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Sihui
October 4th, 1989.
Twenty.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
SIT(ICT) - MIT 0803.
10 & 4 are favourite.
♥ 3rd December 2008.
♥ silly darling Marcus.
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30 Sept 2006 @ 02:40
im a naughty ger .. i download TVfXQ 3rd album le .. cant wait to listen to it .. i only can say that it's FANTASTIC .. so nice .. i cant wait to get the album ... hahahs ~ some pics of them from their 3rd album ...
 their new style .. (clockwise) Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Choikang Changmin, Uknow Yunho, Youngwoong Jaejoong .. basically i dislike Jaejoong hair alot ... ! and love Junsu and Yunho's hair alot .. no comment larhs .. *faints* 
Youngwoong Jaejoong .. he look okaes in this pic .. but i still dont like his hair larhs ... feel like dipping his hair into black paint ...  Xiah Junsu .. he looks great in this hair right ?? but he's too skinny larhs .. Wanjun didnt feed him well .. dont ill-treat him lerhs .. hahahas ~
Choikang Changmin .. how does he look ? mature right .. so shuai .. but im shock by his hair in 'O' MV .. haisss ~ 
Micky Yoochun .. so shuai .. no wonder Melt love him soo much ... hahahas ~ this pic specially for Melt ... hahahahhahahahahs ~ 
Uknow Yunho .. look so sleepy .. cool right ? smile please oppa !! hahas ~
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29 Sept 2006 @ 08:08
listening to : Shin Hye Sung - Tteonajima
got back physics result today ... heart break !! i flung it !! very cham .. just dont know why !! f. it ! den was sms-ing with melt, got caught by physics cum form teacher .. got nag by her lorhs .. "kao shi you kao bu hao .. correction you mei you cao .. yi hou yao zou shen me .. " that what she said .. I REMEMBER CLEARLY .. EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE, EVERY SINGLE WORDS !! my future is my own business .. doesnt need you to be concern of ! my mood all got spoilt by HER ! damn it .. f. it .. knn it .. *sorry, but just lemme vent my anger .. kamsahaeyo !* i've NOT been smiling after i got my physics results .. cry ? yes i did, but i wipe it off .. whole heart sinks when i saw that f. lousy result .. i've NEVER pass my physics after i got to Sec 5 .. just dont know im STUPID or the theory is so F. HARD !! i only pass in those class test , but not EXAMINATION !!! just dont know what happened to me ... i shouldnt continue sec 5 since i've such a f. lousy results .. I'LL GOTTO WORK DUPER HARD .. to clear my PHYSICS IN O's ..
got back my english result too .. i flung by 1 mark , but im happy with it already .. you guys know why not .. cos i've been failing my EL ever i continue sec 5 .. i didnt pass before ... even i flung , but i know that i've improve in my english .. and i've really big improvement in my Paper 1 .. i didnt flung my paper 1 but flung paper 2 .. isnt that something that i should be happy off ?? being able to write in proper english .. and ms chia said that if the language in the paper 1 section 2 "ficture article" can score more then 12 marks , means that you can write essay in proper english .. and you know what .. i scored 13 !!! and that means i can write in proper essay .. encouragement for me !!! and this prelim paper is rather a HARD paper .. and miraclely, i can get 49 for it but not getting 49 for simple paper .. hahas ~ i believe this can greatly help me in my O's .. gain more confident in clearing EL !! EUNJUNG, AJA !!!!!!
anyway , today is my dear MELT's 18th birthday !!! woke up in 12 midnight to send her my bdae greeting for her .. but wonder am i the first to greet her .. hahaha !! but anyway ... DEAR, SAENG IL CHUKA HAEYO !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! *MUACKSSS* remember im always ur HERO !! hahahahas !!!
tml going town to collect my SHINHWA HISTORY BOOK !!! looking forward for it .. dont wanna update le ... gonna finish up the tons of work i've .. in order to clear my O's , i've to DO and DO and DO !! PRACTISE and PRACTISE and PRACTISE !! AJA !!!!!
06 days before mrsSHIN_ turns 17 !!!
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27 Sept 2006 @ 08:29
listening to : Fahrenheit - Qing Zai Wo Hou Hui Zhi Qian Li Kai Wo
got back science practical prelims result .. fail ! by 4 marks .. expected .. since it's so difficult .. got back maths prelims result too .. fail ! fail till very cham !! realise alot of careless and stupid mistake .. doing that the f. some old time .. just dont know why i cant stop doing it ! it's so idiotic .. i improve in my english , yet my other results are going downwards .. WTH !! it's prelims overall .. a paper you can throw away after getting it .. just wanna let you know where you're standing .. at the top of the mountain, bottom of the mountain or middle of the mountain .. for me , im still crawling slowly up the mountain .. i still haf a f. long way to get to the top .. and maybe when i reach the top, i can prepare myself to sit for Os .. whatever .. too many things happened in Sept .. especially SHINHWA , affect alot on me .. am i giving xcuses for slacking .. nope, they do affect me a lil bit !!! whatever .. BUCK UP BUCK UP !!! nothing to do but BUCK UP !!! for the polytechnic's courses i want .. i need to really BUCK UP !! SINGAPORE POLY !! OPTOMETRY !!!!! it's not a easy course to get in ... haisss ~
so sian ... mrNIL ! haiss .. no one believe that i've put him down .. especially lay lay .. she thinks that im lying .. but im NOT ! i've really put him down .. no more feeling .. but i admit im still concern bout him .. what happened to him all that ! there's still concern but not feeling ... i told the buddy of mrNIL , but he dont believe too .. ask me why no feeling or what happen all that .. i didnt hear carefully what he's saying .. you know why ? cos someone is tapping my shoulder .. trying to fool ME !!! this person ! OMG , how old is he , trying to fool me , by tapping on my right shoulder and run to my left side .. HEY ! im not 3 years old kid .. i've being fool multi times , and this time im clever ! haha .. and please , you're smiling to me , of course you're the one doing that to me larhs .. OMG ~ mrNIL walk pass me when im going home .. catching up with his buddy then .. looking at his back view .. hais ~ asking myself why would i fall for him ?? i really dont know lerhs ...
oh ya .. is Wan Jun unnie's birthday today !! my dearest senior and dearest boss .. fierce at times but she's really very friendly ... SAENG IL CHUKA HAMNIDA UNNIE !!! SARANGHAE !!!
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i like this song alot ...
飛輪海 - 夏雪
你給的愛帶著溫度 / 尤其擁抱時最清楚
心跳傳來的起伏 / 像一顆跳動的暖爐
手放進口袋的溫度 / 融化了走過的路途
冰天雪地的國度 / 能抱著你就很滿足
#誰都知道氣候會變 / 更別說諾言
你的冬衣還留在我窗前
*你的世界已經準時晴天 / 遠方的我在夏天看雪
我的孤獨慢慢凍結 / 在沒有你的夜
給我的愛已經過了期限 / 而我的心在夏天下雪
明明寒冬已經很遠 / 我還是無法 / 結束這冬眠*
我的世界亂了季節 / 赤道居然會飄著雪
熱帶雨林的原野 / 看起來白茫茫一片
回憶在我心中積雪 / 連日出也無法融解
應該流汗的夏天 / 可是卻一直流眼淚
Repeat #
Repeat *
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26 Sept 2006 @ 10:51
 DBSK "fighting spirit of dong bang" unofficial poster from COOLZONE .. yi bought that for my bdae gift .. i love it soooo much ... thanks !! muacks to u ! nothing is more percious then this poster .. why ? cos it's my fave idol !!
