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Sihui
October 4th, 1989.
Twenty.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
SIT(ICT) - MIT 0803.
10 & 4 are favourite.
♥ 3rd December 2008.
♥ silly darling Marcus.
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30 Apr 2006 @ 11:46
listening to : Goong OST - HowL - Aeng Moo Saewent town with jes today... saw someone jes doesnt wanna see.. dont say anymore bout this le larhx.. hahawent far east.. hmm.. look out for some clothes for prom night.. dunnoe any Sec 5s will be going for this year prom night not.. i wanna go, but dont know who else going.. if Sec 5s only a few ants going, den i'll not going lorhs.. last year already..~~pierce earhole today.. @ mall.. hee.. hope this time it will not get infected.. *CHOY*arghhx~~ EL oral next tuesday.. im under Ms Low and Ms Chia.. haiyaya, Ms Chia my own EL teacher.. always joke with her den now she testing me for oral, AISH!! hee... MT(CL) Prelim next friday.. *worried* aiming A1 for this MT(CL) prelim..woo... 4A2 class gathering chalet coming soon... awaiting for this chalet.. gathering with all 4A2'05 buddy!! miss them lotsa.. we've been separated after we get our Ns results.. those who get promoted still get together, those who retained seldom get to meet, those who went to ITE, dont sae seldom, hardly can we get to meet.. haha... among my 5 years in secondary school.. i love 4A2 the most.. just dunnoe why, i enjoyed being together with them.. ^^ending here... going to watch I Not Stupid Too...
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27 Apr 2006 @ 10:48
listening to : nothingwoo~ chay ting is going to gib me all her history notes.. thankie ger!! oh ya, i nid to thanks uhmm.. i dunnoe how to spell his name but anyway, thanks him for giving me his O level physics textbook, ten years series and O level chemistry ten years series.. im d**m tired.. dunnoe why.. after returning from Cameron Highland, i just feel super duper tired..next week fridae MT prelims.. woo~ im not yet prepared for it.. super worried that i'll not do well for this prelims... *eunjung,hwaiting!!!*hohoho~~ currently addicted to Dae Jang Geum... Ah Chang is sooo kute.. keep on eating non-stop.. im just like her when im depressed.. wowowo~!! 4A2 class gathering... i think is settle.. isnt it?? quite a number of ex-4A2 students are attending.. Zi Feng they all not confirmed yet.. they're always lidart de.. den this Jian Wei, he keep on asking me whether i got go anot, and i know what he's gonna sae.. If i said im going, he'll sae he's not going.. and If i said im not going, he'll den sae he's going.. siao de lor.. im looking forward for this gathering.. hohoho~~ it would be nice if ALL OF US wear the class tee.. isnt it.. i should suggest it to Jo... hee//* 1 year 15 days.. it's still continue~~ saranghamnida
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26 Apr 2006 @ 12:45
im AM.. morning~he's PM.. night~AM & PM can never meet...that's like me and him...we'll never meet..~isnt it sad..~~im LAME~~ becos im BORED.. waiting for Dae Jang Geum to be show~~ Dae Jang Geum rox!! waiting for Peiying jiejie to lend me this VCD..!!~
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25 Apr 2006 @ 08:06
listening to: Tank - Ji Fen Zhi Jididnt blog for days.. cos i wasnt in Singapore for the past 3 days... i'm in Malaysia ; Cameron Highland.. with the tour.. i really really regreted going there.. cos i fall sick on the way there.. i got flu before i set off, den next day i got cough.. and ya, on the way up to the Cameron Highland, i feel giddy all the way up there.. and nearly vomited.. so how?? roll myself up and sleep lorhx... only that.. if not i'll be vomiting.. den reach there.. feel d*** cold.. keep on sneezing.. NON-STOP!! that's alright.. what im buay song with is the HOTEL and the FOOD we ate... the HOTEL is d*** LOUSY and d*** LK lor... the worst hotel that i've stay in my LIFE.. and the FOOD.. is also d*** LOUSY and not nice.. the worst food i've eaten in my LIFE aboard.. and i've swear.!! NEVER WILL I FOLLOW TOUR BUS TO MALAYSIA.. KILL ME IF I DO SO.. oh ya, there's a so called JOKE during the trip.. there's this guy, hmm he's 16. a year younger den me.. on the 1st day, he