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30 Mar 2006 @ 13:17
listening to : G.O.D - Niga Isseoya Hal Gos
todae HS Art Fiesta at Singapore Polytechnic... sell my ticket away, so dont wanna go!! actually wanna go, but it's too far already.. will take me about 1 hour plus to get home.. even thought Daddy will come and fetch me, but still didnt go larhx....

writing History notes just now... got our SA1 timetable together... DEAR!!! it is soo pack~ im going insane, over those subjects... whole list!! what to do, Os this year marh... sigh~ tml got Math class test of Vectors, but i didnt study for it... cannot get into my head larhx.. .cannot force ma... so rather give myself some rest... dont study! EXCUSES!!!

lalala~~ my waist is getting better.. or should i say that it is fully recovered?? actually not really larhx... sometimes when i sit for long period or get hit by some idiots, the pain will come againx... waist pain is getting lesser, but back pain is coming againx... now ar, sit for long period in class, my back will start aching.. cos i've some sort of back problem ma.. i'm full of sickness!! HAHA

thankx to Jes, for helping me to get Darren's photo.. she secretly capture his photo.. or shouldnt i say secretly?? cos Darren saw it..!! but he didnt avoid.. cos he has no way to avoid... no one can block him... haha.. i capture Xuan Yu backview.. see his pattern if wan to capture his front view, must find expert like Rui to do so.. haha... she got her pro way in capturing front view of a person... haha... ask me do can forget it, must learn from her!! lala~~ Brandon is soOooo noisy.. and soo playful.. haiya, he's just a kid ma.. kids are like that... they'll slowly change when they grow older ma...!! but i still think he's the most naughtiest among the 3 of them.. cos hor, i say that his hand itchy go hit the bell, den he come step on my shoe..!! den when i want grab his tie, he wanna bite me.. den when i grab his shirt, he wanna bite me too!! he's like a young monkey... cyte!! Darren follow him running around.. haha... haha

my back is aching again.... gotto stop here, if not i'll continue writing on those kids... those kids ar, can lemme write alot... why? cos they're CUTE!!!!!!

oh yea, my latest notice... K (KEI)!! his song is FANTASTIC!!! i love him singing in Korean den Japanese... that's nice...

12 more days to 1 year... should i release him after 1 year..?? or should i continue holding on to him?? i've met the wrong person at the right time before.. and now, i've probably met the right person, but i've met him at the WRONG time... preharps, we dont have the fate to meet each other... preharps, we're not meant for each other..! lalala~~

27 Mar 2006 @ 09:30
listening to : David Tao - Ai Hen Jian Dan

woo... finally bought Chinese Paladin DVD le.. actually i wanna get VCD but cant find it at Poh Kim, so buy DVD instead... woo woo~~ im so happy.. i will be very busy watching this show!!

my waist HURTS!! it's still aching..!! for quite sometimes already... my waist is actually getting better, fridae larhx, this idiotic junior knock me directly at my waist, and it start aching againx.~~ YOU REMEMBER!!!! yesterdae granny rub my waist for me, she's KILLING me... so painful.. im screaming like hell.... gosh!! dunnoe when can my waist get recovered.... haiss... i already got back problem, now come this waist problem.. my whole body got problem larh!!! heng i didnt take up for the 4x100 relay for sports meet... if not how can i run with my waist aching..!! HAHAHA!!!

my chinese compo is not yet finish.. im sooo slacking!! dear, dunnoe still got how many hw not done yet... heng tonight dont have any nice show for me to watch... so i should start working tonight...!!!

i really need to go off now... i cant sit for long, if not my waist gonna ache again!!~~~

life is sooo painful with my waist aching~!!!!

maybe Darren can cure my waist problem... haha... lame~!


oh dear, todae is me and my dearest Kibum oppa 4th month anniversary!!!! KIBUMIE,SARANGHAE,YEONGWONHI!!!!

15more days to 11th April, yet i'm VERY tired of waiting for that day to arrive... even i've lost him, i still have my precious lil boy with me..!!~~ i really like my baby.darren!!!!