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@ 10:45
 jaejoong(left) on his KL concert performance .. junsu(right) on press conference ... bought from COOLZONE .. 1buck each !
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@ 10:30
i love all my dears and darlings .. hahaha !! thanks VAN !! i love you soooo much .. for helping me to make HYESUNG's banner .. love it man ! so wonderful so beautiful ... ahhhh !!!
went to town with ros and yi .. went PS to eat pasta .. and yi bought a seashell necklace .. like the anklet @ 4bucks .. but didnt buy .. must buy it nxt time .. haha .. went to THE FACE SHOP .. ya, KWON SANG WOO oppa .. haha ! bought nail polish .. haha .. my fave isnt it ? then move on the Singapore Shopping Centre to Coolzone .. finally found the place .. step in .. and saw alot of 5566 stuffs ... yi bought my a DBSK "fighting spirit of dong bang" unofficial posters .. she like that poster alot too .. isnt it ? so bought it for me as my bdae gift .. love it alot man ! DBSK !! not deciding to paste it on my wall , partly becos no place , secondly is becos wanna keep it as collection .. rather displaying out and get spoil. . haha .. thanks alot unnie !! hahas ~ then bought 2 DBSK pics from their KL concert .. one Junsu at the conference and one Jaejoong during the concert performance .. like the one on Jaejoong at the conference , but some peeps buy it away .. so cannot buy lorhs ... reserved the SHINHWA HISTORY BOOK there .. 35.90bucks .. that's my bdae gift from aunt .. claiming it on saturday !! hahas ~ so happy today man ! den went to Ceni .. went up to MISE .. woah .. lots of DBSK stuffs .. *faints* but didnt buy it .. cos currently announced BROKE .. but will grab the stuffs there ASAP yay !! ros bought a bag .. v. nice !! i like it alot too .. hahahas ~
iPod "troublesome" is getting me problem again .. when im trying to play LUG's songs .. it got JAMed there .. it really hated LUG .. but i love them .. how .. haha .... charging the battery ASAP !! sickening stuffs ...
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25 Sept 2006 @ 08:05
daddy bought my a 3G phone today .. as my birthday gift .. he bought at round 300bucks at AMK .. he's asking uncle to help me get to 512MB MMC .. hahas ~ a black Nokia 6280 phone .. kind of happy , but the sound isnt that good .. too soft larhs ... daddy ask me not to regret .. but i still take that phone .. first time , he's soo serious into wanting to get a new phone for me .. more , still a 3G phone .. what a nice daddy i've got ..
10days to my bdae .. and im turning 17 !!! hahahas ~ happy happy .. counting now too ... helping MELT dear to count down for her bdae .. hahahas ~ still got 10 daes to it and i've already recieved 3 present from my family member ... an iPod from mommy , 3G phone from daddy and a perfume from uncle .. first time getting present that are so expensive .. ahha ! happy happy ! actually aunt wanna buy me the TAKA diamond star earring , but she cant find the one she has now .. so i ask her to change it to Shinhwa album .. hahah ! if not i'll get another xpensive gift .. whoOoo !!
so tired !! wanna watch goong tonight !! whoOo Ooo
oh .. yesterday is LUG's KANG HO oppa's birthday !! hahahahas ~ im falling in love with him .. he's sooo cute !! no, i should say, im liking LUG's more and more !! whoOoo ~ KANGHO oppa and WOOJONG oppa !!!
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24 Sept 2006 @ 07:15
 Kim Jung Hoon ( Prince Lee Yul ) .. OMG ! look how cute is our Prince Lee Yul .. trying to act cute .. yet he's already so cute .. haha !! Prince Charming arhs .. like him so much !!
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@ 07:12
 Yoon Eun Hye (Shin ChaeKyung) and Joo Ji Hoon (Lee Shin) ... i think they really look like real couple .. hahas ~
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@ 07:09
 Shin and ChaeKyung .. what a sweet couple !
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@ 07:07
 Shin and ChaeKyung ...
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@ 06:37
listening to : TVfXQ - Rising Sun recently back to my GOONG VCD again .. watching Part 2 now .. hmm progressing quite well.. hopefully can finish the whole part 2 by next week .. hope so larhs .. i cant stop watching it ever since i started watching it .. HOOKED on it !! especially seeing Chae Kyung and Shin together .. haha !! did i say i use to dislike Shin alot .. he's so arrogant .. but now , im soo IN LOVE with him ... he's sooo COOL !! hahaha .. haha ~ i still like Yul more yay !! so shuai !! hahahahahahah .. did i mention before GOONG SERIES 2 is gonna be film soon ?? actually , im looking forward for the series 2 .. but ! after i get to know that the original cast wont be acting again .. suddenly dont feel like watching ... Kim Jung Hoon, Joo Ji Hoon, Yoon Eun Hye all not gonna act again .. a new cast will be acting then ... what for ! i love the original cast marhs ... and the story ... what Yul and Shin both gave up the throne , den find there's another fellow outside the palace that has blood relation with the imperial family .. then ask him back to be the emperor .. what a weird storyline ... then where did YUL and SHIN and CHAEKYUNG go ?? then what happen to Yul's omma ?? so weird ... hahaha !!! did i mention bout LUG !! join their forum .. LEGEND OF LUG and LUG WORLD (*LUG FANS, JOIN JOIN JOIN !!!*) .. whoOo .. finally get to know who is who le .. WOOJONG, KANGHO, HORAM and EUNJAE !! like WOOJONG , cos he look like Kangta .. but then after i watch Crime MV, got attracted by KANGHO ! their voice are sooo man .. soo deep .. and their song .. download their single .. sooOoo NICE !! not denying .. i've decided to pre-order or even order their album once it's release !!! all thanks to SHINHWA, let me know who is LUG ! haha !!-------------------------------------------------like this song alot of GOONG OST track 5 - 당신은 나는 바보 입니다.(Acoustic ver.)/ Stay난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠이제와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요*당신은 나는 바보입니다 자존심 때문에술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠당신은 나는 바보입니다아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼*그러진 말아요 다시 생각해봐요우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데다시 생각해봐요 후회하실꺼예요내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말미안해요그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요Repeat *그대 없인 나 한순간도 살 수 없어요머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠Repeat *이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요.........-------------------------------------translated lyricstrack 5 - I'm a foolI was a fool. I was a fool. My regrets were too late too. I know that it can't be turned back.I know that I can't see you too.I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry *I'm a foolBecause of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you You and I, we both are like fools. *Don't be like that, think about it. Think about what it took us to get hereThink about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worryRepeat *I can't live a moment without youI still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair. Repeat *Don't ruin yourself anymore...