banged onto my seat and scared me.. and later when we're getting up the bus, his hand hit my BUTT.. next day, he so GOOD offer me "Chocolate"(is actually electricity kind of fake choc) and heng i didnt take it, COS HE'S MAKING FUN OF ME.. and becos of this incident, my uncle said that he's my BOYFRIEND.. for no reason, i suddenly got 1 boyfriend.. for the next few days, he continued to be my "boyfriend".. is LAME!!!! i've someone i mind OKAE!!!BAD NEWS..!! real bad news... i've FLUNG my maths and my Science Paper 1.. hardly will i get a pass for my combined science.. i would actually pass if miracles happened... i got a E8 for my Maths instead of a F9, that's what im feeling abit happy of... im smiling and laughing but actually it hurts me alot inside my heart.. English is a sure DIE for me.. i've never did well in my English before.. and Social Studies and History.. i've NO confident in getting a pass in this subject.. this time round meet the parent session, sure got a place for me.. can make reservation le.. DOTS.. is not that i wanna think in this kind of way, is the FACT ma.. i've no confident in getting into a Polytechnic.. i dont know why..!! there's this feeling.. enough of all that.. WHAT YOU THINK IS WHAT YOU GET.. if i really think i'll NOT make it for Polytechnic, i really will NOT make it.. so i must think that i WILL make it, so i will really MAKE it yay... now, i shouldnt think of PLAYING and SLACKING.. i should really get into SERIOUS BUSINESS.. since i've only 5 subject and for Polytechnic, i must PASS ALL my 5 subject with none of them failing... well, i think i will need to go out to study everytime le bah... see my results, i'm already very DISAPPOINTED with myself le..i really disappoint my parents.. is not that i didnt put in my effort.. is that the paper is rather beyong my standard.. SH*T, dont say le la...how come i feel that my entry for today will be endless?? haha.. i've too many things to blog.. maybe i willl not blog again for days... hee.. i wont be free ma... MT intensive next week.. wonder what the hell is this intensive for.. 5th May our MT prelim paper.. 29th May our MT actual Os paper.. not denying, im VERY worried that i cannot get A1 for my MT paper.. im aiming for a A1 for MT.. not a A2.. i will want a A1.. i should be satisfied with a A2.. but what i want is a A1.. tml got MT Compo exam... Compo for me isnt a big problem... cos i can write good compo?? do i write good compo?? i score quite well for compo actually.. haha... im praising myself.. to make myself feel better.. only MT can make me smile.. cos i know that i'll NEVER fail my MT.. haha..bought my NIKE shoe.. actually wanna buy ADIDAS derhs.. but horhx, exactly same as xuanyu's one lorhs.. is not i wanna copy him.. is i like RED lorhs.. who the hell ask him also own a red color shoe.. aish.. so i bough NIKE red color derhs shoe lor... BLAH~~ i might be wearing it tml to school.. but abit SHE BU DE.. haha... aiya, didnt take picture of that shoe.. when i take the picture den i'll post it here... ^^the senior confessed to me.. DEAR!!! im shocked when he told me that... he knows that im taking my O level this year.. and he still did that to me NOW.. WTH is he doing... he actually scares he off with the things he said to me.. asking me will i allow him to take care of me... asking me will i wanna be with him... HEY!!! i do hope i can accept you.. BUT im having O level now.. not the right time to get into relationship now..!! i've told the same thing to ****.. is NOT that i wanna hurt him yay.. is the truth... even thro i wanna confess to HIM after my prelims, i'm not hoping for the answer to be the same as i do... i will not expect him to tell me I LIKE YOU TOO.. i will not expect him to sae LET'S GET TOGETHER.. am i thinking too much?? maybe i am... im stating the fact ma.. he wont said that to me.. he will probably walked off or think im kidding if i confess to him.. that hurts me lots.. actually, seeing him from far.. seeing at his seat.. looking at him walking pass my class.. lettimg him cut my queue.. or offer him sweets.. is already very good le... hee.. im like IDIOTS~~anyway, i gotto sign off here le.. my entry will be endless if i continued typing... hohoho~~//*wo..hai shi na me xi huan ni~ ni ne.. xi huan wo ma..??//* 1 year 13 days... and it's still continue....~~
