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31 Aug 2006 @ 12:03
天啊﹗好想哭啊﹗
剛剛看了風﹐樹與葉子的故事~ *葉子的離去﹐是風的追求還是樹的不挽留*
好感人的故事。。
我很喜歡這句 ﹕不是葉子的心太沉重﹐是葉子根本不想離開樹。
還有一些故事﹐我覺得不錯﹗一個是什麼“人海茫茫里。。。。什麼什麼的﹗”﹐還有關於蜻蜓的故事﹗
蜻蜓的故事我還記得一點點﹐它是寫著 ﹕一位男生因為要讓他的愛人趕快醒過來﹐答應上帝變成3年的蜻蜓。他變成蜻蜓後﹐一直都在女孩的身邊﹐而女孩一直在找男孩﹐但她不知道男孩一直在她的身邊。後來3年過了﹐女孩和醫生結婚了。上帝問男孩﹐他是否還想變回人﹐男孩不要﹗過後的我不記得了﹗哈哈~改天如果我看見這個故事﹐我就POST給大家看﹗

其實﹐知道別人也喜歡峰的時候﹐心里很痛﹗但是又要裝做一點都不在乎﹗看見他的時間也沒有剩下多少了﹐難過是必然的﹗但是又不想表露出來﹗真的很不捨得和他分開~
不是我不能把他放開﹐而是我不願意把他給放開﹗﹗
如果他是風﹐那我就是云。。因為﹐我不想和他分開﹗﹗
我只能說 ﹗我好喜歡峰﹗﹗

@ 11:58
Super Junior - U

Super Junior - U !!
great dance movement !
my kibum rox ~

@ 11:22
周杰伦——千里之外

Jay Chou - Qian Li Zhi Wai (Feat Fei Yu Qing) MV ..
Nice song with nice rythme , nice lyrics ..

@ 10:10
i'm totally in love with Jay Chou new song featuring Fei Yu Qing .. QIAN LI ZHI WAI ~~
this song is xtremely SAD !! the rythme , the lyrics and the MV too .. this song is xtremely nice !! i think that both Jay and Fei Yu Qing voice mix very well in this song .. and Fei Yu Qing really suits singing this song !! hohos~

周杰倫 - 千里之外
屋簷如懸崖/風鈴如滄海/我等燕歸來
時間被安排/演一場意外/妳悄然走開

故事在城外/濃霧散不開/看不清對白
妳聽不出來/風聲不存在/是我在感慨

夢醒來/是誰在窗台/把結局打開
那薄如蟬翼的未來/經不起誰來拆

*我送妳離開/千里之外/妳無聲黑白
沉默年代/或許不該/太遙遠的相愛
我送妳離開/天涯之外/妳是否還在
琴聲何來/生死難猜/用一生 去等待*

[聞淚聲入林/尋梨花白/只得一行/青苔
天在山之外/雨落花台/我兩鬢斑白
聞淚聲入林/尋梨花白/只得一行/青苔]

一身琉璃白/透明著塵埃/妳無瑕的愛
妳從雨中來/詩化了悲哀/我淋濕現在

芙蓉水面採/船行影猶在/妳卻不回來
被歲月覆蓋/妳說的花開/過去成空白

夢醒來/是誰在窗台/把結局打開
那薄如蟬翼的未來/經不起誰來拆

Repeat * 2X

@ 06:27
tired ! mood-less ! speech-less !
got a junior likes the same fellow as i do ..
should i feel happy or should i hide myself in the blanket and start sobbing ?
dont know larhs ... dont say that i dont mind .. i really mind ! i wanna know who's this junior ..
1 year 4mnths plus ..
i always ask myself should i end it ..
but honestly , i know i cant end this !
he's too deep in my heart ..

SHIT IT !
whatever it is ..
i just know that i love him ! *puke*

30 Aug 2006 @ 12:36
Jesse McCartney .. isnt he cute ?? haha !!

@ 12:16
listening to : Jesse McCartney- Get Your Shine On

just dont know what happen to me recently .. keep on throwing things around like nobody business .. no one offended me .. just happen like that .. maybe im too fuking stress up !

Jesse McCartney songs are nice .. xpecially his new song .. haha !! addicted to him ? maybe im .. kind of into English songs .. but didnt really listen to it .. but i quite like his song .. hahas ~

got back the previous compo that i've done .. ms chia said that i've improvement in it .. soo happy with it ! now i truely believe that PRACTISE MAKE PREFECT !!! she'd let us do alot of compo , thus maybe because of it , my compo have improvement .. now i think i should brush up with my compre .. so that i can have improvement in it .. and build up my confident in English yay ?? i cant afford to fail English is either actual Os or Prelim .. NO WAY !! work hard , and achieve what i want !! i do hope that my effort that i've put in for English wouldnt be wasted .. ^^

dont wanna update anymore since it's kind of late ..
hmm , when im free , will update the compo that i've written for lesson !! ^^
struggling very hard to get back onto the right track .. actually , im slowly progressing ... but the speed is kind of SLOW .. but it doesnt matter , at least i do progress rather den i dont ! isnt it ?? make an attempt to do the maths paper mrs teo gave today .. actually , i dont wanna do .. but Mock Exam next wed .. cannot slack .. so practise .. realise i've alot of UNKNOWN in my head .. even thot i think that some question the answer is kind of weird , even the answer is wrong , at least i've make an attempt to try the question out .. rather to leave it blank and get the answer from the teacher .. well , i think i've to do MORE maths question .. in order to get back on to the right track ..

physics .. dear ! i realise that the chapter that mrs goh taught on the lecture was UNKNOWN to me too .. simply just dont really understand .. but i still do understand same .. well , do more ten years series question .. practise more , and eventually i'll know it .. as for chemistry .. i think is hopeless for me .. but im not giving up !! organic acid is getting my head big .. the equation .. dear !! my head is gonna explode becos of this equation .. chemicals name !! haha ~ history .. today's mock exam .. i've studied all the chapter that is shown in the question .. but i forgotten it ! didnt really get into detail .. just read thru it .. haha !!

29 Aug 2006 @ 08:46
listening to : Jay Chou - Qian Li Zhi Wai (Feat Fei Yu Qing)

i finally remember what i wanna blog in on sat !! i wanted to scold 2 fuking bitch-es here !! they're xtremely fuking and suking .. i dont even know that and they come staring at me in an angry manner .. as in i've own that somethings ... what the hell .. so fuking angry with that 2 bitch-es .. damn it !!

i found out something yesterday night when im eating chips and watching Full House .. i realise that my wisdom tooth is growing on the right side as well .. newly grown darhs .. SHIT !! why do i have so many wisdom tooth .. i simply hope that i can PLUCK off ALL my tooth .. causing my life soo difficult ...

the school is like market place like before .. normally the school will turn into a market place after the lower secondary recess .. dont know why .. they seem to be very active after recess .. screaming , shouting , running and jumping in the school like the whole building belongs to them .. and they dont even know they're still others in the school .. xtremely noisy to the extend that really .. feel like giving each of them 1 tight slap ! cant they just keep their mouth SHUT for 1 fuking day !! dont they know what's handphone use for ?? cant they just call the person that they're intending to call instead of shouting and screaming .. and eventually disrupting others peaceful life ?? or dont tell me they dont have handphone. . dont BULLSHIT ! some damn kids even have better phone then us .. WTF , kids are really rich now day .. latest 3G phone .. latest MP3 .. holding branded bags , branded wallet .. and PSP as well .. hey man .. i dont even have this kind of stuffs .. latest 3G phone ?? no man ! my phone isnt a 3G sia .. is a 2nd hand phone ever since i lost my 1st hand phone .. latest MP3 ?? fuk it .. my MP3 was like .. LOUSY to me ! anyway , im grapping an APPLE IPOD soon .. probably ask daddy or mommy for it for my bdae .. but im grapping a BLADE as well too .. nvms .. IPOD can wait but BLADE cant ! i cant wait to BLADE !! and ya .. branded bags ? oh damn it .. my bags was like .. cheap stuffs that i bought on the streets or pasa malan... PSP !! oh dear .. even worst .. i wanna get a PSP .. BUT ! the prob is I DONT PLAY ONLINE GAMES ! but recently im kind of interested in online games .. but it'll get hooked onto it easily .. so shouldnt get too close to it ..

above are all my personal view .. if anyone who's UNHAPPY with my comment .. den GOD BLESS U ! cos , it's my blog and i've the right to do it !! hahas ~ and ya .. sorry for all my vulgar wordings .. as my mood for today isnt good .. or should i say that i dont know why my mood isnt good .. maybe ! my tooth barhs .. haha ~

well , im preparing to put password on my bloggie .. to prevent peeps from coming in .. still considering !!