26 Mar 2006 @ 08:15
listening to : 2moro - qian zhe ni

change my bloggie song againx... change to Boy'z - Si Xing Bu Gai... Boy'z version, not with Twins de... just now went downloading Boy'z songs.. their song are really HARD to be found.. thanks to someone, i forgotten her name, but i remember i order M's single for her before... ya that's her, thanks to her for sending me Boy'z songs... woo.. without her i dunnoe when can i find their song...

currently addicted to BOY'Z and TANK!!! im finding Kenny Kwan's [Xian Zhi] this song, anyone have this song PLS PLS send to me... send to me @ tvxq-fullhouse_eunjung@hotmail.com... im finding this song URGENTLY!!

blah~~ im starting to miss the boys.. is so boring without them around..!! haha~~~

feel so tired.. like didnt sleep for hundred days... later still going to do chinese compo... i know that my Paper 2 cannot score really well, so i must really score in Paper 1, cos writing compo isnt a problem to me.. A1, im aiming for you.... ^^

so stress up, SA1 in weeks time... really stress!!! RELAX RELAX!!!!

hey guys, have anyone saw Kenny Kwan's album in Singapore ar?? i released actually Korean imported album and Cantonese imported album are rather hard to be found in Singapore... if anyone saw Kenny Kwan [MusicK] and [Oncoming] album in Singapore, pls inform me lerhx.. i wanna get it~!!!

ahh~ im addicted to Cantonese songs~~!!!

25 Mar 2006 @ 12:53
listening to : TVXQ - Break up the shell

in the process of downloading TVXQ 1st Japanese album... im soo shameful... i didnt know that TVXQ had already release their 1st Japanese album.. what i know is that they are releasing Japanese album, i didnt know so fast release le... *mianhae oppa* haha...

Brandon is soo cute.. we've finally stop calling them Lemon Tea, Apple Tea and Kickapoo... finally can call them Brandon, Darren and Xuan Yu... haha.... Brandon helps us alot.. so much really thankx him, maybe i should give him a treat for helping me to get Darren's house.!! *boy ar, next time come find jiejie, i treat u drink* haha... Mommy like this cutie call Jasper... this boy is indeed another cutie..!! but he's Mommy's boy haha... Ros like this boy call Zi Xiang... she ar, dont dare to talk to young boy??? help her to ask for his name and house... haha.. but Zi Xiang is rather a nice boy, i mean whatever i ask him he'll answered.. not like that Yao Wei, ask him he'll just smile... WAH BIANG!! i've never heard such a cute f**k y** before..!!! but i've heard it today, by my percious lil boy... he ar, whatever he do i will think that it's cute~! why?? cos he's my percious lil boy ma.!!!! really like those naughty lil kids!! only Zi Xiang and Jia Ying are the obedient kids in my list!!!

i'm starting to avoid him... dunnoe why! he keeps on sms-ing me... disturbing me actually.. i cant study in PEACE cos my phone is always ringing.. and even i off silent, it will keep on vibrating.!! i feel very irritated..!! and yesterdae, he sms me againx, again i feel irritated... he says he starting to miss me, and ask me whether i miss him too.. WTF, who are you to me..!! wan me to miss you... fat hope!!! i'll never miss a guy unless i like him!! so what, i replied him NOPE, i only miss my kids... and also ask him whether he's interested in me... his replied make me wanna avoid him more..! he's interested in me..! BUT IM NOT!!! i told him i've someone in mind for going 1 year.. and ask him not to do anything to make me avoid him... *PLS DONT IRRITATE ME AGAIN*!!!









I LOVE MY KIDS~~ DARREN & JIAYING ~~~!!

22 Mar 2006 @ 09:30
listening to : Se7en - Entrance

my unborn daughter is finally born out today~~ dotss.... actually is there's this lil cute junior, i started noticing her few days after school reopen... and she's sooo cute that i wanna praise her... haha.... so i treat her like my daughter like how i treat my son(*apple tea*) larhx... haha.... her name is Jia Ying, from a Sec 1 class... her class is sooo near my class that she'll saw me if i happen to walk pass her class... im really scare that she'll cry out when i ask for her name... i scare she'll have the thinking that "ehh, that jiejie bully me!" haha.... SHE'S SOOO CUTE~~

searching high and low for my precious Apple Tea, and after i ask for daughter's name, finally found him... he's still on the same row as him... and whoever i forgotten who is it said that "wah, the son is sitting with the father...", and still say that the son and father got the same color... LOLx.... all my attention is on my son.. who cares about this father..!! i've only 1 word to say about Lemon Tea and that's FUNNY!!!! i'm buying Milk during recess, and Lemon Tea happened to stand beside me(*dear,he's really small*) and my Apple Tea is beside him... dear im sooo sad upon see Apple Tea so near, he's really small in size.. *SOBZZ* oh ya, back to Lemon Tea... the aunty was saying "Xiao Hai Dan come already ar!", den Lemon Tea answered back "i come to buy fruit, and can also buy water!".. the funniest part come... after saying that he make this "HEHEHE" sound... high pitch sia... wah biang.. im staring at him, dunnoe should i laugh infront of him or what, cos Apple Tea is just beside him... den i went back and started laughing loudly.. HE'S SOO FUNNY!!!