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18 Apr 2006 @ 12:06
listening to : Zhen Ming Tian Nv OST - JS - Wo Bi Xiang Xiang Zhong Ai Niwent to have a fringe cut today.. hmm... like it, but i hope it can be shorter.. hee... aish.. tml going to immigration hall.. im not emigrating larh.. haha.. cos the custom people ask me to change my passport photo.. it doesnt look like me lorhx... haha... so they ask me to change it.. so tml mommy bringing me down to change it..just now went studying @ Compass Point.. guess who i saw?? no one special larhx.. i saw Wei Xian.. i'm actually thinking whether that is he anot.. so i sms him lorh, but he took real long time to make reply.. he saw me too, but didnt sae HI to me.. so bad sia.. haha...hmm.. i've think carefully(??).. that i will confess to him after my prelims.. i'll tell him i like him within this year, since is last year.. but i dont know when is the most suitable time to do so.. after much thinking, decided to do it after prelims..even i'll have to see him during O level, but i wont see him after that rite.. i saw a necklace @ mini toons of Compass Point, with couple ring on it.. like it alot.. if i success, maybe i'll buy that necklace.. but out of 100%.. 99.999...% wont success.. i've no confident for myself in this... hahahmm.. i've got to really apologise to ****.. im really sorry.. pls pls dont wait for me le.. i'm not worth for you to continue waiting.. you'll really find someone more devoted and more caring then me in future de... dont waste your time on me le.. you'll just make me feel really bad for giving you that answer.. is really not a suitable to start a relationship now.. is not that i dont wanna accept u or what, is really not suitable.. and im afraid the some old thing will happened againx... i know you're afraid too.. i know you treat me well, i'm very thankful for that.. but really, dont wait for me.. i'm worth for that.. lemme me and yourself concentrate on our studies first, as for whether will we get together, leave it till we finish our Os... let fate decide yay.!! im sorry...
will i have the courage to tell him.. I LIKE YOU after prelims...?? i hope by the time, i've build up that courage... even if i failed, at least i've told him that... #7972 - my code to him..
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@ 12:01
 invisible;wings ; MAGIC~~ it changed color.. i dont know how i did that.. haha.. is that nicer?? 
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@ 12:00
 invisible;wings ; that's me with my new haircut.. actually just the fringe only.. hee...
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17 Apr 2006 @ 02:10
listening to : Savage Garden - I Knew I Love Youim soo tired recently.. tml history paper.. hey man, i didnt study... or should i say that i've no time to study?? i was booked up for the past 2 days..fridae morning set off to Desaru @ round 8plus 9... there was a BIG JAM @ both Singapore and Malaysia custom.. woah, we jam for around 1hour plus.. we didnt get to play alot of Desaru cos it RAINS.. no one knows that it will rain.. the whole journey was soo tiring and boring.. it's alright that i didnt get to play.. but i didnt get to SHOP!! i've saw 1 shoe that i love alot of the holiday plaza, but we stop for awhile and went off le... something happened.. maybe.. gosh... bought a wallet, bag and a pendant.. didnt buy alot of thing lor... haisss.. my worst trip to Malaysia..yesterdae went to East Coast Park.. saw alot of shuai ge dere.. haha... so many pple blading dere.. make me wanna blade too.. aish.. hahalater going to study le... hee... no more time le... ^^dont wanna update le lar.. not in the mood to update... 1 year..05 days... it's still continues..~~ saranghamnida~
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@ 02:09
 the sky @ East Coast Park.. is nice, isnt it
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@ 02:09
 the wave at East Coast Park.. hey, i took me sometime to capture this photo..
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@ 02:07
 me at East Coast Park eating Mcdonalds.. haha.. aiya, uncle force me to take de larhx..
