very sian lately.. havent been updating for days .. hmm .. yesterday was really a boring day for me .. when school in the morning and do nothing but revision by ourself till the end of the day. . BORED .. today still okae, got chemistry lecture .. but guess what, in the beginning i dont understand what the chem teacher was talking bout, due to her race accent larhs .. but after that finally get to know what does her WIDEBREAK means.. that's what i hear .. it's VIBRATES.. hahahahhas ... the first question she ask me when she saw me is "your friend didnt come with u ?" then i shake my head and she said "then you study harder ok!" then i nod my head . hahahas ... after that got A Maths tutorial .. gosh, u know what .. i've the urge to smash my calculator again .. and also have this thought of giving up .. im losing patience towards it.. but i still gonna hang on to it yay ! i cant imagine myself smashing up calculator when im lost patience .. hahahhahas ....

any good english book to recommend ?? hahahahhahas .... have been walking in and out of popular almost everyday .. when in to buy books, buy storybooks for elson, buy ten years series, guide books for a maths .. hahahhahas ....

tired.... gonna go rest....

listening to : Danson Tang - Zui Ai Hai Shi Ni

change my blog song to Danson song. hahahas .. got to see this MV i think yesterday or the day before on MTV Channel .. very nice song .. he can consider to release album orhs, i'll buy it if he release .. kakakakaks ~ got to know Danson Tang from KO One .. i think if i never watch it i wont know him, and like him of course . hahahhahas ....

going to play maple then do my work ... annyong !!!

second post of today . went K Box today with sis , sing alot of songs . hahas . after that went PS to watch movie ... PROTEGE .. weee. .. Daniel Wu, my darling .. hahahas ... then bought a lot of stuffs from Comic Connection both at PS and Mall .. woahs .. dont know how long didnt step into Comic le larhs .... hahahas .. anyway , stop updating .. someone is disturbing me .. tml going back to Mall Comic to collect my DBSK wooden board ... hahahs .. cost me $7.90 mans .. hahah .. love it .. spend like $30++ today .. my god .. hahahas ..

PROTEGE !! whoo .... see how handsome is my darling Daniel Wu ... kakakaks .. he's soo shuai in the movie ...

tired tired tired ... no more school for the next two days, but school will go on as usual next week .. having to reach school at 7.30am for either lecture or tutorial . and thursday will be a long day for me ... gonna stay till 5.30pm cos of A Maths ... talking bout A Maths, i've my very first A Maths lesson yesterday . at first im damn blur with it .. so many things to know, but slowly can absorb some. but after i got home wanting to try out the question, but head go blank again.. i just dont know how to start off with the question u know . gosh, i was like SHIT MAN ! how to continue with it .. gosh gosh gosh .. i need help .. who can help me out with my A maths ? gimme private tution, guide me along .. aish .. really seriously need this help ...

have maths lesson today .. eh, i can only say it's simple. she start from the most basic in maths .. numbers, frictions all that stuffs, those who learn in sec 1 .. she's doing some recap i think so ... but as she go along, i jus realise actually there're still things that i'll still make mistake .. u know, i make lots of careless mistake in maths .. hahahas ! now i know, no more careless mistake for me ... hahahas ..

anyway, going out later with sis to K BOX. so long didnt go K BOX . but my cough still come and go .. haiss. what to do, dont listen to mommy words and keep drinking cold drinks during new year.. kakakas ... hahahas ... have been buying albums later .. yesterday went to CD RAMA to buy Evan's gaiban version [19+1] .. cool manx .. finally got his album .. then wednesday went Sembawang to buy Mayday [Born to Love] album. with mouse pad, giant poster and 10% discount to their 2007 singapore concert . see, buy 2 albums with so many things . hahas .. next album i'm getting is BoA [Made in Twenty(20)].. and wait for Hyesung 2nd album to be out then order ... must be Korea version i swear .. hahahas ...

nothing more to update ... please, help me with my A Maths ....