28 Aug 2006 @ 06:36
my tooth .. is still causing pain to my mouth .. eventually , i've decided to pluck it off .. after Os .. but the matter is , I HATE DENTIST .. ! i remember that time .. this fuking dentist pull my mouth till i've the feeling like it's almost tearing apart .. shit him ! and this dentist , another one larhs .. he's super funny .. he was asking me "you wanna put braces ? " , of cos i shake my head .. and he replied "actually you dont have to do so !" damn it .. i nearly jump up and punch him ! ask me wanna put braces and sae that i dont have to do so !! what kind of dentist is he !! SHIT !!!

i've join the Uhljjung contest at SFC .. join for fun .. hahah !!! and also post my earlier fanfic over there !! im now currently thinking of another new fanfic .. entitled "Never gonna let you go" .. i've already know what to write , but no time to do so .. hohoho !!

ros told me she saw dongshin ad on tv . but currently i've NOT seen it yet ... well , nevermind .. at least it let me know that dongshin is gaining popularity here !! and sooner or later , dongshin will arrival here !! DONGSHIN OPPA , SFC LOVE YOU !! hoho ...

my homework is NOT yet done .. so i should end my entry now .. and proceed to do my work ...
im going CRAZY !!!

27 Aug 2006 @ 05:36
` F.I.R - Flight Tribe
` Nan Quan Mama - Color Palette!
` BoA - Outgrow
` Se7en - 24/7
` TVfXQ - Heart , Mind and Soul
` TVfXQ - Upcoming third album
` Fly to the Sky - Transition
` Fly to the Sky - Eternity
` Shinhwa - State of the art
` SM Town - 2006 Summer SM Town
` Kim Jung Hoon - Kim Jung Hoon Best Album (CD+DVD) (Taiwan Version)
` King and the crown VCD
` My Girl VCD
` Princess Lulu VCD

@ 03:25
listening to : Sweety - Ying Hua Cao

looking for new blogskin again .. suddenly feel like changing my skin again .. BLAR ~ zipping songs for Jiaying .. total of 186 songs .. i dont know i've gotten so many songs for her .. haha !!

my tooth is still giving my mouth the pain like the past few days .. and i guess it has worsen ? maybe it does ! now , i've trouble chewing solid food ! even have some lil problem talking .. so if suddenly you saw me being too silent , dont think that i'm having mood swing .. it'll be probably my tooth giving me the problem ..

im still considering to pluck the wisdom tooth anot ... uncle told me is about 200-300bucks with 1 week MC .. the money isnt the problem .. but is the MC that makes me doesnt wanna go pluck it .. 1 week !! like that i'll miss alot of important revision lesson if i pluck it now .. NO WAY ! i dont wanna miss lesson ! *OUCH*

im wondering how am i suppose to have my dinner tonight .. -sigh-

saw Shinhwa concert advertise yesterday .. saw it 2 time .. GOSH !! sad sia .. cant make it for this concert !! even thot there's way to win the tickets .. but ! is not easy to get the tickets by contest yay ?? even i know the answer ! is soo SIMPLE for KPOPSTER to answer .. well .. i seriously wanna go ! HYESUNG !! nevermind .. i'll catch him in the airport !!! HYESUNG OPPA , wait for me !! hahas ~

is hubby still upset with it ?? dont be sad kaes .. i dont wanna see you being sad ! SMILE @@

26 Aug 2006 @ 12:06
hubby .. smile pls ! you look nice with a smile .. dont frown .. dont be sad !! i wanna hear your loud HAHAHA !!
how i wish i can share your sadness ..
but i know i can't ..
but no worries ..
i know you've done your best ..
100 marks to me yay !!

- that what i wanna say to you ! silently in my dream .. never can i say in reality ! -

hubby .. im not gonna let you go .. unless .. you suddenly vanish infront of me !

DANGSHINNEUL .. SARANGHAMNIDA ... YEONGWONHI !! that;s what i wanna tell you now ~~

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well .. whether he really like me or what .. i wouldnt reject him .. neither will i accept him .. as im very clear with myself that who is the one i like .. and , he wouldnt like me darhs .. we're simply , friend that can sit down and chat .. but , he's must more better then the one i like .. just a feeling .. well , why should i be worry ? is not the truth yet ! he didnt say he likes me .. is just that mommy and sis thinks that he likes me , when i say he dont ! wait till it is true , den worry ..
as for senior .. i know i've hurt his feeling .. but no choice .. he comes at the wrong time .. he's a nice chap ! he's very good towards me .. but i simply just doesnt know how to apperciate his goodness to me .! isnt it a waste for me to lose such a nice chap ? maybe im .. i longed for a relationship , but im NOT ready for it .. i want a stable relationship , not a relationship that i once had before .. maybe .. one day , i'll change my view towards senior ..

@ 09:28
me , my baby brother and my niece !

@ 09:26
Me and my niece ; Xin Wei .. isnt she cute ??

@ 09:23
some KPOP stuffs that i've bought .. Magazine with Rain in the coverr , Magazine with TVfXQ in the cover, Lee Joon Ki's bookmark, TVfXQ 2nd album .. and a lil Junsu's keychain in the middle ..

@ 09:07
continue my update .. went school for prelim practical .. totally mess for me .. especially for the chemistry part ! i totally dont know how to do .. sh*t .. neverminds .. what is done is done ..

i wanna eat KFC .. but my tooth is giving me problem .. is soo pain till even when i yawn , the pain will come .. i dont know how am i suppose to have my dinner tonight .. since is soo pain ! i'll rather pluck it off den letting it hurt my mouth .. ^^

forget to tell ros bout minwoo's new movie .. yesterday watch E News , then there's news on Minwoo oppa filming movie .. he's sort of the lead in the movie .. and i think sooner or later the movie will be up in Singapore .. so let's wait and see..

well , im going off for dinner ...

end my day .. missing him and praying for him !

@ 01:59
listening to : S.H.E - Wo Men Zen Me Le

OUCH !! my tooth again !!! my mouth .. i can hardly EAT !! when i chew , the pain will come .. even i change side to chew .. the pain still xist .. gosh !! i tot everyone in the house .. and daddy was kind of lame .. he said yesterday nite "come i punch u and ur pain will go away !" what kind of daddy is he .. im in pain and he still can joke with me .. LOLs !

later going to school for the prelims practical .. im SHOCK in the morning when i saw the paper .. actually i saw the wrong piece .. haha ! im too worried for the paper today !! *SCARED* .. -ah ger , relax ! everything will be fine .. prepare well and nothing is gonna go wrong !!- .. dont think im crazy just becos im talking to myself .. im trying to make myself relax .. yay !!