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@ 02:05
 me and granny taken @ Desaru Resort..
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@ 02:05
 at Desaru Resort.. doesnt this place look like the East Coast Park in Singapore?
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14 Apr 2006 @ 05:35
listening to : S.H.E - Ta Hai Shi Bu Dongdadada... tml no school.. means that tml we wont have any SA paper... hurray..!! aish.. today SA Combined Science(Physics and Chemistry) MCQ paper... i realise that i only know how to do Physics question.. while Chemistry paper, i didnt know what i am doing... haha... im prepared for the worst... uncle told me, normally school examnination are harder den O level paper.. cos they dont wanna let us think that O level paper is simple.. but he told me actual O level paper will be much simple den sch paper... haiss...!!dont wanna talk about studies le.. really stress up recently.. didnt get enough of sleeps.. *poor ger* haha... went library to borrow novel... rui found a novel, the words are real meaning.. and the words are what im facing now... here's the words..`wo xi huan ni.. fei chang zhi ji de xi huan.. ji shi ni yong yuan bu hui zhi dao.. wo shi na me de.. xi huan ni...*^i like you.. like you very very much.. even thro you wont get to know it.. i really like you very much..*&`wo xi huan ni.. zhe me jian dan de yi ju hua..wo que zen me ye wu fa dang mian gao shu ni.. ru ci tie jing you ru ci yao yuan de ju li.. wo zhi neng kan zhe bi fang na ge mo bu zhao de ni.. shen shen de tan xi.. er ni, que yong yuan ting bu dao...*^i like you.. is such a simple word.. but i dont have the courage to tell you.. such a near yet far apart distance... i only can look at you from a far distance.. sighing.. but you will never get to hear it..*those who know me, those who know who the hell im liking now.. will you think this 2 phrase sounds like me?? *sob* i admit, not denying.. i really like him very much.. but i really dont have the courage to tell him that i really like him.. cos im afraid of this reaction, cos im afraid of rejection.. i've got enough of hurts.. my distance with him is soo nice, yet i feel that my distance with him is really far apart.. haiss... really, i guess.. he'll never get to know.. how much i like him.....1 year 2 days ~ it still continue... 7972.. <3
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@ 05:34
 invisible;wings - i wanna hold his hand... *dotss* i like this picture lots.. **day dreaming...* how i wish is mine n his.. GOSH
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@ 05:34
 our roses.. ros, ruiling, jes jiejie n mine... nice horh.. ^^
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@ 05:33
 the bouquet of rose that me n jes jiejie give to our dearest huiling mommy.. *huggie*
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@ 05:33
 invisible;wings - with jes jiejie during international friendship day.. im soo high on that day.. rose giving day... *aish* my face is soo pinkish.. what happened to me.. haha
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@ 05:31
 invisible;wings - with jo @ super-teens workshop... the 3 days during super-teens are really fun.. enjoyed it.. miss the fun
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@ 05:30
 nokia 3250.. aish.. i like this phone.. i should hint daddy to buy this for me
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@ 05:29
 apple ipod.. aiming for that if my mp3 spoil..