listening to : 轉角遇到愛電視原聲帶 - 我可以 (演奏版)(蔡旻佑)

such a tired and boring life . today lecture at 2.30pm .. it's A Maths lecture . till 5.30pm and after that i'll go Mall to get Evan's album . can't wait but wanna get this album soon . just in case he came singapore and i cant get it . is it possible to have such things to happen on him .. hahahahs !! anyway, cos first week don't have tutorial class, so lecture starts late . next week onwards gonna be in school by 7.30am for either lecture or tutorial . that's so tiring. having to travel from Hougang to Yishun bus interchange, and take another bus to my school, even that's just a few stops but is really tiring . but i don't dare to complain larhs . it's the life that i choose, so accept it and tolerate for just another 9months and everything will be over . hahahass .. yesterday i told everyone what happen in school, and also the teacher ask me why i never talk to them that part. then uncle this that i love very much .. he said "tell me teacher that you're here to study and not to social !" .. woahs, if i got the guts to say that, i'll say it .. im not here to make friends but to study okaes. hahahahas ...

off to find Evan's stuffs. check whether he's really coming singapore anot, and leave message on his guestbook .. flood flood flood . flood till he saw and reply my message .. hahahas !!

listening to : Mayday - Tian Shi

just got home from school and finish my korean lunch .. hahahs ~ tired now, feel like sleeping .. kakas ..

wake up at 6am in the morning and went out at 6.45am to go school .. guess what, the lesson starts at 9am, but no one knows bout it and everyone reach at 7.30am . funny right . so we're put into one room and wait till 9am for lesson to start . physics and english lecture today . quite alright, i mean the lesson . cos the class is small, so the teacher can guide everyone. anyway. im super duper lonely in this school .. no friends .. the teacher ask me to talk to them, but i didnt. cos im the kind of person who doesnt know how to talk to peeps, i mean stranger larhs .. not even a HI .. i just don know how to open my mouth to a stranger .. anyway, slowly lorhs .. if got friend then got, if dont have then dont have .. lidart can concentrate better marhs .. i wanna score alot of As arhs .. sis say must score alot of As, so i listen to her .. hahahas .. sis, see i guai marhs ...

i want go eat SEOUL GARDEN .. i wanna go sing K ! but what, my cough havent fully recover .. how go sing K .. hahahs ..

went to buy mayday album after school ... woah woahs ... nice nice nice.. im hook onto Tian Shi this song .. can be heard from my blog arhs ... and they having concert in SG .. just that dont know when larhs .. hahas..

off sending shuping song le. . bye !

went to Loyang just now with mommy and daddy to pray. woahs, lotsa peeps . and i nearly fall down went i get down from the bus . i was wearing heels and i lost my balance and thanks goodness, i didnt fall down . no one seems to help me manx, what kind of singaporean are they. whatever . then went off the AMK to makan, few shops were open, my fave store also didnt open . haiss .. later going to daddy's friend house, can get angbao again. hahas ~

oh , counted my angbao money .. got a total of $284 for the past few days . hahahas !! mommy bank in $230 and left $54 to me to use and she said that's my money for school .. wah biang, i heck care larhs, use this money to buy my stuffs. hahahas !!

anyway, my school starting tomorrow . gonna be boring since im all alone by myself with others that i've never know . hahahs ! anyway , hwaiting eunjung !

yesterday night watch Mayday Tian Shi Wei Ai Er Shen concert . WOAH ! that's really high .. hahas, make me wanna buy their album . yesh and i'll be getting maybe tomorrow after my school.. hahahas ... who wanna accompany me to their concert this year ? cos i saw from tv that buy their album can get their 2007 concert tix with 10% discount worhs .. so yay, if time allow, i'll go yay !! grabbing BoA's Made In Twenty and Evan's album too .. but when is my dear Evan coming arhs .. i saw from forum that he's coming on Feb or March.. most probably march larhs .. hahahs..

off ....!