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22 Sept 2006 @ 07:06
nothing to update .. finally prelims are over .. free for just awhile and need to struggle for Os again ... AJA AJA FIGHTING !!! anyway , latest update .. Zi Feng is having sort of a sec 5 gathering for both 5A1 and 5A2 .. hahas .. he's asking peeps from both classes for a pool game tomorrow .. im broke .. still ask me to go !! hahahas ~ still considering .. probably wont be going .. nid lots of rest now !!eh ~ my feeling for mrNIL is getting lesser and lesser .. maybe because of the distance between me and him barhs ... seldom get to see him after the 1 week holidae .. even get to him after that , but is always for short period .. isnt it good that is getting lesser and lesser .. good that it's fading off ? i dont need to be so troubled over whether should i confess to him .. i dont need to be so worried bout his rejection to me .. i still concern for him .. he's still in my mind .. but the position is shaking .. there's still jealousy .. no point hiding my feelings for him .. it's all shown right up in my face .. it should end now .. no point going on anymore .. there wont have any result .. seriously i mean it .. really there wont be any result .. im slowly letting him off .. PLEASE .. i beg you .. PLEASE , dont make anything happen that make me hold him back again ... i dont want that to happen .. it happen multi times before ... wanna let go, yet things happen to make me hold him back .. this time round , i really can LET HIM GO le .. PLEASE , lemme let me release him off from my hand , release him off my mind , release him off my heart ... not feeling sad ... not feeling happy .. not feeling depress .. not wanting to cry .. nothing !! i just feel normal now ... 1 year 5 months 10 days ... it's coming to an end !! my 11th april 2005 with him is no longer gonna have the 2nd year .. please dont mistaken it .. mrNIL is NOT my boyfriend ... he's just a guy whom i like .. seriously , im putting him down , letting him go ... not gonna say goodbye to him .. just hope that he can do well in anything !!! -----------------------------------like F.I.R - Ni Hen Ai Ta alot ... the lyrics is good , the melody is good .. everything is good .. so into F.I.R recently .. cos i think their latets album are great !!!! F.I.R - 你很愛他
當你決定 你要離開我 我沒有說什麼 就當作你自由
有好幾次我都想挽留 苦求也沒有用 就當作是寂寞
因為我能明白 他的溫柔 對你是種解脫
就坦白告訴我 誰是你的最愛
*其實你很愛他 對我的懲罰 說你沒有想他 是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口 只能放手 不敢奢求 你說愛我
其實你很愛他 他很溫柔嗎 其實你很想他 就說出口吧
我已不想多說 摀住耳朵 不想再次聽到你說 你很愛他*
有好幾次我都想挽留 苦求也沒有用 就當作是寂寞
因為我能明白 他的溫柔 對你是種解脫
就坦白告訴我 誰是你的最愛
*其實你很愛他 對我的懲罰 說你沒有想他 是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口 只能放手 不敢奢求 你說愛我
其實你很愛他 他很溫柔嗎 其實你很想他 就說出口吧
我已不想多說 摀住耳朵 不想再次聽到你說 你很愛他
你很愛他
你很愛...他～*其實﹐我曾經很愛他 ~ 但是。。現在 ~ 我想放了他﹗
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21 Sept 2006 @ 04:52
 the Apple iPod Nano that always gives me unneccessary problems .. like JAM as and when it like .. i should name it as TROUBLE MAKER .. hahas ~
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@ 04:32
 showing off my "li wo" .. hahas ~ saw that .. my hair looks messy !! AHH~
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@ 04:32
 the magazine i bought on monday .. $6.50 from mall's comic connection .. so expensive .. but there's lots of lovers inside .. so worth it .. TVfXQ on cover ..and got SHINHWA inside .. haha .. got Lee Joon Ki too hahas !
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@ 04:17
listening to : Shinhwa 2004-05 winter story - Andy - 12 그녀를 만나는 곳 100m 전
yesterday mommy bought Apple Ipod Nano for me .. is this the new model or old one ? bro said is out but the uncle told me is new version .. whatever it is ... happily went home and install songs inside .. but the iPod got jam during the night when i wanna try listening to it ... eventually , im sooo damn fed up with it .. sudden feel of throwing the iPod to the wall next to me .. so damn angry .. den i just leave it till today morning .. woke up and went to my table to see how's the iPod turns into .. BLACK OUT !! cant switch on .. i tot there's no battery cos i left for the whole night .. den went to on my computer and charge it .. after that it can be own again .. *f. still need to use computer to charge* .. then went mall to buy pouch for it .. while going home , wanted to listen to it again .. JAM !! history repeated itself .. jam jam jam .. .super fed up now ... really feel like slamming it on the table .. but cant do so ... *damn it* while entering this blog , the iPod is back to life again ... playing around with me .. damn it ... *pray* dont happened again .. if not i think i might just slam the iPod anywhere i want ... aish !!! have enough on it ...
chemistry paper today ... one word .. DEAD !! dont know how to do .. eventually i've gave up this subject .. just dont know why .. i cant understand what chemistry is talking about ... those stupid equation .. those stupid chemical .. mixing this with this to form whatever stupid solution .. mixing this with this to get whatever gas ... mixing this with this to produce white/blue percipitate .. mixing this with this to test for hydrogen,oxygen and carbon dioxide .. OMG OMG !!! i love mixing chemical with chemical to find another chemical .. but i dont like writing ... just hate it ... physics paper tomolo .. hopefully i can do better for phys compared to chem .. ^^
class tee .. final decision is buying it .. since we can have number and names behind .. i took no. 27 .. for certain reason .. actually wanna take no.10 .. cos that's my lucky number .. den wan no.7 cos that's my fave number and i love Se7en yay !! but final decision get no.27 cos is my hubby SHIN HYESUNG's birthday .. so took that .. got no.7 and it's hyesung's birthday date marhs .. then for the name, wanna put EUNJUNG .. but scare peep dunnoe how to pronounce ... den change to SIHUI .. den again change to EUNSUNG .. cos EUNjung and hyeSUNG marhs .. den scare peeps dunnoe how to pronouce again . so put SIHUI again .. *weird me* hahas ~ 20bucks for that tee .. jersery actually .. but neverminds larhs .. got HYESUNG's birthday date marhs ..changing my request for bdae gift from aunt again .. havent inform her yet .. wanna get Shinhwa History Book instead of Shinhwa Vol.8 .. even i want that Vol.8 badly .. but i can grab it myself next time .. i want the Korean version badly .. but i cant get it ..!!! that book is $38+ , cos Ros bought it today .. lot's of Shinhwa picture .. being addicted to it .. and the book on their concert in Shanghai .. HYESUNG .. so many of him ... cant wait to grab it .. what if i cant find it ?? i might kill myself .. where am i suppose to keep that book if i buy it ?? no place at home for me to keep .. there will be place after i clear off all my SECONDARY school books .. hahas ! *thinking* tell aunt again ... ending my SECONDARY SCHOOL life soon .. kind of sad ? why am i feeling sad ? when im in secondary 1, i cant wait to get out of secondary school , cos i find this school like a jail .. but eventually when you're soon to be out of school .. you'll missed it badly .. secondary school life is much more enjoyable them primary school life .. knowing a bunch of crazy friends .. and yay, know friends who shared the same interest as i do .. going crazy chasing korean idol ..*shinhwa yay !* i miss my primary school buddies badly... just bump into Chuan yesterdae night .. she didnt change much , still like siao char bo like i first know her .. hahas ~ she's my hmm 8 years friend ? i know her since primary 4 if i didnt remember wrongly .. haha .. all my 8 years friend .. Joyce , Jemaine, Chay Ting, Jing Yi, Pauline, Charmaine, Jing Chuan and Weilin arhs .. .!!! .. i hope i didnt miss out anyone of them .. really miss them alot !!! especially Charmaine.. i wonder where the hell is she now ? in Malaysia or still in Singapore ... i remember bumping into her few years back .. she's living well , i hope soo !! ^^ hahas ~ buddies, let's meet us someday and have fun !! hahas ~ our promise to meet up on this year christmas .. dont forget it !! i'll eat you guys up if anyone of u forget .. hahas !!!dont wanna blog le .. so long darhs entry .. gonna go settle my problem on this stupid iPod ..annyong !!