*OUCH !* PAIN !!!!

wanna buy F.I.R latest album .. i think their songs are rather nicer than their previous album .. whoo ~ especially TIAN TIAN YE YE .. i love this song that much !! and i wanna get the better version of Jay's new song .. QIAN LI ZHI WAI .. i heard the radio recorded version .. this song is kind of nice ... ^^ hmm !

that time rui change the lyrics of WO AI TAI MEI *the song ros love the most* into WO AI YUNHO, YUNHO AI WO ... haha .. now my turn to change the lyrics .. haha WO AI JAEJOONG, JAEJOONG AI WO .. DUI WO LAI SUO XXX XXXX SUAN SHEN ME .. HAHAs ! let's guess who is the XXX barhs .. hoho ! i feel that im soo creative .. haha !!

gotto go prepare ... meeting sin sin up at 12.. she said she got something to ask me regarding physics .. update more after the practical ..

ANNYONG !! wish me good luck .. and i wish all my fellow classmates and friends good luck too !

25 Aug 2006 @ 11:14
listening to : David Tao - Tai Mei Li

my tooth is causing pain in my mouth .. the wisdom tooth !! gosh ~ told granny and uncle .. both of them give me the same reply .. "then you gotto pluck it off lorhss" .. OMG !! soo pain !! when i eat the pain will come ! sh*t it !!

tomorrow prelims practical .. AJA AJA !! HWAITING! im more worried for Chemistry practical cos im FAIL the mock practical exam .. as in for Physics , just margin pass !! GOSH ! i must buck up .. read up all the notes given on practical , in order to score well for tml practical .. everyone , let's JIAYOU !!!!

this fellow gives me a early MORNING greeting .. on earth where to find this kind of person who can gimme early MORNING greeting .. HAHAs !

well , i remembered what i wanna update yesterday .. regarding to school.. yesterdae the school was like a market ! actually , everyday the school will be like a market place .. with all the monkeys and donkeys screaming like nobody business ... soo noisy that it affect our concentration ... especially during History lesson yesterday .. students shouting and screaming when some alarm rang ! that's sooo common and they scream like as thot some things are gonna happened .. SH*T THEM !! and is the sec 1 xpress student doing all those things .. XPRESS students doing such idiotic thing .. GOSH !! whatever the seniors said are rather true .. the school is getting from bad to worst .. and i feel soo lucky that im graduating this year ... today during Physics lesson .. some sec 3s and 4s boys ... screaming and shouting as thot no one xist on earth .. soo noisy till i cant concentrate on my work .. eventually i took soo long to finish it !! pls come on , i know you guys have finish ur prelims .. but ours are coming up soon ! we need to concentrate .. it's our O level year .. we'll end up in no way if we fail it !! *CHOY!* soo angry with them .. seniors some more and they're doing shameful stuffs to let the juniors see ... they doesnt know what's the use of HANDPHONE ?? cant they call each other instead of shouting and screaming to the 4th floor !! irritating .. i simply cant stand the environment that im in now .. so noisy !!! im going insane one day ...

anyway , dont feel like updating .. so angry with them ~~

24 Aug 2006 @ 06:05
listening to : Jay Chou - Qian Li Zhi Wai (radio recorded)

actually wanna take a short nap but wanna update my blog first larhs .. cos i scare i forget what i wanna update .. that's why i say that short term memory is troubling me .. !

heard some shocking news , but i have the act as i dont know that i've knew it .. ! well , dont come up to me and ask me what shocking news it is , im NOT gonna tell it out ! whoo ~ tired tired tired ... got the date for prelims .. OH NO !! is straightly after the holiday .. i think i've gotto LOCK myself up in the house .. stress ~ dnt project dateline is on this friday .. so they're working very hard for it !! im showing my concern to all my fellow friends yay ! not only him .. harhs ! this fellow ! keep on teasing me .. im gonna wack him up someday !! doing all kinds of hand sign and make me feel soo shy ! but well , at least i heard personally from him that he wouldnt say it out ! phews ~ well , my distance today with him was kind of close ? maybe .. what i cant stand on him is that when he shout near my ear !! im like going to be deaf !!! sweet * sweet .. hohos ! sound soo prevetic .. haha !

i'm totally in love with Sam Soon !! she's xtremely CUTE !! haha .. and ya ~ in love with Hyun Bin too .. actually , i've like him since the first tym when i saw CF of Kim Sam Soon le .. he's sooo SHUAI !!! whoo ~ xpecially when i saw his interview on tv .. he's soo funny when he's teasing the host .. hoho !! i love Sam Soon when she said "I LOVE YOU" to Hyun Bin with a heart shape hand sign underneath her .. and going to do the toilet and repeat the "I LOVE YOU" and do the disgusting look .. haha ! that's sooo funny .. and also .. i love her dance .. im trying to learn that CUTE DANCE !! haha .. for entertainment only ... and relaxation too ... ^^

23 Aug 2006 @ 08:05
some meaningful phrase that we wrote .. update some only (*go to the top and click view , encoding and unicode to view the entry*)

1) 在我的世界里﹐每個人都是彩色的﹐只有他是黑白的。。這樣﹐我才可以輕易的找到他。。#7972 *the world is colorful but the special one have the color of its own, like this, i can find him easily ..* -si & yi-
2) To the world, eu may be someone. but to someone, eu may be the word. *在這個世界﹐你可能只是某個人。但對某個人﹐你可能是整個世界。。* -rui & ros-
3) 在人海茫茫中﹐你的眼就像望遠鏡般的輕易找到他。。。。*no matter where is he, you will find him easily .. * -si & yi-
4)如果說天堂是最沒的地方﹐那遇見你是最沒的邂逅.. *if you think heaven is beautiful, then meeting you is the most wonderful coincidence* -rui&ros-

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每一次看見他﹐心跳都會加速。。對他的喜歡一天比一天多﹐一直慢慢的在累計﹐累計的越來越多﹐就越沒有辦法放開他﹗我只能承認﹐我真的很喜歡他﹗﹗
如果時間可以倒流﹐我希望能夠回到CHALET的時候﹐和他那麼靠近﹐而且讓時間停留在那個時候﹐這樣和他的距離永遠都能夠那麼靠近。。。。我知道有一天我必須把他放了﹐但是我知道現在我辦不到﹗很快就要畢業了﹐很快就要和他分開了。。我很想知道答案﹐但是我沒有任何的心理準備。。當我想擁有幸福時﹐我想到的人就是他是他﹐但他是屬於我的幸福嗎﹖﹖我不知道﹗我和他的距離就像海洋嗎﹖或許就是這樣﹗和他和他真的擱著海洋的距離。。。。

@ 07:52
listening to : Fan Wei Qi - Hei Bai Pei

change my bloggie song again .. change it to Hei Bai Pei by Fan Wei Qi .. like this song alot .. the lyrics very simple and beautiful .. hoho ~ later post the hanyu pinyin of this lyrics ..

morning got a SHOCKING news .. but im now kind of calm .. well .. whatever it is .. i've NEVER DONE THAT ~ thanks him for keeping this secret for me .. ^^

tired ... todae is the last day for the EL oral .. and i guess by this time the oral had finish !! guess everyone did well ?? maybe .. im secretly praying for him .. hoho !! ^^

being an asthmatic patient makes my life bad !! i cant complete my 2.4KM run .. after 1st round of the run, i cant contiune anymore ! breatheless !! why am i born being a asthmatic patient !!AHHH !!! feel like going to the beach for a scream !!

suddenly feel like blading !! just a feel.. but i've not yet got the blade .. hint mommy to buy for me .. but i guess most probably, daddy will be the one who's buying for me ! hohos ~ but currently gotto get this thought off from my mind .. full concentration on Os .. think about it after that !!! AJA !! everything will end soon !! bear with it .. few more months to suffer and everything will be ended !! but will my feelings for him end too ??