listening to : Hana Kimi OST - S.H.E - Zen Me Ban

was watching Hana Kimi just now, but stop half way cos realise that it's different from what i saw online . eh, it seems that they cut off some part . that's funny lerhs . so my eyes got problem . it's not the one i saw on youtube, the full episode 1 lerhs.. maybe i should stop watching, and watch for either cable tv to show it or till the full vcd it's out then purchase it . akakaks ~

just now went Bugis with sis, haf lotsa jokes .. haha ~ only sis know what i mean yay !! kakakas ` that's fun . went to buy new bag for my new school . kakakas ~ and bought a new watch . micky mouse, CUTEss.. hahahas !! feel like getting another piercing , but still considering larhs .. hahahahs !!

tomorrow new year eve, wee happy sia . hahahas !!!

wish everyone happy chinese new year !! hahasss

listening to : Goong - Perhaps Love

yesterday didnt take my dinner . was too full after eating my korean lunch . hahahas .. ehh, early in the morning went to school to make payment for it . school starting on next wednesday and i'll be alone studying with other peeps that i never get to know before . they decided to go ite to study, so i cant force them to study private like me, just dont know why they've to make that decision. anyway, i doesnt wanna know bout it . going bugis with yihui on friday, wanna buy my new bag for school. a brand new year with a brand new start in my life . gotto have everything new new new .. i bought a new pencil case with some new pens, and bought a new 10 years series .. more new things are coming up, getting more new 10 years series too .

get my hair cut together . i wanna get my fringe cut like BoA , but i dont think it look alike , but i quite like this lots. hahahas , it's short and nice . hahas .. getting my hair dye later on, and eh wanna get my hair rebond again maybe after new year with those angbao money . hahahahahs ~

yesterday watch Xu Wei Lun 2007 Guang Man concert , it's really touching and the whole concert was really nice . they show 3 songs that Wei Lun had finish recording and those songs are really nice, especially this song call Hao Yan Lei Huai Yan Lei (Good Tears Bad Tears), i like the lyrics alot. i guess she's tearing while recording this song barhs . the last song that they wrote for Wei Lun is nice too, Tian Shi De Chi Bang(The Angel Wings).. nice nice nice .. Wei Lun will be very happy now to have her own concert done.. the most beautiful angel in heaven . i really hope the music company can release that 3 songs for her to let her fan keep, i really like those song ... if i manage to find the MP3, i'll upload to let u guys listen .. ^^

so boring . wake up early in the morning and im setting off the school later to register .. gonna travel like for more then half an hour before i reach there . hahahas ~ anyway, that's a rather not bad school. the teacher there seems to be nice and they motivates u actually. their main aim there is to see u GET OFF from their sight after you finish you Os .. hahahas .. and we've laughter while chatting with them, hahahas ~ anyway, my fee is confirmed to be $240/month for 4 subjects as i'll be taking English, E Maths, Science and extra A Maths. cos the teacher said that i pass my maths and got the basic foundation there, so no harm trying out for A Maths. but really got to work triple hard, cos A Maths isnt that simple from the start. i cant give up half way thru my way .. must work till the end, and get a good grade yay ...

hahahas ~ freaking tired .. school is starting soon after i register . maybe after Chinese New Year .. finally i can get to study .. you know how boring im feeling without study life .. i just dont know why there's peeps out there hated studying, i think studying is fun, but you'll get boring at times but not till hate right . haahas ~ wee .. i'll be studying from Monday to Saturday cos of extra A Maths .. AJA !!!!!!!!!!! less then 20points this time .. and i found out that besides life science course, business course and IT courses are of my interests lerhs . you know i've this dream of having my own business , be it to sell imports stuffs or accessories . cos i love accessories .. hahhas ~ having a dream is better then nothing .. kakakaks ..

i realise results is damn sensetive for me now .. yesterday daddy is joking with my results with my other friends results, and i start crying again saying dont compared mine with them . and what i know they're clever and im damn stupid, stuffs like that . no joke, i really cry .. it's very sad and dishearted to hear this kind of compare stuffs you know, esp from your own parent even i know that daddy is joking with them. but i just cant stand it, have been really being happy but just one compare makes my mood like shit . but im getting fine and better now, cos i know there's still hope for me .. we're the future diamonds, aint we . hahahs