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19 Sept 2006 @ 08:49
listening to : TAKE - Butterfly Grave (Chinese version)history paper today .. why COLD WAR isnt out ?? *faint* heng i study abit on JAPAN .. bombing of Pearl Harbour , lack of raw material all that .. i think that's relevant to the topic larhs .. hopefully can get some consolation marks from that few sentences written .. hahas ~ .. but hais .. this perlims sure gonna do badly .. is not that i wanted to think this way , but that's the fact .. maths alone had kill me badly .. dont feel like saying it .. spoil my wonderful mood .. work duper hard for Os .. i believe i can make it !! ^^anyway, my mood is spoil by some f. peeps lorhs ... just dont know why .. *relax relax* dont wanna mention le .. feel soo angry upon mentioning anything related to that f. peeps .. call me EUNJUNG peeps ... or call me MRS SHIN !! or MRS HYESUNG also can .. but pls .. dont call me UR FREN UR FREN .. hahas ~ my name is not UR FREN .. if you dont know my real name , pls kindly call me EUNJUNG .. MRS SHIN or MRS HYESUNG but not UR FREN or .. even worse OIE !! i got name darhs horhs .. hahas ~ anyway , i love being call MRS SHIN !! cos i love MR SHIN !! hahas ~SHIN HYESUNG .. where are you !! im going mad !!! happy 1000th day to DONGSHIN OPPA !!! never knew that they've been on stage for soo long .. it was like yesterday matter , but just one blink , it's actually 1000th day matter.. OMG ! that's really fast ... i didnt know i've like oppa for 900 days ? or even more ... from their 1st single HUG , i've started supported them ... i never dare to make promises like "oppa, i'll support you for life!", "oppa, i'll support you forever!" ... cos nothing last forever .. therefore, i dont dare to promise that .. i didnt even make sure promise to Hyesung oppa ... cos i wont know when will i stop loving him ... maybe later .. maybe tml .. no one know what will happen 5 minutes later after i ended my entry .. right ? my promise for hyesung oppa is "i'll only stop loving him when he stop singing for us .. i'll only stop loving him when his beautiful voice is no longer beautiful .." .. my promise for dongshin oppa ?? "i'll only stop loving them when they stop singing and stop dancing !" ... at least i know that's NOT FOREVER !!! they cant be dancing at the age of 70 ?? their bone will break if they do so .. hee .. went mall today after history paper with mrsJUNG, mrsLEE and yi .. went around mall just to find food to eat .. our last food destination is the chinese soup dumpling that place .. at level 2 .. i dont know the name of the shop .. or should i call it resturant .. hahas .. ate ramen there .. and soup dumpling .. *yummy yummy* and im being humorous .. this sentence just come out from my mouth "got scissor ma ? i wanna fing scissor lerhs.." den everyone went laughing .. hahas ~ funny horhs .. cos the noodles larhs .. soo long , like endless .. so suddenly think of this lorhs .. hahas ! den went Harvey Norman to take a look at the MP3 .. as i mention before , my MP3 dig a grave for itself .. DIED ! hahas ... saw IPOD NANO .. 2GB for $248 .. CHEAP ! gonna discuss with mommy and see how she thinks about it .. dont know she wanna buy that for me not .. cos i always want a IPOD rather then a MP3 .. 1GB good enough le .. ^^ daddy wanna get me Nokia 6280 .. 3G phone ! which i wanted it badly .. but now i dont want it .. know why ? he wanna get it for me badly becos , HE WANNA VIDEOCALL AND SPOT CHECK ON ME !!! aish ... struggle for 2 more days .. and i can be free for just a short period of time .. before real challange comes up ..HAN EUN JUNG !! AJA AJA HWAITING !!!! friends , sisters ... AJA AJA FIGHITNG !!!!*cant wait to get my Shinhwa Vol.8 Special Ed. soon !! Hyesung singing solo for MIDNIGHT GIRL !! LOVE IT !!!*
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18 Sept 2006 @ 04:50
 they're LUG .. dont you think the one on the extreme left looks abit like KANGTA .. personal view larhs .. their look .. hmm .. NO COMMENT .. but their music .. GREAT !!!!!
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@ 04:43
listening to : Shin Hye Sung - Tteonajimanam i gonna get addicted to LUG ?? i download one of their fanmade MV yesterday .. the song is called CRIME .. if i didnt remember wrongly , and it's GREAT !!! not denying .. i might buy their album when it's officially release ... their look doesnt matter larhs ... but i think their voice are good and songs are nice .. hahas ~posting LUG's picture later .. i only got this ONE picture of them .. ehh !! hahas !!i dont know what to update .. no mood to do so ..tml having HISTORY paper .. gonna go study .. HITLER , STALIN !! those historical person .. who cause soo many trouble to the world .. making us to study them .. aish !! haha!i just remembered that TVfXQ Thailand concert had finish .. hahas !! i tot it's not yet over, but ya, is OVER .. haha !! i was neglecting TVfXQ news abit recently .. mianhae .. i know i shouldnt do that , but i've done it .. mianhae !!!