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12 Apr 2006 @ 10:37
listening to : Fish Leong - Yong Qitodae.. finally 1 year.. nothing special.. just that i've like him for 1 year.. been counting and counting... keep on wondering will this 1 year come... it comes, but i'm still the same with him.. just friend.. and are we gonna be just friend for life?? maybe we're gonna be.. maybe we cant be something more den just a friend.. i wish we're... i wish we can... can we?? i dont have the courage to tell him that i like him.. i dont even have the courage to talk to him online... i dont know why, i just dont have the courage to do so... that's why, we can only be just friend, and nothing more... what will he react, when he noes that i like him?? will he avoid me?? will he just smile at me and walked off?? will he give me a weird reaction?? or will he.. tell me the same like i tell him?? that's IMPOSSIBLE.. but why i just cant think that that's actually possible?? haiss...hmm... todae Social Studies paper.. well, actually i dont have confident in passing this paper... when i see the paper, my mind goes BLANK.. not totally blank.. i do remember some.. but not very clear view of it... i chose Industrial Development instead of Health Care in Singapore.. actually wanna chose Health Care in Singapore, but dont know how to start off.. and i didnt study Britain welfare.. so dont do better... im writing craps on it.. i think it's a gone case for this paper...tomorrow having Maths paper 1 and 2.. 4hrs 30mins paper.. what the *, it's gonna be a long day tomorrow.. and it's gonna be a tough paper tomorrow.. Mrs Teo told us this SA paper will be a tough 1.. preparing to flung in this paper.. but i still hope that i do get a PASS for this paper... i dont aim for high, C5 is good enough.. im aiming a A2 for my maths in O level.. and really i must get it.. would i?? believe in myself yay!!having headache now.. im stress up too... haiss... still got 1 more week to struggle, before this SA comes to an end... going Cameron Highland next fridae.. going Desaru this fridae.. im going overseas soo many times in this year... June maybe going on cruise, den end year confirming going either Germany or Korea.. most probably will be going Germany... HITLER!!! i hate him... haha~aiya, gotto go study le.. MATHS!! ^^will the 2nd year comes...?? 11th April 2007, will it comes???
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9 Apr 2006 @ 05:51
listening to : TVfXQ - One(jap ver.)so tiring..!! haha...mondae international friendship day.. im gonna die!! i shall be save unless someone sabo me larhx.. ^^ hope everything go find on that day... tuesdae got SS paper... im prepare only to certain chapter.. i MUST score for this subject!!!!!!!! DO MY BEST!~3 more days.. and is going 1 year.. so what is going 1 year?? he didnt know that i've been liking him for 1 whole silly & stupid year... he's not to be blame.. why should i blame him? is me being stupid enough to like him for 1 year.. i can actually release him in this 1 year, is just that i cant release him.. whenever i've prepare to let him go, something will happened to make me hold him back... that monday is a very good example.. i've no intention for that to happen, but it just happen... forget it... just let it be.~~ im planning to organise a birthdae party againx... hmm.. like last year barhx... but if this time round im organising againx, i think will ask guys along.. maybe... not yet decided.. cos my birthdae is few weeks before Os.. so dunnoe whether any of them wanna come.. Niki is organising too.. so ya! dunnoe larhx.. haha... wandering this time should i book Costa Sand Resort or Aloha Changi/Loyang.. cos if im asking guys along, i nid more space marh.. haha... decide it again larhx~~
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6 Apr 2006 @ 12:29
listening to: Mariah Carey - Hero3 days of Super-teens, finally ended todae... abit of she bu de.. so fast end le...alot of fun things happened in this 3 days... it will be endless if im gonna blog it in... but i'll blog it in when im more free... maybe tml i'll do it... but i only can say that Dr Ernest Wong is really a great man... and i need to apologise to Garbiel.. for kicking him leg.. i didnt mean to do it, BUT he force me to do it... sorry..! hmm also tell this birdy, his name is rather funny.. or should i say unique?? maybe unique.. filybird(??) no larhx.. i anyhow spell de.. i forget the actual spelling... he's a BIG LIAR.. he tell others he's 19.. and tell us he's 27.. who e hell believe he's 27 when he has a children face?? really.. seriously, if u see him yourself, you wont think he's 27.. u'll believe he's 19 if he tells u that... i guess he's 21.. and really he's 21.. im so clever..! ^^.. and paiseh ar, to this so called technician.. didnt mean to call him technician cos he really look like one.. haha..!! i think Super-teens is just GREAT!! if there's chance, really hope there's this workshop againx.. even we've to stay till 9pm, but it's fun being together.. seldom do we have the chance to see 2 classes being together, so united teasing this "CLARA"?? no chance, but super-teens gives us the chance... miss it man!!! no more chance le!!! = (aiya, dont say liao lar.. i tml den update more bout what happen to me in this 3 days... haha...tml having SA1 EL paper... gotto BUCKUP!! i believe i can do well in this paper..!!!! let's do our very best in this paper.. dont TRY OUR BEST... we must DO OUR BEST!! ^^AJA AJA HWAITING!!! to everyone and anyone i know..!!!
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