Valentines Day tml, no one ask me out .. sad-able ! hahahas

off to bath, going out soon .. annyong !!!

have been struggling between wanting to appeal or not to appeal . but my final decision is not to appeal . nursing cant be said as my interest , but cant say that im not interested in nursing but i've more choice to make beside nursing .

uncle help me found a cheaper and nearer school for me to study and retake my O's . the school is located at Yishun and the fee is S$200/mnth for 3 subjects . so uncle and peiying jiejie advise me to take E Maths, Science(Phy,Chem) and A Maths . and retake E Maths, English, Humanities(Hist,SS), Science(Phy,Chem) and A Maths . i told em im kind of interested in POA but they advise me to go for A Maths . so try for A Maths barhs .

anyway . dont wanna update already ....

my mood is finally back . but when i talk about my results i'll still feel tears in my eyes . cannot help it larhs . but anyway, my final decision is going for a private school to retake my O's again this year . but still peeps ask me to try for poly . nursing is what i wanna get in. but i really dont know what to do now la. really feeling hopeless . what DAE what JAE . what shit is that . i really got mess up by it .. actually i wanna study myself and retake my O's and meanwhile look for a job, but they fear that later i work until i don't wanna study anymore . so they rather spend money to let me study at private school rather letting me study myself and work as well. DAMN la. can someone please help me with it .. i'm really feeling damn fcuking hopeless larhs ...

anyway, im going to see Show later at J8 .. wee , just cant wait to see him .. hahahas ...

well . life still gonna move on even i didn't manage to qualify for polytechnic right . actually i'm very dishearted when i saw the results . but i should be glab for certain things too . tears still row down when peeps ask me bout it . when daddy got home and i told him about it, yet obviously i cry again . daddy didnt blame me or scold me, but console me larhs . he just say if i wanna retake then retake, if want continue my studies in ite then continue and just ask me dont cry again later uncle come .. hahahas ~ anyway, i feel damn tired now. my eyes is closing sooner or later .. PAIN arhs .. my mouth feel tired too,. dont know why .. hahahas !!

okae . gonna buck up, and continue my brand new life . yay, i should celebrate instead of being sad isnt me ? being sad becos of this result matter, and celebrate because i've finally graduated from secondary school and stepping into a brand new education life isnt it .. alright, i shall have one rule when i'm out with friends. no results to be mention .. hahas .

well, here's my results .
English - C6 (*i thought i would get a D7 or even flung it, miraclely i cleared it. all thanks to Ms Chia, she once said that she see improvement in me, that movitates me. kakas*)
Chinese - A2 (*i want an A1 instead of that . well, nevermind !*)
Mathematics - C6 (*i thought i would cleared it too. miraclely i manage to clear it.)
Combined Science - E8 (*expected actually*)
Combined Humanities - E8 (*expected actually*)
Chinese Oral - Merit (*dishearted man. i want an distinction instead*)

L1B4 - 30 . courses available - all ite higher nitec courses

they told me to go appeal for poly courses since i got a purple env instead of the red one, but i dont know how to. and the chances of being accepted is SLIM SLIM SLIM yay. but since there's a chance, why not i tried it yay!

dont wanna update le.. see ya !!

listening to : Tank - Fei Ni Mo Shu

changing my blog song sooner or later. stay tune to the new song that i'll be updating . !

uhhemm. left less then 48hours before i saw myself crying . seriously speaking i really don't have that CONFIDENT in me abling to score well . peeps say 99% of hardwork and 1% of luck . i think i need more then just 1% of luck now . i think i need million times of luck now . gosh ~ i really don't wish and don't dare to think about the scene tomorrow. how many percent of hardwork did i put in in this O's ? my current mood .. BAD BAD BAD .. TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE . kaos ~ 18 points for it . it's a faraway target for me . but who knows what will happen next right ? i think 30 points is a easy target for me, but where the hell will take you with such a "excellent" result right . damn it ! i'm really in a fcuking bad mood now .