stupid teacher, grab my Apple Tea till he's struggling... obviously he's in PAIN... oh my goodness, it hurts me to see that scene... *sayang sayang* dotsss.... after that teacher release him.. he run like he's flying... soo fast that i cant see him... haha.... he's really soooo CUTE!! Kickapoo still the same lorhx... soo COOL!!! avoid us lorhx... BLAH~~!! see how long can u avoid us.... 1 word to describe Kickapoo... and that's SHUAI!! he'll turn out to be super shuai when he grow older... he's already very shuai now.... Apple Tea lerhx, the word to describe him is CUTE lorhx... 1 FUNNY, 1 CUTE and 1 SHUAI.. oh man, GAY haha...!! Kidding larhx....

DEAR, my whole entry for today are my KIDS~~ kids are making my world turns wonderful~~!! i love kids!!!!

i'm getting irritated by this f**king fellow... keep on sms-ing me times and times.. i didnt reply his sms, he'll sms againx... dear..! so... i stop replying him... my handphone can NEVER get quiet!! really very irritating.. and he knows that this year is important to me, still want to irritate me.... thanks goodness he doesnt know my character well, if not i dont think he'll dare to sms me againx...!!! STOP ALL THAT BEFORE I GET REAL ANGRY!!!!

relax relax..~~ my lovely KIDS~~ saranghamnida!!!!!

21 Mar 2006 @ 10:46
listening to : Jay - Ge Qian

im soo tired.... still in holiday mood... haha... that's really bad... SA1 is in weeks time and im still in HOLIDAY MOOD!! cannot larhx.. gotto start bucking up from today onwards.. gonna go to finish up my homework before i watch Campus Superstar...! ^^

should i be happy today?? cos i get to see Apple Tea quite a number of times today... face to face meet up??? aiya dunnoe larhx... he seems to be scare of me... well, IM SOO SORRY!!! arghhx.... but i need him to make me smile... he's the only one who can really make me smile happily?? maybe!! i really like this lil boy of mine...

i've nothing to update le actually.. im just crapping now... haha... maybe you can skip what im typing below.. BORING~~~




*wo he ta jiu xiang shi zhan zai qiao dui an de liang ge ren, ru guo wo mei you gu qi yong qi wang qiao de ling yi duan xing zuo de hua, wo men yong yuan bu hui peng mian.....*

*liang ge zhen xin xiang ai de ren zhong ai wang di qiu de fan fang xiang xing zuo, yin wei ta men ren wei, ru guo ta men zhen xin xiang ai, er qie ming zhong zhu ding yao zai yi qi de hua, ta men hui zai di qiu de ling yi duan xiang yu....*

*wei shen me liang ge zhen xin xiang ai de ren, bu neng yong yuan zai yi qi.... (write it becos of Chinese Paladin, cos Ling'er and Xiaoyao really love each other by heart but they cant be together forever)*

*ru guo wo chong lai mei you yu jian ta, wo shi fou bu hui na ne tong ku... dan shi wo yu jian le ta, shi fou shi de dao le xing fu...? wo xing fu ma ....? *

20 Mar 2006 @ 07:08
listening to: Rainie Yang - Ke Ai

just come back from quite a number of place.. went to dunnoe where to eat, super nice e food there.. haha...

before going out, successfully download Rainie Yang's 2nd album [Yu Shang Ai], so am listening to it now... hmm, up till now i feel that this album isnt bad too... nice~~ of course i will buy it...!!!

i saw Chinese Paladin VCD on newspaper todae morning... TS is selling it.. so just now went AMK dere see TS and went in to see... YAY I SAW IT~~ 39.90 for VCD and 49.90 for DVD.. of cos i will buy VCD... mommy dun wanna buy for me.. keep saying the same old thing again larhx.. yaya.. if that happened she'll buy me this VCD~~ right now im gonna save money to buy this VCD~~ i saw It started with a Kiss VCD, but it split into 2 part... i don feel like buying it cos since im buying Chinese Paladin for sure.. but i cant wait to see it after i watch the MV of the show.. gosh~~

yesterdae watch abit of Sad Love Story after i watch Chinese Paladin.. hmm not nice lerhx... abit boring... alot of crying scene.. Korean drama are lidart, isnt it? that's why i like it... dots.. but now i like to watch funny korean drama like Full House.. that's why i wanna buy My Name is Kim Sam Soo to watch.. it's funny when i saw the preview on Channel 55 that time... i think this show i gonna replay some other times when Sad Love Story is over barhx.. maybe it replay and i watch den can save up not to buy it haha... why not Channel 55 show Wonderful Life.. haha...