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Fan Wei Qi - Hei Bai Pei lyrics (hanyu pinyin)
tai yang shai de wo/yan jing zheng bu kai
ni de hao pi qi/rang wo xin qing huai bu qi lai
xia yu xia de wo/yan shen sha dai
ni de dao qian/ting zhe ting zhe wo dou kuai yao xiao chu lai

*shui shuo bu neng hei bai pei
shi jie shang mei you shen me shi
neng gou ru ci de jue dui
zeng jing you ren zhe yang chang guo
bai tian ta bu dong ye de hei
ni que dong de wo de mei*

you shi hou wo hui/jue de fei chang lei
you shi hou ye hui/bu zhi jue ba ni tuo lei
ni you shi hui shuo/wo men bu pei
zhi yao neng yi wei
zhen de zhen de wo shen me dou wu suo wei

*shui shuo bu neng hei bai pei
shi jie shang mei you shen me shi
neng gou ru ci de jue dui
zeng jing you ren zhe yang chang guo
bai tian ta bu dong ye de hei
ni que dong de wo de mei*

**gang qin ye shi hei bai jian
yi yang neng kan que wo dui ni
zhi you man man de gan xie
ye xu hei yong yuan bu ming bai
zai zhe ge cai se de shi jie
you ni wo cai hui cun zai**

22 Aug 2006 @ 11:26
listening to : Shinhwa - Once in a lifetime (English Version)

phew ~ English oral is finally OVER !! but how well do i fair ? i dont know larhs .. but i think i've done better then the prelims darhs .. cos i think i dare to speak more then before .. at least i dont really need prompts by the examiners .. hmm .. whatever larhs .. im soo nervous in the beginning .. but when i sat down infront of the examiners , i dont really feel nervous .. but i speak quite comfortly (?? does this word exist ??) whatever ... i kept on smiling and laughing to the examiner .. showing them im a cheerful ger .. instead of showing them that im NERVOUS .. hoho !!

recently spend money like nobody business .. is all dongshins that makes me do that .. WHY ? cos i dont wanna lose out to somebody who's acting FRIENDLY ... ya ! im quite angry with it .. no .. it should be fuking angry with it .. if i were rui , i'll definetly have a BIG QUARREL with her .. she's like .. OH MAN !! if she doesnt wanna help her buy anything .. please dont say that you wanna help her buy .. if you dont wanna get it for her , den dont tell her you wanna help her get .. oh dear , im soo fed up with it .. becos she's my friend arhs .. that's why im sooo angry .. moreover , i dislike this girl in the first place .. that's why im SOO ANGRY !! what am i talking about .. i dont know what im saying .. IM JUST SOO ANGRY !! super duper hate her .. soo IM NOT GONNA LOSE HER IN GETTING DONGSHINS STUFFS .. !! and ya , in the first place i've win her .. i supported dongshins for 2 years .. very soon is gonna be 3 years ... i've see them growing up .. from lil boy and now to a lil man ! turning more and more mature .. how about her ? just like them half way when they're turning into lil man .. have she went thru what we've went thru with dongshins ?? getting worried about their rumors on changing members ?? worried about them when they're injured ?? i've went thru more then you've went thru kaes .. i've even cry when i heard rumors that jaejoongie oppa will be changed !! cry when heard rumors when they're splitting dongshins up into 2 different groups .. i even went to online protest about it !! so what have you done for them ?? anyway , the forum boss is my SENIOR kaes .. and my relationship with her is GOOD !! ya .. im showing off to her.. ONLY HER !!!

*relax* .. will my wish for going to Shinhwa's concert come true .. ?? me and ros have booked rui for the whole sept .. she'll belong to us during that period .. haha !! does she wanna see Minwoo too ?? i wanna see Hyesung larhs ... haha !!

my hubby list :-
1) SHIN HYESUNG ; Shinhwa
2) KIM JAEJOONG ; TVfXQ
3) HIM #7972
4) LEE JOON KI
5) KIM KI BUM ; SUJU
6) Se7en

20 Aug 2006 @ 07:58
listening to : Shinhwa - Once in the lifetime (English Version)

so tired ... finding peeps who can help me import stuffs .. i PMed Sophia , eventually she didnt reply me .. intened to find Jaslyn .. maybe i should approach her some other day ... currently i just wait for the news .. im super duper unwilling to taiwan version album of Korean artist .. WHY ? for some reason ... like Se7en , his first 2 album is Korea imported version , so i want to continue my collection of his korea imported version .. and like TVfXQ , their 1st album i bought imported version from korea .. so i've to continue collecting the korea version .. for their japanese album and single , i do hope i can grab the japan imported version .. ^^

almost gonna finish off the things that im giving to Hyesung oppa when Shinhwa come Singapore ... im kinda thinking of giving up the things that im giving Andy opp and Eric oppa .. that's kind of bad .. only give it to Hyesung .. but what to do .. who ask Hyesung oppa to attracts my attention first ... who ask Hyesung oppa to have such a wonderful and attractive voice that attracts me to him .. hahas ~ HYESUNG ROCKS .. heard that he got new song .. but i didnt go hear larhs .. cannot listen so sad ... will definetly grab his 2nd album if he's gonna release .. whatever it is .. HYESUNG is my 1st hubby .. and JAEJOONG is the 2nd .. but TVfXQ is my priority darhs ... hoho ~ i'll faint listen to HYESUNG sing .. too gentle and attractive .. HYESUNG IS MINE !!! hahahahahas ~

saw from newspaper .. Kwon Sang Woo is coming in Sept .. how come this year soo many Koreans are coming to SG ?? 1st is the Han Shang Gong from Dae Geum Jung .. next is Kwon Sang Woo and Shinhwa that are coming in Sept .. how come there isnt news that Lee Joon Ki or TVfXQ are coming ?? or maybe SUJU can come too .. i wan my KIBUMie oppa .. and lately DONGHAE oppa .. and maybe SUNGMIN oppa too .. SUJU got 13 member .. is alright for me to like 3 of them marhs ... haha !! anyway , i wan Joon Ki oppa to be in SG .. whether to promote King and the Crown or to promote Fly Daddy Fly .. i wan him to be here .. i wanna see him .. OPPA !!! i wanna get his digital single .. but i can confirm i can find it NO WAY !! 5000 limited copies .. how to get .. haha !! i wanna buy King and the Crown .. even joon ki oppa is abit girlish inside , but i wanna watch his wonderful acting skill .. i shall persuade mommy to buy for me.. or should i get My Girl VCD first ?? or Princess LULU ?? im thinking of buying it .. cos i like Heung Soo oppa ..

My name is Kim Sam Soo is nice .. miss watching it when it is shown in Channel 55 .. tonight they're showing Rain's The Love That Kill .. hmm .. dont know should i watch anot .. cos heard before that some peeps say that is not nice .. maybe i should watch .. cos is RAIN !! and RAIN is my granny idol .. granny love RAIN alot ever since she watch FULL HOUSE .. and she's deeply into this show .. and i can confirm she'll watch again if this show show again on TV .. maybe i can suggest it to CHANNEL U , to show FULL HOUSE .. ^^

oh yea .. i've this question in my mind for long .. after i lost my phone , this question comes to my mind .. WHY ON EARTH IS THERE A OCCUPATION CALLED "THIEF" , "SHOP-LIFTER" AND "PICK-POCKET" ? .. this is my question .. and they're sooo professional in it .. i encounter before , therefore i know how PROFESSIONAL they are .. never you guys wanna encounter it .. that TERRIBLE !! their skills are soo pro that you wouldnt know what had happened till you realise it's completely LOST ! whoo !! such a great occupation .. isnt it .. but got no salary lerhs .. still gotto worry that you'll get caught .. but pros wouldnt get caught right .. hohoho !!

monday having Os English Oral .. HWAITING EUNJUNG !! AJA FIGHTING !!