anyway. it's mommy birthday today !!! SAENG IL CHUKA HAEYO OMMA ! hahah ~ daddy is bringing mommy out today . i shall tag myself along to grab some food back home to enjoy hahahhas ....

finally see recovering in my sickness . cough is getting much more better, but still cough while lying down .. kakakakas ~

been very tired everytime after i took that stupid medicine, make me so freaking tired . kakakas ~ downloading more new songs . cantonese song larhs .. twins and vincci chan darhs . ^^

02 days to collecting O's results .
01 days to mommy birthday
11 days to chinese new year

listening to : Elva Hsiao - Ran Hou

news bout GCE 'O' Level results date of releasing is out on news and newspaper . confirmed on 9th Feb 2007, Friday. i think yesterday night news have it cos mommy came out and told me results out on friday, and i told her i knew it since last sunday . then today woke up in the morning and a the news on newspaper too . so peeps take note of it kaes .

was coughing like mad yesterday night . the chinese medicine dont seems to work on me, i dont see any recovering in me ? i only see that my sickness is still the same. so granny told daddy to bring me to see my family doctor . ive been going to this doctor since young kakakakas ~ just took the medicine . hopefully i see recovering arhs .. if not i really feel so tired with it, have been very moodless due to this stupid cough. cant concentrate nehs. every night i'll sleep at 1am, but cos of it, i cannot tahan till 11pm sia ! kakkaas ~

NIGHTMARE! ive nightmare ever since i got to know bout the date of releasing result . every night i close my eyes, the scene of me getting back poor results will just flash thru my mind. it's exactly what i've went thru when the days of getting back Ns results is near. gosh ~ no school, no exams, no rules but i still feel stress due to results . imagine myself getting really bad results. ive been imagine it everyday, how should i handle it and how should i walk thru it ! face it man, accept the fact, that's what i keep on telling myself. hopefully i can really face it and accept it yay ! hahahas ...

someone miss call me THREE time today. i dont know who the hell is this fellow who actually miss call me so many time. who the hell will call me in 9plus in the morning when i just got up from my bed . funny sia, and i sms this person but no reply from this fellow . actually wanna call this fellow, but due to my bad cough, the voice seems to be bad at times, so rather dont call. let it be ! hahahas~

oh ya, i remember what i wanna say ! today is YUNHO oppa 21th birthday !! SAENG IL CHUKA HAMNIDA OPPA ! wish you all the best , of course, take great care of your health and take your meal regularly !!! and also, it's Wei Xian's 19th birthday too .. Happy Birthday arhs .. send message to him already . i'm too poor to get him a gift or treat him a meal yay .. ahahahas. iyahs, he wont mind one larhs .. know him for so long le.. doesnt matter larhs .. kakakakaks ~ oh ya, hope Yumi have successfully pass my letter to DBSK !! she went Korea few days ago and ask me whether i've anything to pass to any korean star, so she ask me to write letter to them. and i wrote letter to DBSK, Shinhwa and Battle. DBSK got the longest cos i've too many things to tell them. but something u just simply cant express thru words marhs . i did mention bout hoping them to come singapore soon. hope they really see my letter .. sincerely thanks to Yumi. anyway, got to know her thru LUG FC and met her once when i went to collect LUG single from her . akakas ~!!

anyway, finally got music on my bloggie. feel so lively with it ! i'll be changing song every week, posting up new release album song or my fave song ! hahahas. hope u guys enjoy kakas

off now. im too tired to do more entry. off to gaming !!

03 days to collecting results .. nervous but face it and accept it !!!!