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17 Sept 2006 @ 08:24
listening to : Fly to the sky - Be With Yourain .. rain .. rain .. it's raining cats and dogs outside .. hohos ~ im waiting Rain's FULL HOUSE and it's raining outside now .. hahas ~ and later at night, im waiting Rain's THE LOVE THAT KILL .. hahas .. im soo RAIN today ... hohos ~yesterday download the MNet news clip on Shinhwa trip in Singapore from SHCJ .. the clip is soooooo fantastic .. OMG .. i recorded it down in my phone , and was seeing it everytime .. hahas ~ especially Minbong .. he's sooo funny .. Dongwannie too .. jump down into the pool and wanting to do some .. pattern ?? hahas ~ Junjin sun-tanning himself .. Andy talking something but i dont understand .. there's no HYESUNG at that time .. then with them going to Indoor for rehersal at night .. is NIGHT !!! cos the sky turns dark .. yet there's still fans , cos can hear some shouting .. Hyesung came down from the car .. OMG OMG !! soooo handsome .. but the way he close the door is kind of hard .. i'll never do that to my car .. hahas !! den got their rehersal scene .. Eric seems tired ... OMG OMG !! hahas ! enough of Shinhwa .. but i cant stop Shinhwa-ing .. im requesting aunt to buy me Shinhwa Vol.8 SG version for me as my bdae gift instead of the star earring from TAKA .. she called me yesterday and told me they only have heart shaped the earring .. yet i wanted the star .. so i told her i wanna change my request .. den she'll bring me out someday to buy that album for me .. hahas ! my BEST bdae gift .. and ya .. im requesting mommy to buy me MP3 instead of blade .. even i wanted blade badly.. ! addicted to blading eventually .. but .. no time for it ! hahas ~ my MP3 is dieing soon .. dont know what happened to it .. siao siao one .. so wanna ask mommy buy me a new one .. as my present .. hahas ! as for daddy .. i dont know what he will buy for me .. or maybe he'll just send me a sms saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DAUGHTER .. hahas ~ TVfXQ releasing album soon .. 28th september .. placing order for it .. whoo ~ dont know how much is that .. hohos ~ really happy for that !! yaya ! but i think i'll hate Jaejoongie hairstyle .. he's hairstyle will be that LION style .. GOLD !! but gold actually , more fairer den GOLD and more darker den WHITE .. OMG ! i simply just dislike that style... AHH !! i like his pure black hairstyle more lorhs !! but what happen to him !! haiyo .. he's like playing with his hair all the while .. cant he just STOP playing with it .. BLACK is good for him .. BROWN too .. but not GOLD .. OMG OMG !!i dont know what to update le .. haiss .. yayay .. i remember .. someone i hated !!! hahas ! she likes the same person as i do !! first , TVfXQ de Jaejoong .. second , FTTS de Brian .. third , currently having find it yet .. ah ! she like Shinhwa too .. but heng not HYESUNG .. it's Eric .. and SUJU too .. heng not KIBUM , is DONGHAE .. but WTH , i like DongHae alot recently .. cos of his hairstyle .. it's soo nice !! as for Eric. . i didnt dislike him or like him more larhs .. but i think his botak recently is kind of .. COOL ?? hahas ~ didnt manage to see him this time round , but i still remember 2 years ago that he wave to us .. will not forget that !! hahas ~ 2 times seeing SHINHWA is the BEST memory for me .. NEVER will i forget it , cos they're the FIRST KPOP artist that i saw !! SHIN HYESUNG !! i'll always support him till the day he stop singing !!.. whoolala ~ that's my promise to Hyesung .. hahas ~
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16 Sept 2006 @ 06:35
listening to : Shin Hye Sung - Mo Reu Get Na Yoim copying Hyesung's album in my com .. actually doesnt wanna do so , but no choice .. cant find his album online .. so i've to do that .. *HURTSS!* pains in my heart .. if spoil, den i'll go crazy ! doesnt know where to find this album .. of cos, i'll NEVER get the taiwan version .. choy choy choy .. the album wouldnt be spoil .. im totally into HYESUNG cute dance recently .. trying to imitated his "CRAB DANCE" and "MOMMY,PLEASE BUY ME THAT DANCE" .. how cute can it be .. having a 27 year old MAN doing such a cute dance .. OMG *FAINTS* updates on my maths prelim paper yesterday .. it's totally not for human beings like us to do .. they're just KILLING US .. makin us having the thought to commit suicide .. hahas ~ so difficult till feel like throwing my calculator to the wall that's just right infront of me .. GOSH !! mental preparation for bad results to my maths .. is not that i didnt work hard for it , it's just xtremely above my standard .. ! science paper 1 today .. *vomit* dont feel like saying it .. aish .. stupid me, found the correct answer, yet write the wrong answer done .. hopeless arhs .. history paper on monday .. basically, i think im gonna study the whole book ! no harm actually .. ohohohos ~
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14 Sept 2006 @ 10:36
 out of shaped the "SARANGHAEYO" with Ros ...
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@ 10:34
 my "SARANGHAEYO" with Ruiling ... hahas ~
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@ 10:29
 large crowd waiting for Shinhwa oppa to come out ...
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@ 10:21
went to print poster today .. i print 1 HYESUNG's poster , 1 DBSK poster and 3 SHINHWA poster .. hahas ~ high !! cute !! rocks !! den went to mall darh mac to study .. a couple sat beside us .. and ya ! they're more HIGH !! kissing openly in the mac , as in no one else exist .. ENVY !? NO of cos i dont .. if i envy them , KILL ME !! dont wanna talk about that .. kind of disgusting .. hahas ~gonna struggle for my maths later on .. maths paper tomorrow , and i cant afford to fail .. ya ! my head is now DUPER PAIN !! haisss ~ AJA AJA FIGHTING ~~i hate her MORE and MORE !!! more till i wanna slap her !! so f. bitchy .. think v. fun horhs .. think peeps will envy you horhs .. BULLSHIT larhs .. save alot of pictures v. good horhs .. v. proud horhs .. god bless ur computor doesnt get virus attack horhs .. later need to reformat den everything GONE !! hohos ... got hold up by 2 person on the way to the interchange .. both asking for donation to poor kids? i didnt listen to what she'd said .. but buy the tic from her .. 2bucks .. not alot , but i hope my 2bucks eventually can help those needy kids .. ^^ dont know what to update .. but i'll post picture up !
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13 Sept 2006 @ 06:45
listening to : Sun Min thanX Hyesung - Keep Holding Ustress recently .. hyesung oppa had left singapore yesterday night .. and i guess he's back in korea now .. oppa, you must come singapore again ! i'll wait for you here ~ = ] .. today got social studies paper .. those question that come out are those that i've struggle thru yesterday night .. but i chose merger and separation when i see the question .. ^^i remember what i wanna update .. short term memory really mess up my life .. yesterday when we're having our EL paper at the sec 1 classroom .. some idiots were just screaming and shouting around .. as thot they're just met today ! as thot new year had started .. why cant they just shut up for that damn few hours ? and let us finish our paper peacefully and quietly ? im soo pissed off when i heard those noise .. disrupting us .. what if they're having PRELIMS , and some idiots when off shouting and screaming like nobody business .. how will they feel ? idiots dont have feeling actually .. why bother to ask them this question .. maybe they cant even answer it .. i dont know why there's no teacher controlling them .. the whole school know that the Sec 4 express and Sec 5 normal are having the PRELIMS examination .. yet they still allow those peeps to make noise to disrupt us .. WTH .. xtremely piss off with it .. maybe the teacher had try to control them .. yet they fail to do so .. thus just leaving them like what they are .. i guess those teachers are giving up hope on them .. uncontrol-able .. the school is just getting from good to bad , bad to worse , and worse to more worse .. i just simply miss those days when we've peace in the school .. with small grp peeps being noisy .. but this time round , is BIG grp of peeps being noisy.. some sec 1 kids are just behaving like the BIG BROTHER of the school .. they follow what the seniors are doing .. and eventually , we're the one getting blamed for all that .. HEY ! why cant those juniors follow our good ways , why must they follow and learn our bad ways .. we've all grown up .. we can do things that some kids CANT ! but some kids even do things that we seniors cant .. they're just TOO xcellent ! i just cant imagine how the school is going to be like 5 years down the road .. students coming to school to haf FASHION SHOW instead of studying ?? students with piercing everyway instead of the ear itself ? students will all kind of funny hairstyle ? students will unique kind of hair color ? students coming to school with two hand empty ?? students coming to school to sleep ?? OMG ! cant imagine that !!~HYESUNG .. before i forget about it .. i must update it .. im writing some article of Shinhwa oppa when i suddenly recall that i've like hyesung oppa for quite a few years .. the first time i saw him was during either the HEY COME ON period or the PERFECT MAN period .. i just cant remember .. first sight love ? yes ! i believe ! when i first saw SHINHWA in certain magazine , hyesung oppa was the first person that attracts my attention .. when peeps ask me who's the person you like most in shinhwa , i'll say HYESUNG without second tot .. why should i when i really like him that much ? even hyesung oppa do things that i hated the most , but i still love him that much .. i hate peeps who smoke , and yet , oppa do that .. i use to be very upset when i saw it .. but if that's the only way he can destress himself, then i dont have the right to stop him yay ? anyway, i cant stop him too .. smoking is bad for health , that's why im strongly object peeps from smoking .. i remember 1 of my male friend who told me that he smoke, i was soo angry with him .. and i keep on nagging at him asking him to stop smoking .. im doing that for his own good .. becos he's my friend, so i said that to him .. if he's not my friend, why should i bother bout him right ? back to hyesung oppa .. he's currently the only person that can make me go crazy, go high and also make me go depress and sad .. everyone know i like jaejoong oppa lots .. but when you gonna ask me "you like hyesung oppa more or jaejoong oppa more?" my final answer will be hyesung oppa .. if you ask me "you like hyesung oppa more or se7en oppa more?" my final answer will still be hyesung oppa even i do like se7en oppa alot .. dont suspect whether am i crazy .. i admit .. IM REAL CRAZY .. = ]i've finally place order for my Shinhwa vol. 8 special edition ... too bad i cant get Shinhwa Vol.8 korea version .. so i've to grab the singapore version le .. *unwilling* that'll be the 2nd non-korea version in my Shinhwa collection .. GOSH ! i've really spend alot for my KPOP collection recently .. around 200bucks ? i think so .. i dont dare to count it .. i know it's over 100bucks .. you know why ? cos all the KPOP album i've got are mostly from Korea .. thus it's more expensive then those you get in singapore .. heha ~ that's why larhs .. but i dont mind paying more just to get the korea version .. ^^ im a crazy ger !