i'm so hooked onto Tank~~ his song is FANTASTIC... really.. i like his kind of style~!!!

hmm~~ yesterdae saw Apple Tea when im returning home from point after i buy my lunch.. nearly bang onto him... cos he's rollar his blade and chatting on the phone and didnt realise it... he's still sSOOOOO cute my dear.... he did saw me.. i tot i see the wrong person.. still turn 2 times to see...!~ he like black, i guess so... cos how many time i see him, he'll be in BLACK~~ i think 1 of my friend know him sia.. cos that time i saw my friend at mac and he's with him... haha...

recently keep on sms-ing with this particular graduated senior... he's quite fun to sms with larhx... everytime before i sleep will receieve 1 good night sms frm him, morning will recieve morning sms from him.. isnt that fellow fun?? and he likes to sms me... still ask me can he sms me anytime he's at work.. HAHAHA~~

TML CAN SEE MY APPLE TEA AND 2 OTHER KUTIE PIE LE~~~~ miss eu guys alot~~~

oh yea, todae is Daddy's birthdae~~ let your daughter, me sing you a birthdae song~~

happy birthdae to you~
happy birthdae to you~
happy birthdae to daddy~~
happy birthdae to you~~

SAENG IL CHUKA HAMNIDA~~~ SARANGHAE APPA!!!

15 Mar 2006 @ 06:40
listening to : It started with a Kiss OST - E Zuo Ju

im hooked onto this song.. so i change my bloggie song into this song.. E Zuo Ju, OST song from It started with a Kiss.. this MV is cute.. thus maybe this show is cute too... maybe i will buy this drama to watch, or lent it from anyone who've got it.. haha

i'm gonna download more OST from this drama.. it's cute~~~

tml still need to go back to school for EL mock test, why the hell do i flung my EL thus needing to go back to this stupid mock test..!! arghhx..

wo xiang wo hui kai shi xiang lian ni
ke shi wo gang gang cai yu jian ni
wo huai yu zhe qi yu shi ge e zuo ju

wo xiang wo yi man man xi huan ni
ying wei wo yong you ai qing de yong qi
wo ren xing tou ru ni gei de e zuo ju
ni gei de e zuo ju

14 Mar 2006 @ 02:07
listening to : Chinese Paladin OST - Liu Yue De Yu

really hooked onto Chinese Paladin.. actor soo shuai, actress soo pretty.. esp Ling'er, she's soo freaking cute and pretty.. and Tangyu, is soo freaking shuai.. me and my granny thinks that Xiao Yao is shuaii too.. haha.. and the OST songs are nice too... wondering is the show VCD out?? i wanna buy it... to watch again~~ i miss the esp infront.. any kind soul saw this VCD, pls pls kindly tell me... CHINESE PALADIN.. XIAN JIAN QI XIA ZHUAN!!!

later going back to school for social studies tutorial.. mrs wong teaching us how to do source-based question... im going back unwillingly.. im too tired to go back... soo tiring.. actually im loading the Chinese Paladin esp online in Youtube to watch.. but wth, cos im going back sch later, and im afraid that later my bro go click it away and my effort is wasted..!! 20+ minutes for esp 1 part 1.. and i gonna watch soo many esp to catch up with wad i've watch on tv... gosh.. that's lotsa...!! 10 esp for me to catch up.. that's why i wanna buy the VCD to slowly slowly watch ma.. somemore granny oso wanna watch....

dunnoe wad to write la.. im hooked onto TANK's SONGS!!!

13 Mar 2006 @ 04:24
listening to : P.S.. I Luv U OST - Shi Qu Ta

JOYCEeee birthdae todae!! send her a birthdae sms todae morning.. kinda late larhx, but still manage to remember and send it out to her... we're friend for soo long cant probably as me to forget her birthdae!! haha

didnt blog for hmm 2 days?? dunnoe larhx...