17 Aug 2006 @ 07:46
listening to : nothing !

i am very tired .. really tired .. i feel like having a long sleep and never gonna wake up again .. everything around me is going the opposite way .. is not like the way that i've planned .. too many things are happening around me .. is too heavy for me to take it ! i am always frowning .. and when can i really smile !!! firstly , my chinese result eventually affected my mood .. even everyone around me said that i've done greatly , but i know i didnt ! im not satisfied with it .. secondly , the lost of my handphone .. so damn careless , i let someone stole it away .. and this had greatly affected me .. my life without my own handphone is miserable .. really want my handphone back badly .. but it's no way to be found !! it might had been sell it to some state in m'sia .. thirdly , things that happen today !

i am not putting the blame on anyone .. and i dont want anyone to be blame for this .. i wouldnt want any of my friends to be the scapegoat ! but i just dont know how am i suppose to face the problem .. all by myself ! really .. is not easy to face the problem all by yourself .. is that a hint for me to let him off ?? or a hint to prepare myself for rejection ?? frankly speaking .. im not ready to let him off , and im not ready for a rejection .. because , i've no intention to let him know i like him .. i would just want everything to be what is it like now .. calm and peaceful .. but now , i dont think that everything can be like what i want .. peace and calm ~! sometimes , somethings aren't that easy to solve like how you think .. maybe , i should continue to deny it .. as long as i didnt admit that i like it .. is still a question mark .. is a source , there's no evidence .. so we cannot conclude that the source is true .. ice ask me not to be worried about it .. she said maybe he wouldnt avoid me .. and maybe he likes me too .. is just that i dont know .. i dont dare to think about it .. it'll be great if he didnt avoid me .. but i wouldnt wanna think that maybe he likes me too .. but how would i know .. maybe i've secretly attracts him ?? who knows .. only god knows .. can we still be friend like before is still a question mark .. will he avoid me is still a question mark .. i shouldnt be worrying now .. treat it as nothing happen .. life still have to continue even he knows bout it .. what to do ~ what is done is done .. i can't do anything to it .. i can't earse the history .. i can't just take away their memory .. what i can do now , is to deny everything .. but can i do it ?? i dont know .. really i dont know .. if i never get to know him , things wouldnt happen .. but maybe is god's will to let me met and know him .. but is it god's will to let him know i like him , and eventually an answer will pop out ..

daddy got me the phone yesterday .. but i havent got the MMC card .. dont know when can i get it .. yesterday daddy scold bro .. heard what he had told bro .. whatever he's doing for him now is all for his own good .. he doesnt want him to be like what he's like before .. maybe i shouldnt disappoint my daddy .. i should get good results for my Os to let him be happy .. since he'd done for many things for us .. whatever i want , he'll get it for me .. just becos he want me to be happy instead of seeing me upset .. that's why i get my phone so fast after i've lost it ..

*ru guo ni xiang yong you xing fu .. ni jiu hui xiang qi mou ge ren de yang zi .. na ge ren .. jiu shi shu yu ni de xing fu ..* saw this phrase from some place .. i love this phrase alot .. ta shi shu yu wo de xing fu ma ?

*yao ji zhu wo zai shou xin de xing fu cai shi zhen de xing fu . sou yi bu guan duo me jian nan , qing jin jin de wo zhu ni xi wang de xing fu . jian chi yu jian ding shi yi zhong ji ji , ji ji di sheng hou tai du , ji ji di zhui qiu xing fu . hou xu zai bu jing yi jian , ni yi jing qiao qiao di da dong le ta de xin . hen duo shi jian cuo zhe , bin bu yi wei zhe shi bai . zhi yao zhen xin qu ai , sheng li yi ding hui shu yu na ge jian chi dao zui hou de ren ..* this phrase is i saw from Kim Sam Soo .. a meaningful phrase that i love very much ..

16 Aug 2006 @ 06:49
listening to : H.O.T - Full of Happiness

tired .. just finish my "lunch" .. and now am trying to download the chinese font .. and maybe the korean font .. rui told me how to do .. but eventually i've forgotten about it .. short term memory is causing me with alot of unnecessary problem .. haha ~

i thought i can get a phone yesterday .. but i didnt .. i only get the MMC card .. daddy told me there's no 256MB , so he buy the 512MB for me .. that means i can upload more songs into my phone le lorhs .. but when can i get it !! still feel super uncomfortable without my phone .. and im not use to the samsung phone im using now .. the key problem larhs .. keep on pressing the wrong key .. and that makes me fed up !!!

first time i managed to finish off the history mock test .. but hmm ! i think is another fail for me. . but i was wonder did i improve or deprove .. haha !

well .. dont know what to write .. going to try out the fonts all that ...

15 Aug 2006 @ 07:58
listening to : F.I.R - Tian Tian Ye Ye

whoo ~ before i vent my anger .. i should start with something peacefully first .. addicted to F.I.R - Tian Tian Ye Ye .. i like the lyrics .. kind of nice .. not kind of nice , is super nice .. hohoho ~

"mei yi tian zai ni de huai li deng dai .. mei yi ye wo gan jue ni de cun zai .. zou guo shang hai .. wo hui tou kan .. shi yong yuan dou can lan de ai .. / zhe yi ci wo jue ding yong gan qu ai .. zhe yi ci wo pei ni kan dao wei lai .. so how do i live , how do i live , how do i live .. without you .."

now i gotto vent my anger .. I LOST MY PHONE IN MALAYSIA .. no .. not lost .. IS MY PHONE GOT STOLEN IN MALAYSIA .. IS STOLEN NOT LOST .. soo angry .. same professional pick pocket in malaysia pick my phone again .. without me realising that my phone is gone .. i dont know why suddenly i wanna find my phone .. that's when we're preparing to leave that place .. i touch my bag and realise that my phone is no way to be found .. so i began to panick .. i told my granny to help me take the things and i start pouring at my stuffs and search .. but i didnt see any object that's being known as HANDPHONE .. i didnt cry but i stay calm .. i told my daddy .. and thought that he will scold me .. but he just look at me and say "someone stolen it away le larhs .. cannot find it back already larhs .. " then i was like .. SAD ! but i think of the bright way .. i told mommy "maybe i drop it in my car ? maybe larhs .. " den after that we went searching on the car .. BUT it's no way to be found .. then daddy say "come malaysia and give the phone away" .. den i was like .. AISH !! trying to make me sad ? then uncle also get to know my phone got stolen .. den ask me why so careless .. then i got nothing to say larhs .. but my face was kind of SAD ~ mommy ask me not to be sad , lost already cant find back .. Malaysia soo BIG !! no , is Johor soo BIG .. also cant find back le .. haiss ! den she promise that she'll buy a phone for me .. use back the same number .. but my contact all GONE !! soo , whoever who saw this entry .. pls kinda gimme ur no. asap.. by either SMS me or CALL me .. my no. didnt change yay !! daddy call me just now .. tell me that the phone that got stolen away , Nokia 6670 larhs .. 2nd hand dont have stock le .. den new de also dont have le .. so he ask me whether i want Nokia 7610 not .. since function is almost the same xcept the keys are different .. den i say OKAE lorhs .. since i lost the phone so i dont really wanna choose larhs .. so agree with the phone .. and he ask uncle to search it for me .. so hopefully can get the phone either by tonight or tml barhs .. so maybe later den that .. it depends lorhs .. soo upset .. my 6670 is now GONE .. the photos and the songs .. all GONE .. my hubby's photo GONE !! sigh ~ what to do .. im soo damn careless !!! GOODBYE !! TO MY PRECIOUS NOKIA 6670 ...