02 days to mommy's birthday ! and 08 days to bro's birthdya ! 12 days to CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

still having bad cough ! cough till there's pain in my chest !! hopefully this bad cough can recover before new year .. hais !

got myself a new skin . and it look so familiar to me, i somehow see it in someone's blog before, but i forgotten who isit . anyway, who cares ! kaakas ..

finally got song for my bloggie. Dai Yan Ren from Elva Hsiao new album 1087.. haha .. enjoy this song, it's my fave song ..

yesterday went to Kovan with family, then reach home at round 9pm and watch 2nd half of the Asean Championship. but it's kind of bored so went in to watch Superstar grand final . suddenly heard very loud "GOAL !" from neighbourhood block and then know that Singapore got a goal. well ! kind of happy for em ! hahha~ congrats to the lions for winning the ASEAN Championship ! and also congrats Daren Tan for winning the Superstar !! im hoping Diya to win even at first i said to hope Daren win. but ya ! i think Diya did really very great yesterday ! nevermind, she's still the female winner yay !

off to buy lunch !

*cough cough*

oh ya ! not to forget ! tomorrow 6th is Yunho oppa 21th birthday and Wei Xian's 19th birthday. this fellow ! said he'll treat me a meal as my bdae gift till now still havent treat ! biang ~~

GCE 'O' LEVEL RESULTS OUT ON THIS FRIDAY (9TH FEB 2007)
for more information . you may take a look at this webby

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/060206/5/singapore191854.html

*cough coughs* still sick .. haven't recover . went to see doctor today . hais . ~

had been worrying and worrying for this past few days . results is either out tomorrow or friday . i think so ! but still haven't heard of any news bout it . that's why i'm so worry ! worrying about how "good" i achieve . tissue is a MUST to bring alot . whether good or bad i'll still cry . kaos. don't say about it . saw from pauline's pmed that it'll be out on friday noon . don't know true anot. just stay tune to the news and we'll know it . *worry worry*

things to get :-
* nail polish remover
* make-up remover
* nail polish from Missha/The Face Shop
* crystal diamond for nails
* hair dye(*mommy sponser*)
* perm hair(*still under consideration*)

anyway .. ALL THE BEST PALS !!

my cough and sore thoart had not recover yet .. *cough cough cough* .. haiss..

yesterday had a nightmare .. history is repeating .. i dreamt that i flung my Os .. gosh ! it's just like what happen when im soon to get Ns results, i dreamt i flung it .. exactly the same thing happen .. in my dream, i flung my Science and my Maths paper 1 .. gosh ! and also i dream that i took Os 2 times .. AHHHH ....

very tired ... had been sleeping late everyday . taking some rest. annyong 1

SICK ! but didnt see doctor . hais, so tired . sometimes my voice is alright, sometime it's not. keep coughing all the time. sians ~

the window media player 11 ! very nice horhs .. hahaha

this is a HARP ! nice right. very big also ! hahaha

listening to : Tank - Zui Hou De Wei Xiao

SICK !!!!!!!! down with cough and sore thoart .. i also dont know how i got myself sick . i just realise i lost my voice when i woke up, but slowly got my voice back after i finish my breakfast and coffee .. now the pain is irritating me .. kaos ..

yesterday watch Show Biz and Entertainment News, their starting is all on Hsu Wei Lun, memories of her . it's really sad to see that . you know, it hurts . even thot im not a fan of her, but i've seen her show, watch her news .. so upon hearing the news that she'd left, besides sad and hurting , i really dont know what to say . REST IN PEACE , WEI LUN !! may you stay happy in heaven . you'll be the most beautiful and happy angel on heaven . will miss your sweet smile . if you have anything that you wanna say to her, be it her fans or not her fans, you can visit her blog and leave your wishes to her . i havent done so yet, but will do it today.

CHAIN MESSAGES !! i hate recieving chain messages, yet there's still peeps sending me that .. kaos .. angry kaes .. haha ... yesterday recieve a chain messages on Hsu Wei Lun death . you know, i've been quite upset bout it yet i still got that message . hahahas .. not blaming anyone, but delete that sms away .. hahahahahs .... anyway, best wishes to hsu wei lun ....