Mommy and Daddy isnt in Singapore now.. they leave Singapore yesterdae morning... this Daddy very funny, forget to bring camera and still sms me tell me this.. and i ask him where are they need to me to bring it over to them, he reply me HAHAHA.. den granny ask me to call him lorhx.. so i called.. and grandpa drive me down to pass the camera to them... that was rush!! thank's goodness they havent check in yet.. haha... they took Singapore airline if im not wrong.. cos the ticket different was like 50bucks.. so i think they took that airline.. service better ma.. haha... dunoe when are they returning.. haha..

yesterdae Aunt come to our house, granny told her that i will be going Korea end of this year.. and she ask me that whether my cousin can follow us to Korea end of this year.. of course can larhx.. 1 more person 1 more partner marhx.. better of course.. and hmm, i think she like the same singer as me.. BOA!! cos i saw that her display picture is BoA!! BoA is soo lovable by soo many ppeo..!! haha...

suddenly think of D.. my precious son... 1 week.. i cant see him for 1 damn week.. arghhx.. heng i know where he stays.. can walk under his block and see got chance to meet him not haha.... i drop my post on forum.. asking them to gimme idea on what to buy for this boy.. and senior commented me to buy tee for him..and she's shock that there're cute juniors in our school.. i told her that if she come back to HS, sms or call me and i will bring her round the school to search for this 5 cute juniors.. haha...

was writting my fanfic story chapter 5 previously.. change the fanfic linkie...http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/guardian_angel7/ visit and comment me...

tml going back school for Social Studies tutorial... gosh.. Chinese holidae homework is covering me... tons of work to be done within this 1 week holidae.. even there's no tutorial lesson going on, this tons of work will really keep me real busy..!!~~

i feel so oily and sticky all over my body... i should take a shower now~~!! im feeling TIRED!!~~!!!


I MISS MY BOYS~~~

11 Mar 2006 @ 10:59
listening to : Nicholas Teo - Tong Ce Xin Fei

went to take a nap not long after returning home from school.. dont know why am i feel soo tiring recently.. maybe i've not get enough sleep..

today is Career Day, not too boring and not too entertaining.. the last talk was rather entertaining.. that teacher is rather FUN... haha... we're having fun whereas A2 is like kinda boring.. no noise from their class.. found out that Business related courses isnt a bad choice.. now, it let me wanna re-think again what courses i wanna take.. Business? Marketing? Accountancy? Optometry? Nursing? Early Childhood study? Optometry cut off point is 9.. even thro this course is good, but i dont think i can make it to this course even i wan it badly.. Mommy wants me to take Accountancy cos can get a job easily.. But i didnt study Accounting before.. i wanna take Nursing, im not scare of blood, organs, fresh.. BUT im scared of DEAD BODIES!! im still thinking... cant probably ask me to think after my Os, that impossible.. i've already planned for the worst...

should i call myself someone LUCKY?? get to see my 3 cute kids and him at once.. im looking at d happily when he suddenly appear and distract my focus on d and xy.. well, nvm! i've a great time staring at d and xy.. they're really very cute!! lovable boys of ours..!! they make my life colorful~~ lalalalala!! planning to get something for my loving kid.. dont know what should i buy for him... tee? bag? for no reason im buying things for him.. i think he must be thankful to GOD, let him have such cute face, and meet such crazy ger like me.. i already have mental preparation that either he will never wanna take it, or he'll throw it away into the rubbish bin.. dont know him, maybe he'll do that.. xy seems to be very shy and scared towards us.. he's like avoiding us.. why ar.. ah boy ar, jiejie we all look soo scary merhx? we just wanna know his name thus call him, and now he turns out to be avoid us whenever he saw us. weirdo.. but cannot blame him, he's just lil 14 yrs old boy, and meet a group of 17 yrs old ger, of course he will scare larhx.. cannot blame him..~ at least my d didnt really avoid us, he's being normal as usual lorhx.. not denying, i love xy's smile alot..!! didnt saw b recently, dont know where the hell he run to? maybe busy finding food to eat.. even thro he eat so many food, he doesnt seem to be growing taller and fatter.. he's still soo small in size like usual..!! he's such a cute lil boy! get to know where xy and d stays... xy stay at blk 958, and d stay at the next block of xy.. both of them stay quite near to my place.. they will be shocked to know that actually one of the scary jiejie stay near them.. haha..well, we're NOT gonna eat them up, and they're soo scared of us..