dont wanna talk bout it le .. actually wanted to post the design that Rui had come up with onto forum .. but kind of lazy to do so .. maybe tml or wednesday den post it up .. partly is that i dont have the mood to do so .. oh ya .. some peeps are trying to get good relationship with us .. hmm ~ not mentioning anyone as i didnt mention any names .. well if u think im saying bout u , then TOO BAD LORHS !! well , hmm ! dont try to get close or get good relationship with any of us .. maybe they dont know your character .. but i do know what kind of person u are !! hohoho ~ again IM NOT MENTIONING ANYONE .. I DIDNT MENTION ANY NAMES !! so dont come scolding me or any of my pals yay !!

current addiction ~ LEE JOON KI .. KIM JUNG HOON .. KIM HEUNG SOO .. HA SUK JIN .. !! lee joon ki oppa from King and the crown .. kim jung hoon oppa from Goong .. kim heung soo oppa from Princess Lulul .. and ha suk jin oppa from Princess Lulu too .. learning Korean Language with Rui after Os (??) .. maybe barhs .. dont know her but im CONFIRM learning .. maybe becos i can understand what oppas are saying .. but i wanna learn before i like this language .. ^^ Princess Lulu ended le .. next up there're saying Rain's A love to kill ... while .. i wanna watch it .. but i think is kind of boring .. ~ but i think i will watch .. cos there's RAIN !!!

14 Aug 2006 @ 01:08
listening to : Fan Wei Qi - Hei Bai Pei

going Malaysia later .. abit tired to go .. but still wanna go larhs .. can buy things what ! but can i find dongshin things there ?? i do hope i can find .. lOls ~

yesterday daddy brought mommy , me and elson to see the firework .. woah ! we did manage to see abit .. cos heavey jam on the way there .. and we're being jam at Marina Square there .. and just then , the firework started .. that make it worst .. NO CARS CAN MOVE AT ALL !! and we're being jam there only able to see abit abit abit ... but at least we're better then those we're being jam behind us ... if the hotel behind marina square is being shift away , it will be must better .. neverminds ! we're being promised that next year we're gonna watch again .. it's really beautiful !!!

i think im getting the rising sun album REAL soon .. probably next week ?? cos i heard from someone that HMV doesnt sell rising sun le .. den HOW !! cant probably ask me to import it .. i dont mind larhs ... aish ~ lemme consider it again .. i must really get rising sun ASAP .. cos saw news at FC that they're releasing their 3rd album soon .. SOO FAST 3rd album is coming out !! but why we still cant see news that you guys all coming ... *sad* *sad* *sad* !!!

13 Aug 2006 @ 07:29
listening to : Junjun - Gu Aphumkaji Saranghangoya

im going crazy !! dongshin !! dongshin !! aish !~ wanna go grab dongshin stuffs .. since i've got to know where can i grab their stuffs .. but who should i call to accompany me to go .. rui ?? will she wanna go ?? headache .. know there's 2 place on earth that i can grab their stuffs .. but i guess isnt cheap .. is understand-able that it is xpensive .. = ] ~ think again larhs ..

mood still not back yet ~ does this really affect my life ?? will the normal me be found again ?? or will i just remain like that ?? i dont really like the way im now .. looking soo fuking sad ! whatever .. no point thinking about it anymore !!

feel like getting piercing again .. same piercing place like Jaejoong ?? i will be totally insane if i do so ! even thot i wanna get a belly piercing like he has .. but i would wanna pierce my .. DOTS ! im too shy to say out the place that he pierce .. oops ~ consider again barhs ..

everyone is crazy over dongshin now ? what happened arhs .. suddenly darhs .. isnt that a good news , knowing that dongshin is gaining popularity here .. but sometimes , i might just feel sad ! just dont know why larhs .. i hate !! i hate those peeps who supported dongshin till half way and abandon them .. WHY !! dont treat my dearies like that !! it hurts me to see that scene ~ whatever .. as long as i know that i wouldnt abandon them .. anyway , i've NEVER abandon them ever since i support them .. 2 years ~ oppa, dangshinneul saranghamnida !! <3

saw Joonki's oppa news yesterdae !! HE'S NOT RELEASING ALBUM !! why why why ~ when i first saw him , i didnt know he can sing .. when i first heard his voice , i didnt know he can dance .. when i first saw his video , den i realise he can do anything !! he can act , he can sing and he can dance .. <3>

saw Beckham news in the newspaper today .. it says that he is not being choosen to play in the match for England .. what happened arhs ?? Terry is the new captain for England and Gerrard is the Vice-captain for England .. hmm !! kaes larhs , nothing to say bout it since they're my fave player .. Gerrard !! WHOO~ i wanna see Beckham playing in the match like before lerhs ..

my entry is long yay !! im ending soon .. ~ wanna go video down Joonki's oppa BABO SARANG performance .. his dance .. i love it !!

oh ya ! my chinese blog i've change it to korean blog .. haha ! entry all in korean .. unless you know korean , if not you wouldnt understand what im saying .. well im learning korean language anyway !!

12 Aug 2006 @ 06:52
share with you guys some nice song .. songs that i think is nice .. from F.I.R latest album .. copy the link and u can download the song .. just don wan why u can download from here .. *funny*

http://www.filesend.net/download.php?f=aef3a0b843beb0ad79f8befc952c3309 - F.I.R - Fei Xing Bu Lou

http://www.filesend.net/download.php?f=5dbd8554032e07bae17d090fe6792872 - F.I.R - Get High

http://www.filesend.net/download.php?f=d4e8e43de04ebec0b7835b601176d156 - F.I.R - Juan Lian

http://www.filesend.net/download.php?f=c1e9d85816f48dc39574107f7a533706 - F.I.R - Tian Tian Ye Ye

http://www.filesend.net/download.php?f=c65c7b26fef40ab151d63a105f9b32ea - F.I.R - Yu Ying Hua

@ 05:31
listening to : Princess Lulu OST - Naegaduh Saranghanigga - Noh Young Chae

sad .. sad .. sad .. unxpecting the xpected ?? or xpecting the unxpected ?? i dont know .. got the Os chinese result .. i SMILE when i saw my result ..FROWN after that .. im not satisfied with it .. an A2 and a Merit .. i dont want this result .. everyone said that im crazy .. got a A2 still cry .. but the reason i cry is cos i dont want an A2 .. im xpecting an A1 .. and im left with only 4 unconfident subject .. well , what is done is done .. result is out .. did i disappoint Mdm Hoo ?? i hope i didnt .. at least i got A2 instead of A1 .. i did myself proud ?? did i .. able to score an A2 among soo many O level student who took the same paper as me .. i should be happy , isnt it .. told mommy that i got an A2 .. and she say is good enough since i've got an A .. she ask me whether i wanna re-take .. but i told her i dont want cos i dont wanna waste my time .. she ask me not to re-take .. after much thinking (even my mind now is BLANK) , i dont think i'll be re-taking again .. firstly , i've NO confident in getting an A1 if i re-take .. cos i've NO confident in Paper 2 .. i've more confident in Paper 1 .. but we're taking BOTH paper if we re-take rite .. secondly , i dont wanna waste my time on chinese again .. i would rather use the time on my other unconfident subject .. yi and rui support me to re-take .. but .. my final decision is IM NOT RE-TAKING IT !! i dont wanna pose a threat to those re-taking student , that a A's student wanna re-take , causing them can't get a A .. im not that bad !! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO'RE RE-TAKING !! buck up with the rest of the subject , hopefully i can get the point that i've set earlier !!

i still cant SMILE .. oh yea .. apologising to Zifeng .. didnt mean to hit his head .. accidentally hit it darhs , who ask him to turn away .. keep on doing the stupid face just wanting to cheer me up !! i feel soo irritated by it .. but anyway , thanks for wanting to cheer me up .. hahas !! i think the only way i can smile again , is to watch Oppas video .. maybe that's the only way to cheer myself up .. and to see hubby ?? maybe !! he's soo calm .. even he know he fail , but he still can smile and laugh , like nothing happen .. WTH is he thinking .. is he re-taking .. anyway , all the best for him if he's re-taking !!

feel soo sleepy .. eyes wanna close .. maybe just now cry too much .. at night den complete my work ..

realise today is 11th August .. is my 1 year 4 month with him .. but this 11th August doesnt seem happy for me .. full of sadness .. but at least i saw his smile .. and hear his laughter .. that make me smile and laugh too ..

