just want to get my korean language foundation good ..
maybe i've the foundation already but i just want it to be better .
able to communicate with koreans using korean instead of english ..
able to watch korean variety show or drama without subtitles ..
able to read korean entertainment news without translation ..
able to understand what this particular korean song lyrics means ..
able to write letter in prefect korean ..
maybe i don't have any problem upon writing or reading now ..
but i really don't, still can't understand korean news well enough, still can't watch drama without subtitles ..
i can only understand few words and just make random guess .
this is not what i want ..
but my schedule doesn't allow me to do so ....
HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy 19th anniversary to my dearest daddy and mommy ...
love you both always ...

school is "horrible" today .
was "bomb" with 2 miserable EL presentation ..
one in week 7 and the other due on June 30th ..
miserable ..!
i finally, or should i say somehow understand what the heck database is all about .
more hands on practise ...
thanks to disheng & louis's help .. =))
saw senior just now ..
he's like "if i never say hi to you, you wouldn't see me right.."
i did saw you when i was walking up the stairs .. ^^

i need to get my eyes some "good things" right ..
i enjoy poly life .. =))

ching was complaining to me again bout that girl ..
she's never letting ching have some peace in office ..
com'on, can't you see ching is having a baby ..
can't you just let her have some peace day, and stop making her angry !!
and funny ..
how can you ask her to talk to you in english when you flung your english in school
biggest joke of the day for me by ching ..

친구, 당신이 몇 일 이 동안에 준 관심사를 위한 많게 감사..
나는 심혼에 정말 모든 관심사를 가지고 간다. 당신을 감사하십시오..
그리고 이 남자에 .. 공예 학교에서 나의 것의 친구 그리고 동급생..
저 죽음에 두집히고 아니도록 그리고 저를 위로 갈채를 보내 않도록 요구를 위한 감사합니다 ..
또는 무엇지 나 조차 그것이라고 정말 행해진 당신을 모른다. 아직도 감사 ...
저의 주위에 당신이 있는 것이 진짜로 좋다. 좋은 친구 ...
나는 더 이상 슬프지 않을 것이다! 그리고 나는 생활 가득 차있는 매일에 살기 위하여 려고 하고 있다

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sorry -
and thank you =))

let's live in the memory of minsoo oppa ...

Monday Kiz- 이런남자 (Weak Man) @ I-Concert 06


[윤도현의 러브레터] Monday Kiz - Bye bye bye perf

-i said i won't cry again .. and i meant it ...
oppa never left, he lives inside our heart ... -

6th korean lesson today ...
was late for my lesson .. mianhaeda sunsaengnim .. =((
fun lesson like usual ... chohahae ..

first month in NYP tomorrow ..
more months to come ...
tired tired ..........
i hope i didn't compile any more homeworks now ...
=))

i didn't tear and break down while watching minsoo oppa funeral video just now ..
just a little aching in my heart ..
i guess i still need somemore time to get over it, to let the aching disappear ..
minsoo oppa will always live deep inside my heart ..
he'll be deeply remembered ..
민수오빠 .. thanks for the wonderful music and voice you gave us .. 고맙다
it'll be missed ..
i already missed it now ...
오빠, 안녕..영원히..
minsoo oppa ... goodbye forever ...

watch 4 episode of 아빠셋 엄마하나...
seriously very nice ..
baby ha seon looks so cute .
너무예뿐다. 너무귀여다

my laptop can finally read the java script that i've wrote
i gave it a test today and it do works like how it works in the school lab.
extremely joyful please .
i done my first photoshop wallpaper today .
for my laptop .
time being it's big bang .
soon, when i've the time. i'll make a eeteuk and super junior ones .





and im proud of this .
my mrTOP is holding my name ...

and very fine .. dickson thought that my mrTOP is edison chen from my display pic.
no likes please ...



my BIG BANG wallpaper ..

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY ..
end school at 1pm,
met jiaqi up at orchard for shopping .
bought 2 shirt from fareast .
then went mise with her.
bought 1 minhwan nametag there .
i wanted to get TOP nametag but there isn't ..

i've gotten over minsoo's death.
and so now i can talk freely about it.
thanks porky for uploading all Monday Kiz's album for me.
you're THANKS ..
that's the only way for me to always keep minsoo remembered.

eventually i forgotten what i wanna post .
fine that's all .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEET !!

나는 잘 이어, 매우 잘 느낀..
나는 모두를 잊는 것을 말하고, 모두를 아래로 시켰다..
더 이상은, 슬픈 더 이상 찢는다..
행복한 체재는 위로 갈채를 보낸다
그가 저희에게서 보고 싶은 무슨인 나는 생각한다
그것은 그것을 아래로 두는 시간 이고 그가 가게 했다
안녕 ! 김민수오빠..
당신은 항상 깊게 기억될 것이다..





HAPPY LABOUR DAY ...
labour day, suppose dad is bringing us out today, since he's not working..
i wanna go buy some lady stuffs ...
i doubt i can take any rest today .. since no schooling ..
again i'm compiling homeworks .
and i knew i love compiling homeworks, but it's not a good sign or ways to do so ..
java script errors and OOPP assignment gonna be handed in tomorrow ..
have to get them done by tonight ..
sometimes i do wonder if i've walk into the wrong course ...
seriously i don't understand a single crap from database and hmmm computer organisation ..
database is much more better after lecture, lab is real horrible ..
computer organisation is TOO "abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz" ...
i think i can handle yay.. try harder ..
sis let's go out to study ..!!! i need lots of study and revision ..
one reason : i don't wanna repeat my module. =))

out with jiaqi for shopping tomorrow .....
unnie miss this dongsaeng lah ..!!

CMaths quiz today ..
1 question consisting of 5marks .
i knew i got my final answer WRONG ...
this is !@#%&$**(^(*^&*% ..
fine fine ...
then went to meet yi and rui up for lunch .
and rui accompany me to MOE to collect my Os cert ..
okay fine, my cert wasn't of combined results ..
so ended up it doesn't look nice also ..

some eh professional or whoever is coming over later to help me out with my wireless ..
off now ...
upload pictures tomorrow or so ..

we brighten our poly life by taking photos. =))