i should be going to Sports Meet this year barhx, since this is my last Sports Meet in HS!! not only becos of this then i go lorhx, is because he got participate in events, so go there to give him support. why does this sound like he's my IDOL and im supporting him haha.. no larhx, he's in the same house as me, so of course hope that own house member will win marhx.. such a lousy reason

going point later? maybe only.. wanan go buy ice-cream to see.. and buy milk tea to drink.. and see got chance to see my precious son, d not.. haha.. hey, 1 whole week cannot see him lerhx.. of course will miss him like mad larhx.. even im going back to school 4 days out of that 1 week, doesnt mean i can see him lorhx... i cannot imagine if June Holiday!! 1 whole month cannot see him, i think i will go insane barhx.. haha!! i must really be thankful to GOD, for letting me to meet such a cute lil boy..

my question is still left UNANSWERED!!!~~

I LOVE MY 3 KIDS~~~ D, XY and B

10 Mar 2006 @ 10:27
listening to : Tank - Ji Zhan

FINALLY!! we got to know our boys name.. haha.. thanks to Chai Lin they all, for letting us to see the year book.. right now, we still CANT take our year book... haha... the 1st thing we do when we saw the year book is we flip to the Sec 1 column to find their young cute face.. YAY! we find them.. and they look really funny when they're in Sec 1, esp Kickapoo, he dont really look like the him now..!! Apple Tea dont really look different.. he's more cute during Sec 1.. he drop from N(A) to N(T), that's really bad!!! *mommyshouldhavetaughtuwell* i keep on playing with Kickapoo's name.. cos really very funny.. i call him SALTED FISH!! cos his chinese name sounds that... but of all the 3 of them, he's got the MOST NICER NAME!! sounds girlish but it's nice!! i like guys with YU in their name... Apple Tea and Lemon Tea both got christian name except Kickapoo who doesnt have.. Apple Tea 1st alphabet for his name is D and Lemon is B.. cannot write down the whole name lar.. what if they happened to see it.. den im DEAD!!!

today got 2 tests going on.. Maths and Physics.. i dont think i can fair well now.!! cos hmm... dunnoe larhx.. got this feeling that if i pass, the grade will be at average.. seeing my CA1 results, really cannot make it larhx... must really buck up.!! recently having headache.. when i wanna think, my head will start to spin and feel painful.. arghhxXx!!

tomolo is Career Day!! for Sec 4 and Sec 5.. dunnoe will i be able to see my 3 precious kids and Y.W.. higher possibility for able to see my 3 percious kids cos we'll be allocated at the second floor marhx.. if cant see them will also go round searching for them... peep at them we already feel very happy..!! do i sound like im a pervert?? indeed, i feel like im one haha!!

i sat beside him todae morning.. the feeling is bad againx.. heart-racing feeling.. but im trying to act normal like before.. he's half sleeping, cos his finger is moving while he's sleeping so he cant probably he fully sleep with finger moving.. i did peep at him.. seeing the way he sleep.. realising that im in the same school house with him.. i only get to know last year, when he run and won price and the fellow announce the winner then i get to know... haha.. arghhx...

deep down in my heart, there is an unanswered question.. NOW, GOD! can i know the answer? is me and him fated to meet? does me and him got the fate to be for one another? does me and him have a beautiful ending?

i've forgotten what i wanna type.. hahah!!

gonna end here...

last but not least.. i love my 3 precious kids~~!!!! sarang hamnida!!!

lastest addiction : TANK!

9 Mar 2006 @ 10:31
listening to: Tank - Ting Ni Dao Di

latest notice - TANK!!! new taiwanese singer from H.I.M International.. his songs is mostly of Rock and R&B style.. and what i can say that his song is really NICE~!! esp Ting Ni Dao Di, Gei Wo Ni De Ai, Du Chang Qing Ge(Feat Selina).. really nice.. even though he doesnt look shuai.. haha..~~

my son ar~!! he's soo CUTE!! and Rui's son ar..!! he's sooo SHUAI!! make me wanna scold em also dont wanna scold..!! they ar!! dunnoe how to put in words to said... haha.. dont wanna scold em lar.. cos i LOVE THEM TOO MUCH LE haha... they're really CUTE!! i now got 2 sons.. Apple Tea and YW.. soon i will get a daughter.. this cute lil ger... haha... she's cute.. nevermind lorh, Kickapoo and Apple Tea dont wanna tell us their name.. NVM!! what's the use of our school year book?? is to search for their name marhx.. i told Kickapoo nevermind, dont tell nevermind.. year book can find ma.. dont think senior stupid lorh.. haha... aiya, he's too shuai for me to scold him... and my Apple Tea is too cute to be scolded by me.. i will scold any juniors beside my Apple Tea and his 2 other "gay" friend haha..!!