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12 Sept 2006 @ 06:49
 Shinhwa "State of the Art" album found in CD-RAMA .. S$18.95 .. Singapore version .. totally same like the korean version but the behind is different larhs .. struggling to buy this version or the korean version !
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@ 06:42
 the Shinhwa U-weekly cover poster .. is really the BIG poster horhs .. the auntie gave it to me .. and i took 2 more from her .. give it to Rui and Ros .. hahas !
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@ 06:29
listening to : F.I.R - Ni Hen Ai Ta so tired .. just came home from Mall .. went there to eat .. kind of going insane ! im mentioning about me larhs .. HYESUNG cause me to turn mad ...i nearly cry out again today .. during the break for next paper .. ros called sam .. and she told her that HYESUNG sang SOLO yesterday night during the concert .. i scream straightly when i heard it .. AHHH ~~~ and tears was in my eyes .. !! never in my life i've continued to be sad for 3 days .. today is the 4th day .. cos i didnt see HYESUNG clearly , those im SAD ! and becos of that .. i nearly cry at the airport .. what to do .. i wanna send HYESUNG off .. i wanna see him walk safely inside !! but i cant go send him off .. tomorrow having SS paper .. gotto study for it !! but my mind now is SEND HYESUNG BACK TO KOREA ! SEND HYESUNG BACK TO KOREA ! how can i study with that in my mind .. i gonna start missing him .. dont know when can i see him and other SHINHWA member again .. 2 years later ?? or even more .. i dont want ! i waited for 2 years , and finally get to see them .. !! well , i know i cant send him off .. GOODBYE HYESUNG OPPA !! I'LL MISS YOU BADLY AND LOVE YOU BADLY !! searching for Shinhwa, LUG's picture later .. gonna print poster on wed.. dont know to go school cos there's no paper for me .. CHINESE paper .. cos im not re-taking .. so i dont need to go back ! hohos ~ i flung my mock exam . that simply just mean i need to WORK REAL HARD in order to pass my prelims and Os .. stress okaes .. going MAD really .. ! anyway, whoever got LUG's song, kindly send me worhs .. i wanna listen to it .. GOODBYE .. HYESUNG OPPA !!ANNYONG .. HYESUNG OPPA ..
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11 Sept 2006 @ 10:18
something happen to my Shinhwa Best Hit Collection album .. CD 1 cant be play .. dont know why ... my goodness !!! heng the VCD still can be play .. now am trying out all those disc .. scare later all cant be play den GOD BLESS ..Shinhwa concert starting in around 56mins .. and im going off to listen to ALL the shinhwa songs i've .. while studying .. just to imagine myself at the indoor stadium .. being HIGH !! gotto pretend anyway .. ENJOY !!!miss HYESUNG .. he's leaving SINGAPORE tml .. aish !!! HYESUNG OPPA HWAITING !!!GOD BLESS SHINHWA !! SARANGHAE !!!my taggie board is flooded by Cher and Ling Fang .. hahahas ~ flood it gers .. i love my taggie to be flooded !!!
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9 Sept 2006 @ 17:00
gonna update on yesterday trip to airport .. MAD ~ airport is full of crazy SHINHWA fans .. we're one of them .. being crazy .. shouting around ! manage to video down .. but im not posting the video up .. fear that some peeps will take the video and treat it as theirs .. when we've done so much .. HAHAs ~ really high yesterday night .. but my mood changed when i realise i didnt manage to capture Hyesung's picture .. SAD !! i was shouting like mad when i suddenly feel a pain in my chest .. is a sudden pain .. didnt faint last night , but nearly cry last night .. WHY ? is all becos of HYESUNG .. becos i didnt manage to caputre his picture .. becos i didnt mange to see him well ! actually i saw EVERYONE of them .. HYESUNG , ANDY, JUNJIN , DONGWAN and MINWOO .. hyesung was just standing infront of me getting ready into the car , but i didnt see him until he bend down and was ready to get into the car .. only way to catch his attention is to keep on shouting his name .. shout till my voice become weird .. HYESUNG HYESUNG !! OPPA OPPA!! was what im shouting yesterday ... i should be happy le , compared to 2 year ago , this time round we're must MORE nearer to them ! clear view of their faces !! GOSH !! im so blur until i didnt know that Junjin had enter the car that is right infront of me .. until e car is moving off, den i realise Junjin is just infront of me .. GOSH ~ so near .. just a mirror away ~!! didnt capture a single picture of HYESUNG and JUNJIN .. but capture 2 picture of ANDY with half face of MINWOO and a chest that belongs to MINWOO .. actually is full view of Minwoo and Andy, but this guy, come into the picture and mess up EVERYTHING !! didnt manage to capture DONGWAN's too .. didnt get to see him .. but in the video , there's him .. but my main focus is on SHIN HYESUNG larhs ! Hyesung look soo shuai yesterday !! WHITE CAP, WHITE SHIRT and BLUE PANT ! SHUAI !! like Prince Charming of MINE .. hohohos ~ Junjin quite colorful larhs .. easy to spot .. MINWOO is ALL BLACK with BLACK cowboy hat .. DONGWAN in WHITE too with WHITE hat with BLACK behind .. ANDY in WHITE too with BLACK snow cap .. did i miss out anyone ? no i didnt .. hahas ~saw Jung Min unnie and Jae Sung unnie when im returning to T2 .. wave to her didnt stop and chat with her .. ahahas ~ didnt see the rest of them who say they're coming .. didnt see Ling Fang unnie .. hahahs ~ my apologise to cher[strawberryMILK] .. didnt see her message on my taggie .. so didnt call her ! i was already at the airport when she tag me .. MIANHAE dearie ! mianhae mianhae !