HAN.EUNJUNG !! AJA AJA FIGHTING !! HWAITING ...

11 Aug 2006 @ 07:49
TVfXQ oppa at Germany supporting Korea team .. i got watch that match .. it means that i'm watching with OPPA too !! *siao* they're soooo HANDSOME .. *faint* oppa, dangshinneul saranghamnida!!!

@ 07:46
prince lee yul !! prince kim jung hoon .. the right and only person to be prince .. attracted to his sweet smile !!

@ 07:39
cute joon ki oppa .. he's more beautiful den a woman !! <3

@ 07:38

my wall specially reserved for TVfXQ oppa .. a wall full with their photos and posters !! im showing my love for them !!! Posted by Picasa

@ 07:38

part 1 and part 2 of goong .. is mine !! Posted by Picasa

@ 07:36

take early in the morning before going to school Posted by Picasa

@ 07:20
listening to : TVfXQ - The way you are

change new blog skin .. still very pinkie horhs .. hohoho ~

firstly , HAPPY BELATED 41TH BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE !! yesterday NDP was nice .. i like to watch the army marching off the parade .. it's soo NEAT and their hand look like fake ones .. but is really great !! i realise im a weird ger .. i like guys wearing uniform .. isnt it funny ?? like police officers , navy officers all that .. they look soo good .. so now , i know what kind of guy will catch my attention .. guys who wear UNIFORM .. gosh !! hahaha ~

wanna post TVfXQ oppa and JOONKI's oppa pictures here .. but scare got itchy hand steal it away .. why wanna steal arhs .. just come ask from me larhs .. whatever ..

recently saw at forum that out of 5 oppa , 4 of them are SICK !! the only healthy baby is Changmin .. and im sure he had to look after all the sick hyungs .. aish ~ how i wish i can look after them .. really feel soo worry for them .. yunho oppa sickness is getting worse .. jaejoong oppa leg injury is back .. junsu oppa is down with flu .. and yoo chun oppa is down with high fever .. they're just making us worried .. why cant they take care of themselves well .. i hope they're getting better now .. i do really pray for them .. i mean it ! before i went to sleep i'll pray for their recovery .. i wanna see our healthy oppa back on stage again .. now sick oppa on stage .. i wanna see all the cheerful and silly laughter and smile on oppa's face .. but not sickness written all over oppa's face .. TAKE CARE OPPAS !! SICKNESS GET AWAY FROM OPPA !!

still got tons of work not yet done .. and im still slacking .. haha !!

getting Os chinese result tml .. what a bad and unlucky day for me .. i dont wanna see my result .. what if the result i get isnt what i expected ?? what if i got a B3 for it .. i dont wanna see a B3 beside my name .. i dont wanna re-take chinese again !! how .. im very worry and scare .. A1 !! i wan a A1 .. but i can confirm i cant get a A1 .. so , an A2 is good enough for me .. as long as there's a A .. im contended .. what if there isnt .. will i cry ?? or will i smile ?? joy for me , or sadness for me ?? i dont know .. i dont dare to think about tml .. how i wish time stops now .. and tml dont come .. so i dont nid to take my result .. maybe , time just stop for me but not others .. maybe others wanna get their results badly .. only i dont want .. i've high expectation on my chinese .. so i really cannot take it if i didnt meet my expectation .. HOW!! prepare tissue .. i guess tml i need it badly ..

mommy allow me to go for Shinhwa's concert .. BUT only if she strike TOTO or 4D .. funny rite .. of cos i want her to strike.. so i can go for their concert what .. and i told her i wan the MOST EXPENSIVE tics .. good horhs .. hope that will come true !!

9 Aug 2006 @ 06:25
listening to : Jaejoong - Insa

i've got a weird dream yesterday night .. two different dream .. a sweet dream and a horrible dream .. and now it make me fear of goin toilet alone .. lemme update about the horrible dream .. i also dont know why i'll have that dream .. i dreamt that im going to the school toilet with Rui, Ros and Yi .. den i dont know why when i entered the toilet , i suddenly said "Sorry to disturb, we're entering the toilet." den after that , those toilet doors that are close suddenly have flushing sound when there's NO ONE inside .. den we scream and ran out from the toilet .. den i woke up .. weird dream .. not it should be horrible dream .. sweet dream .. whoo ~ i dreamt of TVfXQ oppa yesterdae night .. i think i love them just too much .. and that make me can't stop thinking of them .. and in my dream , i talk to Jaejoongie oppa .. woah !! i remember what i talk to him .. i said "Jaejoong oppa , hwaiting " .. in chinese means "Jaejoong brother , jiayou " den oppa turn and smile at me and say things in korean .. and den i say again "actually oppa, i dont really understand what you're saying . Mianhae" .. haha .. what a sweet dream yay ? and ya ! of cos i dream of other TVfXQ oppa larhs .. but i dream of Jaejoong oppa more .. Oppa is my sarang .. hahaha !!

yesterday watch TVfXQ - Dangerous Love .. how i wish im the stalker Heeboon .. haha ! quite amazing about the ending .. *blur* but is nice .. especially the scene when Junsu oppa sang the song to Heeboon .. the song is nice .. the melody all that but i dont know who sang it .. partly like it is becos oppa have a great voice .. den the part where i laugh the most is when Changmin oppa do the tongue twister .. WTH is he talking about .. and his xpression is ssoo funny .. the ending is a funny one too .. Jaejoong oppa asked Yunho oppa why is he treating him so well recently, isnt it because he like him . den Yunho oppa replied him that is because he make spoil Jaejoong oppa's beloved camera .. haha .. what a funny ending .. laugh till my tears rolled down .. haha .. den just now finish watching TVfXQ - Unforgottable Love .. a sad story .. even the starting was kind of funny .. especially when Jaejoong oppa talk about his ex-girlfriend .. Seul Gi kept on slapping Jaejoong oppa .. see till feel soo angry , but is FUNNY haha .. Changmin oppa part was the most sad darhs .. but it ended funny with Junsu oppa larhs .. not denying i cried when they're showing Changmin part .. even thot he's lying to his hyungs .. but is sad .. and i laugh when Junsu oppa said "what am i going to do .. the tears .." WT .. im soo touched by it when he suddenly say that .. watching TVfXQ - Uninvited Guest now .. later watch TVfXQ - Finding Lost Time and Tokyo Holiday .. hee .. soo fun watching them act ..