wah liao wae, todae Ros's bunnie throw ice, den sway sway hit my leg.. nevermind.. shun le, cos he's too cute to be scolded againx.. den 2nd time, he shoot ice and shoot my hand.. gosh, this time round, SHOUT LAR.. shout WAH LIAO WHO SHOOT DE!! but no one answer.. nevermind... he's being forgive..!! haha

im soo tired.. recently didnt get enough sleep... and im stressing myself againx..! haha...

oh yea, yesterdae i saw a guy when im walking home.. this guy look abit like Wei Xian, my friend larhx.. but i dont dare to confirm that that guy is him cos he's smoking..!! i dont even dare to turn back and ask him is he Wei Xian lor.. haha... hopefully that isnt him.. cos if that is him, i will sure nag nag nag at him.. haha..!!

Congratulation to Adriano for getting into next round.. my vote isnt wasted.. heng sia... haha.. Congrat!! his "MY ANATA" is soo kawaii ne~!!

8 Mar 2006 @ 10:19
listening to: P.S..I Luv U OST - Dao Tui

bought P.S..I Luv U OST.. really nice.. especiall Dao Tui and Shi Qu Ta.. while listening you can cry.. the lyrics is basically telling you on the story... so touching~~

why am i bothering this?? i shouldnt have seen those things..!! im not suppose to see that actually.. it will just make me more sad each day!! now whenever i see her, i will feel like.. dunnoe larhx... i shouldnt have listen to what rui told me.. i dunnoe how to smile after i know it.. seeing them talking and laughing happily.. i've a feeling of knife stabbing into my heart.. it's painful.. so painful that i wanna bang myself against the wall..(*so serious?maybe*), so painful that i've to swallow back to tears that is bout to drop down.. i mean, why must i get myself suffer?? dunnoe why! i shouldnt have like him.. knowing that he's the kind of boy whereby lots of gers will fall in love with.. WHY MUST I BE ONE OF THEM WHO FALL INTO HIS "TRAP"? i dunnoe why, i dunnoe the reason... is hurtful.. i feel like crying.. but im holding back my tears... i wanna let him go.. really seriously.. let him off.. BUT, my hand just doesnt wanna let go.. even my mind told me to let him go.. my hand and my heart doesnt wanna do so.. i thought that after i know this, my feeling for him will slowly fade off.. but that's WRONG.. when i think that feeling is gone, is NOT!! todae when i call his name and he turn back, my heart started to beat fast againx.. im asking myself "why is the feeling back again?" im getting myself into really big trouble..!! i dunnoe when can i let him go.. maybe after we both graduate? maybe... we might just go separate way after Os.. we might get into different Polytechnic, different courses.. slim chance of getting to same Poly and same course... i shall slowly slowly let him go.. BUT CAN I DO IT?? CAN I BE SUCCESS IN IT??? why cant i just like someone happily?? why must i like someone?? why?? why ?? why??!!?? nobody can answer it..!! what i can say is we're really fateless... i really like his smile..~~ NOW i need YW and Apple Tea to cheer me up.. how i wish they can appear right in front of me now... seeing them will just make me cheer up..!! My Apple Tea and YW is the bestie of bestie.. cos they'll cheer me up when im sad!!! I LOVE MY CUTIE PIE~~ not forgetting, Lemon Tea, Kickapoo and Bunnie are also the bestie of bestie..!! we love them.. isnt it.. haha

5 Mar 2006 @ 09:04
listening to: Nicholas Tay - Ri Ri Ye Ye

started writing fanfic againx... stop for quite sometimes, and now started to write againx.. get the inspiration from movies and drama i've seen.. so write it down..!!

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/invisible_wings/

gimme comment on how is it...!!!

dunnoe wad to write for today's entry.. just feel tired and having headache.. maybe i've stared on the sceen for hours non-stop... gonna go do homework later... been on the net for hours... oh dear, gotto annouce it that i've done BADLY for my CA1.. i got 28points for my L1B4.. how to get into Polytechnic?? how to get into Optometry course?? how to take O level like that?? haha... well, still got CA2.. buck up and im sure i still got chance to achieve my 16points yay!!! ^^ stop saying about studying... haha

i need to apology to someone here.. Sorry for that. i dont mean to lie to you.. i cant stop you from liking me but i really dont have feeling for you... SORRY.. and im not ready for another relationship.. also im not ready to let this guy whom i like for months go yet... i've longed for a relationship, but im not ready for it.. i hope to have a long-term relationship, but not a short-term.. that's why i dont wanna engaged in any relationship, cos im worried that the relationship might just end months later, like how my previous relationship ended..

oh ya, todae is Ivan's 17th birthdae... Happy Birthday ar.. Saeng Il Chuka Hamnida..!! dont say i bad didnt great you lor.. haha!!! Enjoy ya!