~ but did you manage to sneak out my dear ? i hope you do ! ^^ consider having fun yesterday ? i think i am ! running about in the airport .. screaming .. and shouting at the top of my voice !! hahs ~ HYESUNG .. OPPA !! MINWOO .. OPPA !! ANDY .. OPPA !! i only remember i shouted those names .. hahas !! is alright since i cant go to the concert tml ... at least i manage to see 5 SHINHWA members yesterday right ?? SO CLOSE !! all the bestie to OPPA concert TML ! we'll wish that their concert will be a BIG SUCCESS !! OPPA , HWAITING !!!anyway .. i just realise that SHINHWA is the first idol that i've went to airport to fetch .. the first idol that i bother to go airport .. !! will i do that to DONGSHIN too ?? i think i'll .. JAEJOONGie OPPA !!! , but i realise i totally forget Jaejoong yesterdae when i saw HYESUNG .. Eric Oppa should be arriving in SG soon le barhs .. since his flight is 2.15pm .. should arrive le .. since yesterday Hyesung arrive earlier then the time stated .. 8.57pm he already arrive instead of 9.25pm .. ^^my hubby list .. *updated*1) SHIN HYESUNG .. - his place is never changing darhs .. he's always the FIRST in my heart.. -2) ANDY LEE .. - latest updated .. he's turn from no way to 2nd in my heart .. he's soo damn CUTE !!! -3) KIM JAEJOONG .. - eventually , he'd change from 2nd to 3rd becos of ANDY .. MIANHAE ! but ANDY is CUTE ! -4) HIM .. - well, from 3rd he become 4th .. hais .. SAD arhs -5) KIM KI BUM .. - he's a long way to go in order to get to top 3 .. hahs .. but i still love him -
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@ 03:37
listening to : Shinhwa - Throw My Fist HIGH HIGH HIGH .. can see my HYESUNG dear later .. can't wait for the time to come ... OZ 751 , 9.25pm Terminal 1 .. he's coming with Andy, Dong Wan , Min Woo and Jun Jin .. Eric is coming tml .. dont think im going to fetch him .. will be kind of tired since im staying overnight at airport to study with Ros .. ^^ it'll be a BUSY day for us .. chasing idol and studying at the same time .. i think after we saw them , will we still haf the mood to study .. i must keep on telling myself that HYESUNG ASK ME TO JIAYOU ! haha .. HYESUNG is my MOTIVATION marhs .. ^^i think my last hope for going to the concert is gone .. no more chance to go to their concert .. but i truely pray hard and wish that their concert will be success .. it'll definetly be a success .. lotsa KPOPSTER like me in SG will be going to support them .. since they are the 1st KPOP group to have concert in SG .. OPPA HWAITING !! i'll support u guys at home .. SHINHWA OPPA HWAITING .. TVFXQ OPPA HWAITING .. HAN EUN JUNG HWAITING !!
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8 Sept 2006 @ 05:20
2 songs in Shinhwa vol.8 that i love alot .. here's the lyrics .. Once in a lifetime and Ji HeeShinhwa - Once In A Lifetime Narr.) Everyday I Pray to help me through the day to make myself stronger... and I Pray그 오랜 꿈들이 조금씩 다가와 눈앞에 펼쳐지는 지금난 눈을 감고서 가슴 속으로 전해 오는 누군가의 기돌 듣고 있어수많은 별들과 약속했던 모든 꿈들을 언젠간 이뤄진다고 믿어 땀과, 이 눈물과 소중한 사람만 있다면 우린 무엇이든 해 낼수 있어 *Once In A Lifetime Fly to the star 별들이 너의 꿈을 지켜 줄꺼야Once In Your Lifetime 우리 그 날 위해영원히 함게 만들어 가야 할 Love For Your Dreams*슬프고도 힘든 날들을 다 지나도록 해, Ok Open your eyes to the sky then you can find the way for thenbetter days 이제 우리 세상을 모두 같이 다 함게 할 수 있게힘들면 쉬어가도 Ok, yo 잠깐 Take a second 그 오랜 꿈,수많은 Star I Konw that You can take it 함께라면 좀 더날 거야 니 꿈들은 Passion, It's all yours.There's no question수많은 아픔을 견뎌냈던 모든 꿈들은 언젠간 돌아온다고 믿어 땀과, 이 열정과 소중한 사람만 있다면 우린 무엇이든 될 거야Repeat *때론 삶에 지쳐 울지만(No, baby no more cry)너의 힘이 되줄게 (I'll pray for you and me tonight)너를 닮은 별을 볼 수 있다면 나의 사랑도 말 할 거야**Once In A Lifetime Fly to the Star 별들이 너의 꿈을 지켜 줄 거야(지켜 줄 거야) Once In your Lifetime 우리 그 날 위해 영원히 함께 만들어 갈 Everything for your Dreams **Repeat **---------------------------------------------------Shinhwa - 기회Girl I can't imagine being without you Girl Listen 내가 이렇게 약하다는 걸 너무 모자란 사람이런 걸 그땐 몰랐어 나를 보면서 니가 눈물을 흘릴 때도 강한 척 하던 나의 모습이 너를 밀어낸 나의 말들이 이젠 얼마나 후회되는지 얼마나 어리석었는지 니가 떠난 빈자리 어쩌면 그리 커다란지매일 눈물로 밤을 새워도 채워지질 않ㄴ느 걸 *너를 잊고 살아가는 게 난 두려워 아무것도 정말 잘 할 자신이 없어 숨 쉬는 것마저 이렇게 힘들어 너 없는 나를 상상하다보면 너를 기다리는 내맘 알고 잇다면 단 한번만 내게 기횔 줄수 있다면 언제든지 내게로 돌아와줘 난 늘 여기 있을 게My Love*몇일이 지나도 every night 나도 모르게 I start to break- down and cry 눈물이 자꾸 베개를 적시고 억지로 웃어보려고 해도 나의 가슴에 새겨둔 말들이 너무도 많지만 그대 눈을 바라보고 말 조차하기가 함들어 Come back your my only love Please come back 제자리로, Told you Once, Say it again 니 자리로 너도 많이 아플 텐데, 노력한들, 행복 했던 만큼 더 많이 아리고 쓸텐데, 그럴 텐데 추억이 담긴 우리
사진보며 눈물 흘리 텐데, 내가 옆에서 닦아 줄 텐데 너는 괜찮은 거니 혹시 나처럼 아픈 거니단 한순간도 너의 얼굴이 떠나지를 않는데 Repeat *너의 그 따뜻한 눈빛내 뺨을 스치던 니 머리결 그 하나까지도 내겐 그대로 남아 있는데 내가 가는 곳 그 어디에서도나는 너를 볼 수 잇는데 아직도 난 널 기다리는데Repeat *
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@ 04:19
listening to : Shinhwa - Paradise after tonight .. is tonight okaes ... i'll be able to see my HYESUNG .. after 2 years .. tomorrow night i'll be seeing him again .. can't wait for it !! HYESUNG , WAIT FOR ME .. MINWOO , WAIT FOR ROS n RUI .. JUNJIN,ANDY and DONGWAN ! WAIT FOR US !!!!didnt attend the history lesson today .. too giddy to go to school .. den hubby got go back for his lesson .. he's really putting in alot of effort for his O level .. AJA AJA !! im sure his effort wont be wasted ... dont wanna update le ..change a new blogskins ..add a few new linkie to my linkie ...
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7 Sept 2006 @ 07:59
BA..NA..NA...
"banana emokjiyo .. umsuminika .. banana emokjiyo ..."