8 Aug 2006 @ 09:25
listening to : Mi Lu Bing - Qian Shou

soo tired .. now i know i shouldnt drink coffee at night .. cos I DIDNT SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT YESTERDAE BECOS OF IT!! hahaha !! soo tired .. now feel like the whole world is spinning .. hohoho !! think i'll get a serious headache becos of it !!

watching TVfXQ Banjun drama - dangerous love .. heard from rui that that's a nice drama .. so watch larhs .. who ask is TVfXQ oppa .. just watch the NG of Jaejoong and Yunho .. super duper funny .. Jaejoong is the NG KING .. woo !! he's great kaes . whoo ~~ now loading the 1st esp of the drama .. cant wait watching it ..

rui got influence by me (??) , now she's into TVfXQ like i do .. whoo !! next time got TVfXQ fans gathering , i wont be alone .. she can accompany me !! hohoho !! isnt it good that you've a friend who like the same artist as you do ?? it's GOOD!!

finally get what i wanna give Shinhwa oppa .. it should be Hyesung oppa, Eric oppa and Andy oppa .. cos rest of the oppa Rui and Ros are doing for it .. so cham , nid to do for 3 person .. well , doesnt matter .. but i still havent find ways to pass it to them .. *headache*

dont wanna think anymore .. is just gettin my head more and more pain ..

7 Aug 2006 @ 11:43
helping out with design to TVfXQ Singapore Fanclub tee ..
actually im the one who started out with this idea of making club tee ..
haha ~
i dont mind helping them with the design ..
but i can assure that the design will be very weird ..
cos im NOT good in designing and drawing ..
but for TVfXQ , i dont mind try my very BEST doing that ..
because i wanna see UNITY in the FC ..
i wanna see us UNITED as TVfXQ ..
i wanna see us having the STRONG FRIENDSHIP like TVfXQ have ...

off doing homework .. and thinking of designs !

@ 07:32
listening to : Kangta & Vaness - Scandal

firstly .. my congrats to Mi Lu Bing .. congrats them for winning SUPERBAND.. the 1st SUPERBAND in SG .. like their performance alot .. esp them singin WOOSHA .. very nice .. wanna find that song that they sang .. like J3's XIAOWEI .. listen already can make me fall asleep .. hohohoho ~ overall , i still like Milubing's performance .. not showing any support to which band .. but i just like Milubing's performance .. wanted to comment on Soul's performance on Shinhwa's Perfect Man .. but im too tired and lazy to give comment .. cos it'll simply just make me sad .. is totally the same as how i commented them on the way they sang DBSK song .. exactly the same comment .. i didnt post any comment here .. so wanna noe ask me lorhs .. hohohohoho ~ well , whatever it is .. Superband is NOW OVER .. but Project Superstar 2 is coming .. why cant those searching of new idols programs STOP ?? one ended and another one comes .. abit .. funny .. SG really got soo many idol to search merhs .. just making kids thinking of being STAR.. and eventually neglect their studies .. and even FRIENDS .. well , i like watching those show .. but eventually , it'll make peeps feel tired .. with all those same old programs repeating .. just having their peeps performing .. Joakim isnt out for Singapore Idol 2 .. that's great .. he's cute .. thus dont really hope seeing him being eliminated .. hohohoho ~ looks still win everything right ?

tired tired tired .. soo tired. . so da*n stress .. still got tons of work not yet done ... dont know what the hell happened to me .. im still NOT on the right track .. and is getting me MORE WORRIED .. gosh!!

saw a beautiful skirt @ Bugis street .. $15 only .. so da*n cheap .. mommy intended to get it for me .. but i seldom get to go out now .. so save it up lorhs .. after Os den go buy .. cos now becos of studies , seldom get the chance to go shopping yay !! 3 more months to suffer and i can do whatever i love to do .. SHOPPING !! that 3 more months is passing super duper fast .. just a blink , 1 month had pass .. another blink .. Os are coming .. woo ! dont blink le .. is REAL scary to think about it ... feel like my heart is pumping out from my mouth .. hohohoho ~

my entry today is long yay ?? hohohoho ~ im crapping marhs .. wanna end it le .. so tired .. still got physics homework not yet done !! GOD HELP ME !!

changing bloggie skin sooner or later !~ oh yea .. not forgetting to intro .. my latest addiction after KIM JUNG HOON OPPA .. he's LEE JOON KI OPPA .. the guy whose more beautiful den a woman .. *jealous* but i just simply love the way he smile, the way he dance, and they way he SING !! will post his picture here .. chingu ! dont try stealing him .. hohoho

6 Aug 2006 @ 11:36
well ..
i dont really like watching Superband ..
but i quite like Mi Lu Bing's style ..
soo among the 4 final band ..
i'll hope Mi Lu Bing can win everything ..
even thot the rest are good too ..

anyway ..
now's Mi Lu Bing's performance ..
jiayou ~~

5 Aug 2006 @ 08:33
love watching jaeho tribute ..
but it always ended sadly ..
jaeho ..
my most fave combination ..

will upload jaeho tribute onto my phone ..
sarangeul jaejoong n yunho oppa

@ 07:23
so f*king tired recently .. dont know why feel soo tired .. fall asleep during lesson .. if not feel super duper tired and cant concentrate .. i just think im too stress .. prelims are coming .. is just round the corner .. and i still cant get things onto the right track .. oh dear .. i just dont know how am i suppose to get thru Os ..

getting our Os Chinese result hopefully by next week .. im always hoping for this day to come .. cos i wanna see how i've done for this paper .. i put extremely high hope on this paper .. so it'll definetly disappoint me if i cant achieve a A1 or A2 .. i think i'll simply cry if i get a B3 .. and that's NOT what i want .. i dont wanna re-take Chinese again .. is a waste of time for me .. cos i know myself well , my other subjects arent on the right track .. i gotto put in tons of effort to get it onto the right track .. is not a joke for me now .. my whole life is now completely on my hand .. not thinking too much about the Os Chinese result .. hopefully i wont get disappointed with it ..

watching finish Goong Part 1 .. finally i've finish watching .. instading of hating Lee Shin , began to like him more .. cos hmm ~ dont know why .. but im hating Hyo-rin more .. never will i hate Lee Yul , im loving him more and more .. hohohohoho ~ Chae Kyung is really a cute ger .. everytime she's with Lee Shin , funny scene will come upon .. and sometime will cry when you see her cry .. i think both Chae Kyung and Lee Shin makes a good couple .. hohoho.. ~ now starting off with Goong Part 2 soon .. but i dont think im watching it now .. maybe , i'll be watching it after Os .. full concentration for me now !!

Shinhwa is getting me with a lot of trouble now .. i dont know how am i going to pass those gifts to them .. oh dear .. that's the BIGGEST problem i've met .. really dont know how .. headache upon thinking of it ..

fail my 2.4m .. only run 2 round .. wanted to continue running .. but i know that if i do continue to run , i'll surely faint !! after the 1st round , i've already have difficulty in breathing .. not only that .. i totally dont have the strength to continue .. visible was of abit blur .. that's why i sat on the ground .. and instead of standing up , i crawl .. cos i dont have the strength .. haisss ~

things im getting :-
` 3-4 more packets of straw
` 1 big box Mini toons
` 3 small box from Mini toons
` color paper from Popular to make stars

3 Aug 2006 @ 05:54
listening to : BoA - My Sweetie

im closing my chinese blog .. re-opening a new chinese blog .. and maybe i'll make those entry being translated to Korean .. hohoho ~

very stress up recently .. hahaha

bro is teaching me how to play maple .. cos im a newbie in maple .. whatever he told me is question mark .. so he said he'll help me .. hohohoho ~

shouldnt be worried for him .. i should actually SCOLD him .. such a idiot man !! think also angry .. better dont think ..

going off now !!!
annyong ~

2 Aug 2006 @ 10:10
hahah ~
boring ..
dont know what to update ..
see my bro play maple ..
suddenly wanna play too..
so create my own maple account ..
now kinda hooked onto maple ..
hahaha!
well , going to play le ..

worried for him ~