4 Mar 2006 @ 10:08
2nd time watching P.S..I Luv U... 2nd time crying after watching it.. 2nd time being touched by it.. 2nd time got the impulsion of buying this VCD... 2nd time got the impulsion of buying the OST..

Roy Chiu is really soOooOoo CHARMING!!!

**You're very important to me. I'll always care for and protect you. Wherever you're, I'm always only a turn away... So that you can see me easily..

**Besides being your guardian angel, I would like to spend the rest of my life with you...

if i've such a caring partner saying those words to me, i'll be the most fortunate ger on earth... but when can i meet the caring partner who can say those words to me...

@ 08:12
listening to : Roy Chiu - Ni Zhi Dao Wo Ai Ni

haha... so many kute juniors in our school... Apple Tea, Lemon Tea, Kickapoo, Bunny and latest YW.. haha.. they're the 5 kute lil boys.. not only me find them kute.. haha... Apple Tea is mine.~~ lalala.. im SOOoooOOO "interested" in Apple Tea and this YW... haha.. just get to know this YW todae.. not only we're "interested" in him lor, still got 2 other gers who are hmm really interested(??) in him.. dunnoe if they know his name.. haha...

yesterdae cross country... den Rui sms me tell me J8 got alot of Hougeans.. haha.. den i told her if she saw my Apple Tea must sms tell me.. awhile later recieve her sms telling me she saw my Apple Tea... but im sleeping at that time so didnt reply her.. when i wake up, i recieve her sms telling me she saw HIM.. so i reply her FATELESS lor... got when i go out and will suddenly meet him de?? no marhx.. haha... den i tell her me and him are like two parallel line, will never get to meet... but she tell me to erase the parallel line and replace it will circle lor.. but den i tell her that if 1 person erase the line and replace it with circle while another 1 didnt, they wont meet wad... den we continue this meet and dont meet for quite sometimes when i tell her that i will do an experiment on this.. haha... so i really went to do this experiment.. and the answer out was hmm.. kinda correct... a parallel line and a circle will never meet.. if im the one erasing the line and replace it with circe while he didnt do anything.. i will be turning round and round in the circle while he will be walking straight... but if he suddenly stop and erase his line and replace it with a circle, we'll then meet.. if he's on the other side of the circle and im on the other side of my circle, if i fasten my speed and he slower his speed, we'll eventually still meet... haha.. but me and him will never meet... never will he draw his line to circle and neber will he slower his speed just to meet me.. T_T

going to watch P.S.. I Luv U againx... getting this OST next week too.. hopefully this OST is still on shelf and no one have bought it away.. cos LEFT 1 ONLY!!!

I LIKE MY APPLE TEA, HE'S SOOOO CUTE!!!!!

2 Mar 2006 @ 12:02
listening to - Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan OST - Ah Sang - Yi Zhi Hen An Jing

obviously, im hooked onto this show.. Gu Zhuang Ju from Taiwan.. miss ep 1 - 10.. only started watching ep 11 and ep 12.. and get hooked onto this show..~ Chinese Paladin... becos of this show, i go download the WHOLE OST~~ not regretting the time spend on download it, the OST turns out to be VERY nice.!! haha...

finally found the OST for P.S.. I Luv U... of cos, i will be getting it ASAP.. if when im back to buy this OST, and this OST is gone, it's actually means that i dont have FATE with this OST.. and so, continue to find this OST at other outlet lorhx.. what to do, no matter what, i MUST get this OST... haha... and yay, after getting this OST, i will find Chinese Paladin OST lorhx.. cos NICE NICE NICE.. whoever got this VCD!! LENT ME!! i wanna watch... haha..~~

so tiring.. later gonna go studying le... tml got Physics class test on Sound wave haha...

Zi Feng super funny, tell me he come view my bloggie, but never tag my taggie board... weird lor.. my bloggie where got things nice to see?? personal entry only.. haha.. and for me to vent all my anger.! haha..

oh ya, gotto thanks Nic, for helping to me to put the Tamakuchi(??) game into my phone haha... my baby is call WINGS.. and im INVISIBLE WINGS!! we're the WINGS family haha... lalala~~

going to burn out this Chinese Paladin OST to listen while studying... gotto... see ya~~!!