BA NANANA !!! whoo ~ im BANANA-ing recently .. addicted by ERIC MUN oppa ..
hohohos ~
doing SILLY and STUPID things recently .. imitating celebrity funny movement .. like SAM SOON dance movement .. love imitating her .. dancing FULL HOUSE 3 BEAR SONG at home to Elson .. singing it as and when i love .. lately , singing Eric oppa BANANA song .. and Ros still ask me to learn Eusha!Eusha! dance step .. anyway, i just learn abit larhs .. the hand part .. fun kaes .. yi say my behaviour is kind of weird .. im acting like idiots recently larhs .. too stress ... so gotto watch some funny stupid silly idiotic clips to make me laugh .. like Shinhwa Walking Race ? that makes me laugh the most , with Eric, Andy and Minwoo oppa funny walking style .. Dongwan oppa holding with 2 hair dyer singing .. and jump into the scene with a cup of soup ?? he's mad too .. still got what .. lemme see .. eh ! Andy and Hyesung singing 3 bear song ? in R&B version .. with Hyesung singing it and Andy just move his mouth .. they done it well .. is like Andy is really singing it .. but i can recognise Hyesung's voice .. see the clip that Hyesung fall from the stage .. still can laugh and SO SO his butt .. goodness .. HYESUNG such a cutie pie to me .. see him can make me smile le ... he's my EVERTHING , he's my MOTIVATION !! Jaejoong cant even do that .. Jaejoong will only make me feel worry .. for his leg injury !!
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@ 06:34
 im KISSING elson ~
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@ 06:32
 this is my diamond ring .. HYESUNG dear dear buy for me darhs .. we're OFFICIALLY MARRIED .. im OFFICIALLY MRS SHIN HYE SUNG .. HAHAHAHAHAHs .. just for laugh .. but this diamond ring really belongs to me .. $500plus bought by my daddy !
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@ 06:30
 im the "gift" from heaven to earth .. and im the "gift" on earth to HIM !! aiya .. who are u thinking of .. the HIM is SHIN HYESUNG LARHS~~
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@ 06:26
 my pinnie board with lots of things .. newly updated worhs .. still got in Korean de ... got prelimary target score and O level target score .. prelimary timetable .. got see BoA beside it .. haha
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@ 03:43
listening to : Jay Chou - Tui Hou
whoo .. should be out with mommy to raffles place , but instead of NOT going .. kind of tired .. and moodless to go ~ so stay at home and play com .. lazy bum !
went school in the morning .. saw him .. quite happy .. smile sweetly .. just becos i saw him after countless days .. but im too lazy to count how many days i didnt see him .. after teachers' day celebration .. that's the last day i saw him .. hmm , iyoh.. too lazy to count .. ~ but at least i manage to see him today .. got MOCK EXAM today .. v.difficult .. didnt do 1 question cos i COMPLETELY forgotten how to do that qns .. total leave 4 marks undone .. sure FLUNG for this paper .. whatever !!!
habent tell mommy and daddy that im going to see Shinhwa , but i do HINT her that i wanna go see them .. eventually the answer i got is .. SEEK PERMISSION FROM UR DADDY ! goodness .. i already know the answer if im doing soo .. soo ! im MIGHT still be going if nothing hold me up .. for HYESUNG , i gotto be a naughty kid for just that 1 day ... MIANHAE APPA & OMMA .. HYESUNG is my MOTIVATION !! hahas .. feel v. tired recently .. today nearly fainted while walking to school with laylay !! my goodness .. when i stand , suddenly will just wanna faint .. dunnoe why larhs ... too tired liaox ...
HYESUNG .. HYESUNG ... HYESUNG ..
he makes me currently forget my love for JAEJOONG .. im soo BAD !! *hit myself*
iyOh .. got soo many unnie and dongsaeng love Jaejoong .. i'll be back again for Jaejoong !!
i was saying yesterday ...
now i got HYESUNG , so JAEJOONG currently just LENT to that f. ger that i hated !!
but after HYESUNG leave SG ... i'll take my JAEJOONG back from her .. hahahas~
better dont snatch HYESUNG from me .. he's mine !! and other hyesung fans ~ im willing to share HYESUNG with any Shinhwa and Hyesung fans but not HER !!! OPPA, SARANGHAEYO !!!
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6 Sept 2006 @ 10:50
listening to : Shinhwa - Honestly
ignoring TVfXQ for this few days .. im so sorry .. but i've to do this .. cos HYESUNG is getting me crazy for this few days .. after this few days .. maybe i might went into depression .. den return back to normal again .. i cant wait to see HYESUNG now .. 03 more days and i can see him .. im duper HIGH now .. ! all my mind now is HYESUNG HYESUNG HYESUNG .. instead of STUDY !! hohos .. just let me be like that .. isnt good to have me being crazy , den me being depressed ??
studies is really getting my head BIG ! CHEMISTRY just cant get into my head .. just dont know why .. MAYBE my brain HATES CHEM !! just like i do.. hohos ~ tml , having MATH MOCK EXAM .. shouldnt i be studying ?? it's PAPER 1 .. and im WORSE at Paper 1 .. hais .. i've done alot of maths question recently .. dont know why but im JUST too into maths .. *weird* i hate studying .. actually , no one LIKES to study .. i believe even the scholar in our school also doesnt like to study .. eventually , everything will turn into ASH after you say BYEBYE to this wonderful world .. hohos ~ so , why dont u play and enjoy till your last breathe , rather den seating in the library or lecture hall and study like MAD ! that's my personal point of view larhs ..
haf been duper TROUBLED when i got to know when is SHIN HYE SUNG and rest of the SHINHWA member is coming .. Eric oppa doesnt troubled me the most as he's coming on Sat. noon .. while the rest of the oppa makes me troubled the most .. especially this oppa by the name of HYESUNG .. i wanted to see him madly madly madly .. and soon im going to move into IMH becos of HIM ! but i've come to a FINAL CONCLUSION that I WILL BE GOING TO AIRPORT TO SEE HIM !! for HYESUNG , im going ~ im gonna say .. HYESUNG OPPA , TANGSHINNEUL SARANGHAMNIDA !! im gonna say that .. IF I REMEMBER larhs ..
been chatting with Kejing .. chat really well with her .. WHY ? cos we shared the same INTEREST .. some interest that you guys might be interested in knowing what interest it is .. WELL ! dont be BUSYBODY larhs .. hahas !!! i just HATE peeps who LOVES to SHOW OFF their IDOL STUFFS to peeps who TOO LOVES that IDOL she LOVES .. hold on .. i DIN MENTION ANY NAMES !!! lemme continue .. WHY ON EARTH does such person still XIST !! why dont they just XTINCT from earth ?? acting like IDIOTS on earth .. aish .. see that kind of person .. just make me wanna POKE their ASSH*LE .. disgusting rites .. just cant stand such f. person ... big deal merhs ? got idol stuffs .. do you have to show if off to your CHINGU ?? dont have right .. but you just cant stop yourself from doing it .. cos you wanna make them ENVY you and JEALOUS rite .. PUI !! go hell larhs ...
i've done what i can do .. in order to go for SHINHWA concert .. hope my last way and eventually fulfil my HOPE !! but im not PINNING HIGH HOPE in it .. just let it be ... 03 days to SHIN HYESUNG ARRIVAL IN SINGAPORE05 days to SHINHWA 'STATE OF THE ART' SINGAPORE CONCERT ...
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